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Bluelighter
age: 23
sex: male
weight: 12 stone
background: been using drugs nearly 10 years, HEAVY ketamine abuse/addiction for a while, mild methoxetamine addiction/problem which stopped a few months ago, also done MDMA coke lsd 2cb 2ci amphet also a daily week smoker for about 5 years.
duration awake/onit before this trip: about 36-40 hours
substances consumed before this trip: about 500mg MDMA, about 600mg mxe, 2 litres white cider, 4 stellas, about 40 nos whippets, alot of weed, few lines of 'drone'
amount used for this trip: 180-200mg
was the 2nd day of my 2 best mates leaving do, been onit for a long time, not going into the usage before this trip way too long...hadnt done mdma for about 2 months and hadnt touched any mxe or nos for about 3.5 weeks.
it was about 1am and id just got home from the 2nd day of partying/no sleep. not i had only slept about 3 hours the night before this all started. hadnt eaten anything of drunk any water for about 36-40 hours.
railed 200mg, 2 100mg lines which i used my double snorter to sniff 100mg up each nostril at the same time, lights off music on and got in bed with a double nitrous balloon.
now ive never had anything at all spiritual with mxe, although LOADS of spiritual/life changing trips on ketamine, and ketamine and nos. but this time was different
i was staring at the standby lights on my tv/digibox/stereo and they were all dancing around in the dark, then they were all changing color and 2 started playing and bouncing around chasing each other and stuff blah blah blah basically i felt this weird presence and i hadnt felt it for years, i realized what it was it was the presence of my old best mate who tragically died in motorbike accident 2 Christmases ago.
I got up out of bed, and this was the weird shit started happening , i reached for my light switch, and couldn't find it, the walls felt rocky, never had anything like this before, so i started to walk towards my tv unit (which is about 5 feet from my bed) and literally took one step, reached out, couldn't reach it, weird, normally only takes one step, took another, still couldn't reach? huh?! took another step, and another until i was at a fast pace ALMOST RUNNING no joke i walked in a striahgt line in my room for about 2 minutes and never reached the tv. weirdest thing thats ever happened to me. it felt like i was walking on ice? like i had no traction/slipping feet like socks on a laminate floor, although i was barefoot and i have carpet in my room. oh yeah and my rooms only like 3x5m......
then i sat back down and talked to my friend/his spirit, although i couldn't see him i could really feel him sat there, and asked him loads of personal questions to make sure it was him, and he told me some stuff about what its like and what the future holds blah blah.
the rocky walls and walking for so long were the main bit so ill just leave it there.
thanks for reading
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substancecode_mxe
substancecode_achs
substancecode_dissociatives
substancecode_nitrous
_combo_
explevel_experienced
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
exptype_spiritual
roacode_nasal
roacode_inhaled
sex: male
weight: 12 stone
background: been using drugs nearly 10 years, HEAVY ketamine abuse/addiction for a while, mild methoxetamine addiction/problem which stopped a few months ago, also done MDMA coke lsd 2cb 2ci amphet also a daily week smoker for about 5 years.
duration awake/onit before this trip: about 36-40 hours
substances consumed before this trip: about 500mg MDMA, about 600mg mxe, 2 litres white cider, 4 stellas, about 40 nos whippets, alot of weed, few lines of 'drone'
amount used for this trip: 180-200mg
was the 2nd day of my 2 best mates leaving do, been onit for a long time, not going into the usage before this trip way too long...hadnt done mdma for about 2 months and hadnt touched any mxe or nos for about 3.5 weeks.
it was about 1am and id just got home from the 2nd day of partying/no sleep. not i had only slept about 3 hours the night before this all started. hadnt eaten anything of drunk any water for about 36-40 hours.
railed 200mg, 2 100mg lines which i used my double snorter to sniff 100mg up each nostril at the same time, lights off music on and got in bed with a double nitrous balloon.
now ive never had anything at all spiritual with mxe, although LOADS of spiritual/life changing trips on ketamine, and ketamine and nos. but this time was different
i was staring at the standby lights on my tv/digibox/stereo and they were all dancing around in the dark, then they were all changing color and 2 started playing and bouncing around chasing each other and stuff blah blah blah basically i felt this weird presence and i hadnt felt it for years, i realized what it was it was the presence of my old best mate who tragically died in motorbike accident 2 Christmases ago.
I got up out of bed, and this was the weird shit started happening , i reached for my light switch, and couldn't find it, the walls felt rocky, never had anything like this before, so i started to walk towards my tv unit (which is about 5 feet from my bed) and literally took one step, reached out, couldn't reach it, weird, normally only takes one step, took another, still couldn't reach? huh?! took another step, and another until i was at a fast pace ALMOST RUNNING no joke i walked in a striahgt line in my room for about 2 minutes and never reached the tv. weirdest thing thats ever happened to me. it felt like i was walking on ice? like i had no traction/slipping feet like socks on a laminate floor, although i was barefoot and i have carpet in my room. oh yeah and my rooms only like 3x5m......
then i sat back down and talked to my friend/his spirit, although i couldn't see him i could really feel him sat there, and asked him loads of personal questions to make sure it was him, and he told me some stuff about what its like and what the future holds blah blah.
the rocky walls and walking for so long were the main bit so ill just leave it there.
thanks for reading
Tagged by bindingaffinity
substancecode_mxe
substancecode_achs
substancecode_dissociatives
substancecode_nitrous
_combo_
explevel_experienced
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
exptype_spiritual
roacode_nasal
roacode_inhaled
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