So yeah I said "more later" but obviously never got back to it. Such a procrastinator. It wasn't ego death unfortunately, but it has had a lasting impact on me. I've been eating FAR healthier since my last blog posting and am a lot more active physically. I am also working on romantic socialization (I am VERY introverted).
I only use it once a week now. Since that post I did experience what many describe as a k-hole and I thankfully weathered it well -- probably because of the opioid actions in MxE mediating my paranoia.
The euphoria rivals that of many opioids I have used and opioids are my drug of choice so from me that is saying a lot. I know all too well that it could be easily to get addicted to MxE.
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I finished off my Methylone. It was enjoyable burning the midnight serotonin with Lady M1. Now that it's schedule I I won't be ordering more even though I could. It is far too expensive now and since its illicit it now will get cut to hell and back with adulterants -- if I want to risk buying an illicit I may as well get MDMA which doesn't cost much more in comparison.
Methylone is the only stimulant I enjoyed. I hate that the government banned it with no research. Non-entactogenic central stimulants only have value for me when using them for exercise and/or weight loss. I also did not like Mephedrone and HATED MDPV so much I dumped 200mg in the trash. Whomever synth'd MDPV and was quick to disclose its formula must not have tried it! No offense to those whose DOC is MDPV. Enjoy it don't let me rain on your parade.
EDIT: Also, those cathinones would have been scheduled much later if it were not for irresponsible head shops stocking "bath salts." Please do not nickname drugs, do not slap a fancy colorful label on them and put them in convenience stores. And remember that discretion outside of communities like this is crucial to keeping these compounds low profile. Do us psychonauts a favor and just don't sell that stuff in brick and mortar stores whatsoever thanks. And shame on the shops who knowingly sold to minors.
I only use it once a week now. Since that post I did experience what many describe as a k-hole and I thankfully weathered it well -- probably because of the opioid actions in MxE mediating my paranoia.
The euphoria rivals that of many opioids I have used and opioids are my drug of choice so from me that is saying a lot. I know all too well that it could be easily to get addicted to MxE.
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I finished off my Methylone. It was enjoyable burning the midnight serotonin with Lady M1. Now that it's schedule I I won't be ordering more even though I could. It is far too expensive now and since its illicit it now will get cut to hell and back with adulterants -- if I want to risk buying an illicit I may as well get MDMA which doesn't cost much more in comparison.
Methylone is the only stimulant I enjoyed. I hate that the government banned it with no research. Non-entactogenic central stimulants only have value for me when using them for exercise and/or weight loss. I also did not like Mephedrone and HATED MDPV so much I dumped 200mg in the trash. Whomever synth'd MDPV and was quick to disclose its formula must not have tried it! No offense to those whose DOC is MDPV. Enjoy it don't let me rain on your parade.
EDIT: Also, those cathinones would have been scheduled much later if it were not for irresponsible head shops stocking "bath salts." Please do not nickname drugs, do not slap a fancy colorful label on them and put them in convenience stores. And remember that discretion outside of communities like this is crucial to keeping these compounds low profile. Do us psychonauts a favor and just don't sell that stuff in brick and mortar stores whatsoever thanks. And shame on the shops who knowingly sold to minors.