Elisheba Ruth
Greenlighter
I am including here an excerpt from my blog recounting my experiences with spice addiction. I'm not including the whole thing because a) it's really long, and b) I may go in an add more detail as I remember it. I'm not selling anything or trying to convert anyone, just sharing my "dark side" story for anyone that may need to know that he or she is not the only one who has ever gone nuts on this stuff.
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I overdosed the first time during this period. I smoked some stuff that I hadn't tried before and went to lay down. Within a few minutes I was paralyzed. I could swallow and blink my eyes, but I couldn't so much as move a finger. I could feel my heart beat once or twice "thump thump", then stop. I would gasp and my heart would start again. If I weren't such a healthy and strong woman I have no doubt that I would have died right there. After perhaps an hour and a half I was able to move again. I loaded another bowl, albeit with less than before.
When I lost my job I loaded my car (which I hadn't made payments on in about three months) with some clothes, dropped off some photo albums off at a friends, and headed to Las Vegas where I theorized that I would make a living gambling. I ran out of money and gas on a long stretch of New Mexico highway and tried to beg for some money. I found that I had become invisible. People treated me like I had the plague. I prostituted myself for the first time at that truck stop. There is always a man around that will give you a twenty to give him oral sex.
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Peace,
Elisheba Ruth
http://elishebaruth.blogspot.com/2013/11/my-addiction-to-synthetic-marijuana.html
"When you look directly at an insane woman all you see is a reflection of your own knowledge that she is insane, which is not to see her at all. To see her you must see what she saw and when you are trying to see the vision of an insane woman, an oblique route is the only way to come at it. - Robert M. Pirsig
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I overdosed the first time during this period. I smoked some stuff that I hadn't tried before and went to lay down. Within a few minutes I was paralyzed. I could swallow and blink my eyes, but I couldn't so much as move a finger. I could feel my heart beat once or twice "thump thump", then stop. I would gasp and my heart would start again. If I weren't such a healthy and strong woman I have no doubt that I would have died right there. After perhaps an hour and a half I was able to move again. I loaded another bowl, albeit with less than before.
When I lost my job I loaded my car (which I hadn't made payments on in about three months) with some clothes, dropped off some photo albums off at a friends, and headed to Las Vegas where I theorized that I would make a living gambling. I ran out of money and gas on a long stretch of New Mexico highway and tried to beg for some money. I found that I had become invisible. People treated me like I had the plague. I prostituted myself for the first time at that truck stop. There is always a man around that will give you a twenty to give him oral sex.
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Peace,
Elisheba Ruth
http://elishebaruth.blogspot.com/2013/11/my-addiction-to-synthetic-marijuana.html
"When you look directly at an insane woman all you see is a reflection of your own knowledge that she is insane, which is not to see her at all. To see her you must see what she saw and when you are trying to see the vision of an insane woman, an oblique route is the only way to come at it. - Robert M. Pirsig
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