Some background
I was relaxing, doing some schoolwork when my friend D came over with mushrooms. I hadn't been planning on tripping for a while due to an injury I have. But he encouraged me, and saying these are really good mushrooms. We split an 8g bag of dried up and blue spattered shrooms. I am a little nervous about the strength of this dose but I put good music on and we relax and wait for the carrier waves which will carry us out into oblivion. We smoked a large joint. Within a half hour, the combined two were striking me hard. Soon, I am thrown into an intense, insane peak, where I manage to actually convey some thoughts. How I could type, well i barely could but normally my typing is up to 110wpm with 96% accuracy. Here it was down to about 40 or 50 and i had to keep correcting mistakes:
Trying to Convey the Experience while Frying without My Ego
wow this.. is i dont know im trying to describe qu. but its not it right. this is far really far than ive been in a long time, its too bright, intense. eearlier this was started out as 4 gram psilocybe and weed. it is unfolding now into in dimensions of great brightness i can barely hold on but want to report from thsi bizarre incredible state before i sober and lose it memorarily mostly.
i took it 2 hours ago and oh this is intense i dont know how i can live through it power, brightness.
coming to mind now going to let it flow: searing glow blue flame face.. its right in front of me when i close my eyes. steam, purple sunset, this isnt only planet with life, one in a million. life for a limited time limited places. not seeing faces, ordinary. everything falsely colored to tints ive never seen. neon glowing exploding. i dont know where it turned but i am not me, i dont forget but cant remember it real. trapped in 4th dimensional trap,cant recall past and cant see future. stuck here timeless in some new land. the mind is very powerful with many paths of depth. silky silk running through fissures and gyri on brain. toning up for a new level. this is on fire.
dont know where it ends this doesnt make sense. this feels like a true permanent enhanced state but terrifying overwhelming black, in a way. heart feels squeezed dont know for sure if i will live past 1 more minute, no one really does. dust particle riding by me, streak of proteins, building blocks of life. evidence for a very complex earth. natures amazing 4 billion years of shaping blindly yet ingeniously, striking, consciousness riding on the EM field. so deep and bright... this created by blind nature? hard to grasp, at first, then beautiful accepted. accepted sun into the moonlight, black into white, frost into cacti.
i dont know where this is going i will fill in the gaps. great chunks of time in the whole scene and beyond, only to me. to others, pale blue dots. peace , a very necessary tool. everyone should use often. peace
Afterthoughts and Afterwards:
I settled down, closed my eyes, and journied to many different dimensions and realities of consciousness, which I mostly forget and the ones I do remember consisted strongly of alien feelings and visuals I cannot describe. I think as I was typing I hadn't quite got to the peak yet but maybe it just took laying down to travel.
I am glad I took the time to type how I felt; it is a true glimpse into the shrooming mind. D read it as we were coming down and kept repeating "its brilliant!" I don't know if I'd go that far. I think others can relate to it though, at least some of it. Not the exact thoughts and words but basic patterns and mindflow of it.
I'm glad I did it. I felt very worn out the next day and slightly depressed but it is a great, yet eerily mysterious memory.
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I was relaxing, doing some schoolwork when my friend D came over with mushrooms. I hadn't been planning on tripping for a while due to an injury I have. But he encouraged me, and saying these are really good mushrooms. We split an 8g bag of dried up and blue spattered shrooms. I am a little nervous about the strength of this dose but I put good music on and we relax and wait for the carrier waves which will carry us out into oblivion. We smoked a large joint. Within a half hour, the combined two were striking me hard. Soon, I am thrown into an intense, insane peak, where I manage to actually convey some thoughts. How I could type, well i barely could but normally my typing is up to 110wpm with 96% accuracy. Here it was down to about 40 or 50 and i had to keep correcting mistakes:
Trying to Convey the Experience while Frying without My Ego
wow this.. is i dont know im trying to describe qu. but its not it right. this is far really far than ive been in a long time, its too bright, intense. eearlier this was started out as 4 gram psilocybe and weed. it is unfolding now into in dimensions of great brightness i can barely hold on but want to report from thsi bizarre incredible state before i sober and lose it memorarily mostly.
i took it 2 hours ago and oh this is intense i dont know how i can live through it power, brightness.
coming to mind now going to let it flow: searing glow blue flame face.. its right in front of me when i close my eyes. steam, purple sunset, this isnt only planet with life, one in a million. life for a limited time limited places. not seeing faces, ordinary. everything falsely colored to tints ive never seen. neon glowing exploding. i dont know where it turned but i am not me, i dont forget but cant remember it real. trapped in 4th dimensional trap,cant recall past and cant see future. stuck here timeless in some new land. the mind is very powerful with many paths of depth. silky silk running through fissures and gyri on brain. toning up for a new level. this is on fire.
dont know where it ends this doesnt make sense. this feels like a true permanent enhanced state but terrifying overwhelming black, in a way. heart feels squeezed dont know for sure if i will live past 1 more minute, no one really does. dust particle riding by me, streak of proteins, building blocks of life. evidence for a very complex earth. natures amazing 4 billion years of shaping blindly yet ingeniously, striking, consciousness riding on the EM field. so deep and bright... this created by blind nature? hard to grasp, at first, then beautiful accepted. accepted sun into the moonlight, black into white, frost into cacti.
i dont know where this is going i will fill in the gaps. great chunks of time in the whole scene and beyond, only to me. to others, pale blue dots. peace , a very necessary tool. everyone should use often. peace
Afterthoughts and Afterwards:
I settled down, closed my eyes, and journied to many different dimensions and realities of consciousness, which I mostly forget and the ones I do remember consisted strongly of alien feelings and visuals I cannot describe. I think as I was typing I hadn't quite got to the peak yet but maybe it just took laying down to travel.
I am glad I took the time to type how I felt; it is a true glimpse into the shrooming mind. D read it as we were coming down and kept repeating "its brilliant!" I don't know if I'd go that far. I think others can relate to it though, at least some of it. Not the exact thoughts and words but basic patterns and mindflow of it.
I'm glad I did it. I felt very worn out the next day and slightly depressed but it is a great, yet eerily mysterious memory.
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