I haven't even really talked to her much honestly, but I was in a really REALLY bad place yesterday and desperate. I went to read this http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?s=&threadid=24078 in my journal and online and saw her response to it. I looked at the date and realized that it had almost been 3 years exactly since I had written it and since she had responded. It really made me think about my current situation. I realize her response never had a huge effect on me then...but 3 years later, almost to the day, it's impacted me so much.
One of her quotes read...
"I can't wait, i hold my breath for the day that some wonderful DESERVING guy sweeps you off your feet, and makes all this heartache worth having struggled through. You don't appreciate happiness enough until you've known sadness."
Well, my heart still aches....but I've found this guy. He makes me feel wonderful and whole and it's like he's my better half. And it's just like she said....I'd never appreciate the happiness I have with this guy unless I'd have gone through all the pain and sadness. And I never woulda realized that if it wasn't for her. So.....
THANK YOU
We don't even get to talk....and I hope she realizes how much she's truly touched my heart...thank you from the bottom of it! I don't even know if she posts here anymore...but if she's still lurking or something, I hope she reads it and realizes what an impact she's had on me. Thank you again....and if you love E-girl, show some appreciation!!!!!!!
~Jamie
One of her quotes read...
"I can't wait, i hold my breath for the day that some wonderful DESERVING guy sweeps you off your feet, and makes all this heartache worth having struggled through. You don't appreciate happiness enough until you've known sadness."
Well, my heart still aches....but I've found this guy. He makes me feel wonderful and whole and it's like he's my better half. And it's just like she said....I'd never appreciate the happiness I have with this guy unless I'd have gone through all the pain and sadness. And I never woulda realized that if it wasn't for her. So.....
THANK YOU
We don't even get to talk....and I hope she realizes how much she's truly touched my heart...thank you from the bottom of it! I don't even know if she posts here anymore...but if she's still lurking or something, I hope she reads it and realizes what an impact she's had on me. Thank you again....and if you love E-girl, show some appreciation!!!!!!!
~Jamie