My addiction to longtech

[Ashtyeve]

hi I am a new member so I'm not sure what to do but I just want to tell someone about my addiction, I have been taking longtech (OxyContin) for 5 years now for my fibromyalgia and Iv had enough of it but I am afraid if I come off it I will be in a lot of pain, I'm too afraid to go to the doctor in case he does stop me from taking them, I am over using and have to go through withdrawals once a week as I have to get them weekly from the chemist I don't make them last a week and it's really getting me down now, I can't tell my husband what I'm doing he doesn't really understand he doesn't like me taking them I feel really alone I hate myself and I hate these pills

 

[steewith2ees]

You have told us now :D - stick around and have a look at our Recovery Support forums http://www.bluelight.org/vb/forums/268-Recovery-Support where you may be able to get more specific suggestions on how to deal with this.

Welcome to Bluelight Ashtyeve!

 

[Bearlove]

Welcome to our corner of the internet.

Stee has already given the best link for you to follow to find some further information but if you need any help or have any questions, please feel free to ask.