MXE - 65mg: You guys actually enjoy this stuff?

[cannibalsnail]

First ever trial with dissociatives (except Nitrous Oxide).

Me and 2 friends started off with 25mg capsules of it taken orally to see if it worked.

About an hour later walking back to friend Bs house we feel it start to work. It felt similar to alcohol, nitrous and possibly ethylphenidate in a weird sense but not completely any of them. In no way similar to any of the many psychedelics I have tried. No real visuals yet.

We sublingualed 15mg each and decided we currently enjoyed the slightly off-balance physical distortion and sensation in general. Everything seemed "off" and unusually distorted but not in a way we could quantify. The unreality and feelings of disconnection was rather unpleasant. We took turns playing Skyrim which was utterly incredible. However the experience was just "off". We all agreed we felt physically and mentally disabled in an utterly unenjoyable way. We took another 15mg to see if it improved with dose.

We tried to do some NOS but although it was incredibly immersive and brutally visual we realised there were serious respiratory issues so stopped. Friend A had an effect during the nitrous were they experienced being on some beach and washed around by the waves which he enjoyed but got freaked when we explained how he'd barely been breathing.

As the experience dragged on we got more and more irritated by the perpetual disconnection and general "oddness". It felt like an extremely unclean sense of intoxication unlike stimulants or psychedelics which feel like an enhancement of consciousness and not an inhibitory effect. We eventually settled on the decision that while mildly interesting in some ways, MXE was ultimately rather boring and in many ways unpleasant.

I may try an M-hole dose again at some point in the future but pretty disappointed thus far.

 

[Br0kenRabbit]

Dissociatives are certainly not everyone's cup of tea... I personally enjoy the effects though. I have actually taken around 50mg as we speak and just waiting for my sunday roast. I thinks its a bit of a love or hate thing.

 

[intensecycle]

Very precise report, esp. feelings of unpleasant disconnection. I think almost the same, but I intend to try M-HOLE dosage.

 

[pr0d1gy]

I feel that methoxetamine and ketamine to a greater degree are not meant to be experienced in a social setting. This is particularly true when using higher doses. Dissociatives are best experienced alone in a environment where you can be essentially comatose. I rarely use ketamine or any other drugs anymore, but I do really enjoy the feeling of laying down and going into the hole.

You can get far more out of the experience when you are able to just go off into your own little bubble, but of course its good to have someone around to check on you occasionally. The last time I had a high dose ketamine experience it occurred to me that the house could have been on fire and I probably wouldn't have cared.

 

[Br0kenRabbit]

I kind of agree that sometimes its good to be alone while doing K or MXE but I have had many good nights in a large group of people doing high doses of ketamine. Its hard to explain, nobody really knows exactly whats going on as such but if its a good group of friends that you feel safe around it can be good.

 

[eye_wide_open]

I've had better nights at home alone in bed on MXE for sure, but it was pretty fun to co DJ a new years eve micro rave party with a few friends on MXE also.

I definitely don't go way out and get crazy on it with friends though, much better alone at home.
I get dissociated and can't interact with people well on m-hole/breakthrough doses.


Virtually the entire MXE trip feels good for me from start to finish just about every time accept when I dose too much and have to walk it off or talk myself out of it. This is usually somewhere near drifting in and out of consciousness.

At some point while trying to DJ on new years eve my entire DJ rig just became too confusing to use. I starting messing things up. Now I know why the DJ stays sober. Had to hand it off to my partner. It became much more fun to grab a few glowsticks and dance around like an ape on drugs at that point. That wasn't half as confusing as looking at a couple hundred glowing buttons in the dark and a stack of CD's.

Never done K.

 

[Shifty38]

MXE is not my cup of tea. Makes everything very black for me. Has ruined experiences with aMT, 6APB and MDMA - my own silly fault. A common trait seems to be taking too much. It has a long come up - longer than you would expect. It needs to be treated with a great deal of respect. It really does make things very, very trippy. It does, however, have a wonderful afterglow.

 

[Br0kenRabbit]

MXE is not my cup of tea. Makes everything very black for me. Has ruined experiences with aMT, 6APB and MDMA - my own silly fault. A common trait seems to be taking too much. It has a long come up - longer than you would expect. It needs to be treated with a great deal of respect. It really does make things very, very trippy. It does, however, have a wonderful afterglow.

I'm starting to think I like the afterglow much more than the actual high to be honest. I have been so much more produtive in the daytime after taking this in the evening. Feeling really positive about life.

 

[Psychedelic Jay]

Not everyone enjoys holing.

I'm happy you are not binging...

 

[Morninggloryseed]

I love the 'khole' but I find MXE very uncomfortable and not-good feeling at any dose above 20mg. I read so much hype on MXE I set myself up to be disappointed. I doubt anything can improve on ketamine, that is why ketamine was/is the only one found suitable to use on humans.

 

[Shifty38]

I'm starting to think I like the afterglow much more than the actual high to be honest. I have been so much more produtive in the daytime after taking this in the evening. Feeling really positive about life.

I agree. In fact, I haven't touched the stuff since writing the above. I love the afterglow - particular the sensation of touch - but that last experience was a little too dark for my tastes.