Xtreme
Bluelighter
this is my first trip report, so forgive me if it sucks. First, my drug use history. I've never put a needle in my body, not generally a fan of 2c-s other that 2c-p, and a large variety of tryptamines, mdma, mda, mde. what haven't a tried....ketamine. ..and by choice
So why I was so excited to try something that was similar supposedly to ketamine escapes me. But I acquired 500mg from a trusted online supplier. I'm not good at letting things sit around without trying them so my girlfriend and I immediately weighed out 30mg doses, just to feel things out. So we both just put the powder in our mouths and down the hatch. The taste was not completely unpleasant. Then we just sat back, not knowing what to expect. I felt like a kid on Christmas morning. About 15 minutes in we looked at each other and I knew she was starting to feel it it. Something just weird, not bad but, just weird. As we sat on our king size bed I think we were listening to a Zach Deputy show from earlier this year. The peak came on really quickly....maybe 45min. I looked at my girlfriend and she looked liked some sort of ancient South American Goddess sitting on this really weird square temple. Then everything, including myself seemed to be made up of cubes. My body, my dog, everything is my room was made of moving, melting, morphing cubes. There was a lot of red and orange throughout the trip. The music played very little part in this one and before I knew it started it seemed like it was just...over. No warning, no comedown, just over. Very strange, for sure like nothing I'd ever tried, but I LOVED IT as did the girlfriend.
So the next morning, we woke up, spoke a little of how much fun the night before had been, and with matching evil grins, asked each other, "so what do you wanna do today?" The answer, of course, MXE. We upped the dose to 40mg this time with no breakfast in our bellies and off we went. I could immediately tell this was going to be different. I suddenly felt like I was in a painting. A constantly changing, multi-layered, multi-themed painting.
It dawned on me this stuff is like psychedelic playdough. I could morph anything in my room into anything I wanted. I looked over and my girlfriend was wearing a black suit and hat, and sitting indian style in center of a tower that looked like it had been painted from Legos.
I put on some Xavier Rudd and everything was super tribal. So tribal I felt like it was taking over so I took it. Any normal person would do I put on Shpongle and things started to get a little weird.
So I put on Lateralus. The g/f and I started kissing and the next time I opened my eyes we were in the middle of a giant purple and white flower, spinning downwards. We stopped and sat up. We sat Indian Style facing each other. I made her take my arms in hers to form a circle. Then I made us both concentrate on each others actual eyes, as we were seeing as least quadruple at this point. When "Our Eyes" finally met, there an instant, very strong, very definite other level connection. As we looked at each other with our arms still circled, we were suddenely one being in every sense. I could see myself through her eyes, I could feel her blood flowing, she said she could feel it it, we hugged, and shared an EXTREMELY POWERFUL "I love you" Something I've never had with any other person.
I'm usually pretty introverted while tripping, except with a very select few people. She was the first person I felt NO inhibitions with from the beginning. It is a huge weight lifted from the trip and my my mind, and allowed me to have three of the most enjoyable trips I have ever been honored to experience, And just like the first trip, the second seemed to just end, Fin.
Now what? 50mg MXE. Good answer. Down the hatch. It was hot as fuck outside, middle after, probably in the 90's outside. Our central air works when it feels like it (not today), however, we have a window unit in the bed that does an awesome job of keeping the bedroom cool. My main concern, you know, sleeping and all. And although we at this stuff the night, AND earlier in the, 20 minutes are ingestion. BOOM! goes the dynamite. And yet again, I could feel this was going to be different in a whole new way. *note-we both also ingested 120mg of methlyone along with the MXE. So anyway, as this stuff kicked in, walking from room to room was the strangest thing. This feeling that you really were going somewhere...ELSE. One of us, I think it was me, came up with the idea of turning of the AC (to give it a break, had been on for a good long while). So off went the AC, opened came the doors, curtains, and windows. SO FUCKING HOT. So there stand the of two us. Me in just shorts, L in an outfit that as I sit her speaking to her, was never quite understood.
Surely felt like my hands could stick to the wall, and like my feet were SUPPOSED to be close to the wall. In that position is how the girlfriend and I took a an tour of the pictures in our house. Very interesting. I plan on returning:DS We walked about our whole house like this, just sweating buckets, examining every piece of art on the. A few randoms, some Grey's, some stuff from IF, and a few tour posters. We both made the comment that we we'd never actually seen most of these pictures. The trip began to wind down, we put on some Yonder, and enjoyed the rest of our evening together. Our entire house looks different by the by. Like, I know a secret that only I and the g/f knows about the house. Like we know what's REALLY on the other side...
So why I was so excited to try something that was similar supposedly to ketamine escapes me. But I acquired 500mg from a trusted online supplier. I'm not good at letting things sit around without trying them so my girlfriend and I immediately weighed out 30mg doses, just to feel things out. So we both just put the powder in our mouths and down the hatch. The taste was not completely unpleasant. Then we just sat back, not knowing what to expect. I felt like a kid on Christmas morning. About 15 minutes in we looked at each other and I knew she was starting to feel it it. Something just weird, not bad but, just weird. As we sat on our king size bed I think we were listening to a Zach Deputy show from earlier this year. The peak came on really quickly....maybe 45min. I looked at my girlfriend and she looked liked some sort of ancient South American Goddess sitting on this really weird square temple. Then everything, including myself seemed to be made up of cubes. My body, my dog, everything is my room was made of moving, melting, morphing cubes. There was a lot of red and orange throughout the trip. The music played very little part in this one and before I knew it started it seemed like it was just...over. No warning, no comedown, just over. Very strange, for sure like nothing I'd ever tried, but I LOVED IT as did the girlfriend.
So the next morning, we woke up, spoke a little of how much fun the night before had been, and with matching evil grins, asked each other, "so what do you wanna do today?" The answer, of course, MXE. We upped the dose to 40mg this time with no breakfast in our bellies and off we went. I could immediately tell this was going to be different. I suddenly felt like I was in a painting. A constantly changing, multi-layered, multi-themed painting.
It dawned on me this stuff is like psychedelic playdough. I could morph anything in my room into anything I wanted. I looked over and my girlfriend was wearing a black suit and hat, and sitting indian style in center of a tower that looked like it had been painted from Legos.
I put on some Xavier Rudd and everything was super tribal. So tribal I felt like it was taking over so I took it. Any normal person would do I put on Shpongle and things started to get a little weird.
So I put on Lateralus. The g/f and I started kissing and the next time I opened my eyes we were in the middle of a giant purple and white flower, spinning downwards. We stopped and sat up. We sat Indian Style facing each other. I made her take my arms in hers to form a circle. Then I made us both concentrate on each others actual eyes, as we were seeing as least quadruple at this point. When "Our Eyes" finally met, there an instant, very strong, very definite other level connection. As we looked at each other with our arms still circled, we were suddenely one being in every sense. I could see myself through her eyes, I could feel her blood flowing, she said she could feel it it, we hugged, and shared an EXTREMELY POWERFUL "I love you" Something I've never had with any other person.
I'm usually pretty introverted while tripping, except with a very select few people. She was the first person I felt NO inhibitions with from the beginning. It is a huge weight lifted from the trip and my my mind, and allowed me to have three of the most enjoyable trips I have ever been honored to experience, And just like the first trip, the second seemed to just end, Fin.
Now what? 50mg MXE. Good answer. Down the hatch. It was hot as fuck outside, middle after, probably in the 90's outside. Our central air works when it feels like it (not today), however, we have a window unit in the bed that does an awesome job of keeping the bedroom cool. My main concern, you know, sleeping and all. And although we at this stuff the night, AND earlier in the, 20 minutes are ingestion. BOOM! goes the dynamite. And yet again, I could feel this was going to be different in a whole new way. *note-we both also ingested 120mg of methlyone along with the MXE. So anyway, as this stuff kicked in, walking from room to room was the strangest thing. This feeling that you really were going somewhere...ELSE. One of us, I think it was me, came up with the idea of turning of the AC (to give it a break, had been on for a good long while). So off went the AC, opened came the doors, curtains, and windows. SO FUCKING HOT. So there stand the of two us. Me in just shorts, L in an outfit that as I sit her speaking to her, was never quite understood.
Surely felt like my hands could stick to the wall, and like my feet were SUPPOSED to be close to the wall. In that position is how the girlfriend and I took a an tour of the pictures in our house. Very interesting. I plan on returning:DS We walked about our whole house like this, just sweating buckets, examining every piece of art on the. A few randoms, some Grey's, some stuff from IF, and a few tour posters. We both made the comment that we we'd never actually seen most of these pictures. The trip began to wind down, we put on some Yonder, and enjoyed the rest of our evening together. Our entire house looks different by the by. Like, I know a secret that only I and the g/f knows about the house. Like we know what's REALLY on the other side...
