Psychedelics_r_best
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shrooms-medium-really wierd
Ok. right now I really dont know whats goin on. I feel everything might be fake, everything, the world. This is really wierd. But from what I remember this is what just happened.
Alright. I ate about an eigth and a half of shrooms at about 11:15 last night. Everythings nomal. Like the trip should be. I watch part of the yellow submarine. Then I guess I sorta crashed and started having a bad trip. WEll everythings all melty and things start to form other things you know. WEll what I really want to focus on is what makes this wierd. The comedown of the shrooms was all sudden like an hour ago I was tripping balls but now I am normal. Like the comedown was not long and trailed off like I expected, I was tripping balls, and the comedown was about an hour long. Like I went from totally tripping to baseline within an hour. And I mean everything seemed so unreal. Like nothing was real. I had this great urge to do and try things. Like there is this mental barrier keeping me in this world, and some outside forces are testing me to see if I stay in that barrier or break it. I explore my house, and everything is as it should be, as what I remembered before my trip. So I am walking through the house, I
turn on nearly all the lights in the house, like I am surprised no one got up, and I look in my dogs kennel, and he just stares right back. I feel as if the world was all just a fake. I walk up the stairs to my parents room, thier door is wide open, and I have all the lights on in the house so I'm wondering why they arent waking up. WEll Im walking up the stairs half expecting no one to be sleeping in my parents room, but there is, my parents. And I flet as if I should go wake them up, and see what happens, but there is that barrier keeping me from it. Like once I break this barrier
somehow through defying my nomral life the whole world will crumble around me and i will exist in nothingness, or find out the real reality. But I cant break this barrier. So I walk back downstairs, take my dog out of his carrier and take him to my room. ANd on the way I try to open my sisters door and look inside her room, like I am about to break this barrier, but I cant do it. And I close the creaking door, because I dont want to wake her up. WEll Im back in my room, trying to sort out reality, clapping to see if my dog reacts, seeing if thing are real, like if the world still reacts to what i do, try to test the world, see whats goin on. Well Im sitting here in my room waiting it up till the sun rises, seeing if the world still runs as normal. I feel so convinced now that the whole world around me is some fake. Like I have to test these barriers and try to break them. Right now I am soo confused as to what is reality, and what isnt. Like I feel as if the whole world around me was a fake, and by challenging the guidelines of normal life I reveal the fakeness. Like during my trip, I was curled up in my bed looking at the world, and as soon as I got out of my bed, the trip diminished, as if it had done so because I challenged it by acting on my own. I now feel like the rest of my life is a mission to break my traditional ways of life, I feel as if I get the courage to break these ways of life, these barriers, the world will somehow collapse around me and I will exist in some new dimension. But I am afraid to break and discard my original way of life because I like it so much.
Anyone out there. Please talk to me. HAs anything like this ever happened to other people. I seriously feel right now that if I set of the alarm right now, that my parents and sister would not react, and somehow the world would dissolve around me. Could anyone out there please respond to this with something, eventhough it sounds wierd. I mean I was tripping balls then I got up and within fifteen minutes or so the trip totally diminished, like I controlled my trip almost. But yeah, anyone out there, respond to this. Honestly I feel like the world is a conspiracy, and I must now test it and break the conspiracy. But anyone, if you get this, or understand this or whatever talk to me.
Honestly, i feel like commiting suicide just to see what happens. somebody please help or something!
Ok. right now I really dont know whats goin on. I feel everything might be fake, everything, the world. This is really wierd. But from what I remember this is what just happened.
Alright. I ate about an eigth and a half of shrooms at about 11:15 last night. Everythings nomal. Like the trip should be. I watch part of the yellow submarine. Then I guess I sorta crashed and started having a bad trip. WEll everythings all melty and things start to form other things you know. WEll what I really want to focus on is what makes this wierd. The comedown of the shrooms was all sudden like an hour ago I was tripping balls but now I am normal. Like the comedown was not long and trailed off like I expected, I was tripping balls, and the comedown was about an hour long. Like I went from totally tripping to baseline within an hour. And I mean everything seemed so unreal. Like nothing was real. I had this great urge to do and try things. Like there is this mental barrier keeping me in this world, and some outside forces are testing me to see if I stay in that barrier or break it. I explore my house, and everything is as it should be, as what I remembered before my trip. So I am walking through the house, I
turn on nearly all the lights in the house, like I am surprised no one got up, and I look in my dogs kennel, and he just stares right back. I feel as if the world was all just a fake. I walk up the stairs to my parents room, thier door is wide open, and I have all the lights on in the house so I'm wondering why they arent waking up. WEll Im walking up the stairs half expecting no one to be sleeping in my parents room, but there is, my parents. And I flet as if I should go wake them up, and see what happens, but there is that barrier keeping me from it. Like once I break this barrier
somehow through defying my nomral life the whole world will crumble around me and i will exist in nothingness, or find out the real reality. But I cant break this barrier. So I walk back downstairs, take my dog out of his carrier and take him to my room. ANd on the way I try to open my sisters door and look inside her room, like I am about to break this barrier, but I cant do it. And I close the creaking door, because I dont want to wake her up. WEll Im back in my room, trying to sort out reality, clapping to see if my dog reacts, seeing if thing are real, like if the world still reacts to what i do, try to test the world, see whats goin on. Well Im sitting here in my room waiting it up till the sun rises, seeing if the world still runs as normal. I feel so convinced now that the whole world around me is some fake. Like I have to test these barriers and try to break them. Right now I am soo confused as to what is reality, and what isnt. Like I feel as if the whole world around me was a fake, and by challenging the guidelines of normal life I reveal the fakeness. Like during my trip, I was curled up in my bed looking at the world, and as soon as I got out of my bed, the trip diminished, as if it had done so because I challenged it by acting on my own. I now feel like the rest of my life is a mission to break my traditional ways of life, I feel as if I get the courage to break these ways of life, these barriers, the world will somehow collapse around me and I will exist in some new dimension. But I am afraid to break and discard my original way of life because I like it so much.
Anyone out there. Please talk to me. HAs anything like this ever happened to other people. I seriously feel right now that if I set of the alarm right now, that my parents and sister would not react, and somehow the world would dissolve around me. Could anyone out there please respond to this with something, eventhough it sounds wierd. I mean I was tripping balls then I got up and within fifteen minutes or so the trip totally diminished, like I controlled my trip almost. But yeah, anyone out there, respond to this. Honestly I feel like the world is a conspiracy, and I must now test it and break the conspiracy. But anyone, if you get this, or understand this or whatever talk to me.
Honestly, i feel like commiting suicide just to see what happens. somebody please help or something!
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