First ever entity contact!
Mushrooms (3.5g) + moclobemide + dexedrine/d-amphetamine, and later remembered early in the day DIPT 12mg and middle of the day 30mg DXM just taken for dexedrine tolerance help/prevention.
Now also, i did get a LOT of sleep friday night, and so went to a party sat night and it lasted til morning, and I took a short short nap but thats it - didnt need the sleep. I'm wondering now if that caused natural DMT to be released a little more than normal at this time and caused some of the effects. I just suddenly decide to start writing, while on the 'shrooms, and so I left everything as-is for now, i think the spelling errors and such sorta add to the report as it was 'live'. My first entity contact ever..wonderful!
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Its now 1:50, 50 mins after I took 3.5g mushrooms, about an hour or so later taking 150mg moclobemide. THIS IS SO INCREDIBLE AND BEAUTIFUL!
Mushrooms have more potential, depth, and overall trip that beats ANYTHING synthetic (human made). No man made tryptamines ever come cllose to this....
Right now I do think the moclobemide might possibly add a flavor, maybe not, it just might be my "time" for this kind of trip. I've never seen better visuals from anything. CEV's are SO awesome. It seems as if sound is definitely connected WELL to my vision. I think i can feel sound also. I was listening to music with headphones and the visual show was beautiful.
Right now t+55 there is a fan, and once in a while ( not la long time, 20 secs average i'd guess) i'm hearing clear voices a male and female so far, saying a short word and thats it.
Right now i feel like i'm still climbing up, and the trip is wonderful. The synthesia is great, the visuals are some of the best i've ever seen, EVER.
I can tell also that the aniracetam/piracetam i took earlier is adding to the trip.
I can tell it may get to the point where i can't understand english anymore, another, not unique but lclose, effect mushrooms does and 5-meo-dmt, and not much else..Its good at it..
Oh, forgot to add, i took a 10mg dexedrine rightr after i ate the shrooms, to hopefullly boost it and keep me focused and awake. Well, i love the effects. I am now wondering, if , there was some DMT in the mushrooms that got activeated by the maoi. I took 2x the dose this time and i think it was a good idea.
Im hearing voices in the fan, like, a conversation in a womans voice, it comes and goes. Sounds like a VERY CLEAR girl, like, she's talking to someone, and maybe the other person is talking but i cannot hear and thats why she is silent right now til its her turn. I really, really wonder if some DMT got activated (GOOOOD! I F it did). The visusla are like nothing i've ever had before, and i notice something with my eyes like they want to focus wrong, i get double image, and i'm wondering if the 2 sides of the brain wnat to separate, dual consciousness! if i think about it mabye it'll happen.. i've heard about it happening on shroooms,
I just heard a laugh from the girl, like she is laughing at what the other person is aying, i sense that i ti s a guy. I really really think i ingested some DMT, because of the dreamy, visuals that look like i'm watchinga movie of something, and also sometimes the closed eye seems to want to come right into the open eye..
I went to the bathroom. I believe I saw entities. No words can do this justice. I shut the light off, and it was like, i was in a different place, totally. I looked around, and i thought i was glowing, but moving my body did not move these shapes, there were lines, bluish. Then i saw dark, but some kind of entities coming closer to me. They weren't lines, glowing lines like the other shapes. They wanted to come closer to me, like checking me out maybe i'm not sure. I feel very calm and at peace with the universe right now and did not feel threatened by these entities. I opened one of my hands to show that i was observing them and that i welcomed they're presense.
I now remember a few things, i took 30mg dxm earlier just to help amph tolerance/etc. Well, i think the moclobemide greatly enhanced it, and so i have a mild dxm thing going on also. I am now going to shut off the lights in my room, and once again maybe see and hopefully contact/send information back/forth. Already just typing that, my state of consciousness has begun to change. Hard to explain. Time to explore.
Its now 3 o'clock, right on the dot, like flippity flop ma guss err out.
I just took another dexedrine, as it seemed to be wearing off, and it seemed to greatly add clarity. I can tell the dxm got potentiated good because i have shittty balance.
I sat on the floor legs crossed, feeling incredibly comfortable. I am saying "Ommmmmmm" a few times. I do some thinking about my life, family, and I take my hands and form this "energy ball" of love and do some sort of ritual to try and send it towards theothers in the house. I feel a special connection to the source, the "god" the everything the all knowledge place. I did not seem to see any entites this time, which made me think take a dexedrine, as I was definitely feeling that when I saw what i saw in the bathroom.
This is the best trip i've ever had. I think i'm going to make an effort to sort of regularly use mushrooms, as i feel it is helping me. Skip all the research chems nothing is this mystical and spiritual as the mushroom.. Time to explore as the dexedrine is kicking in. Lights off!
Ok not much interesting with lights off. I'll mention i just took another 150mg mocl. Also i just took a nice toke of some potent good weed. Also, now this should be on everybody's computer, the brainwave generator. Its bwgen.com. I have the deep meditation preset on right now. Instantanious 'sync' its chaniging my visuals and trip. I feel more 'drunk'. Its slowly lowering the frequency, right now its at 7.5hz. I read dxm really enhances this software, well, whatever substances i took, its working fine... NOW i think its time to shut the light off. With the head phones on. I can telll...
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Wow...well, oops...hehe. Its now 6:05, i awoke from my "trance"/sleep at about 5:30. Well, i should have known the meditation preset has done that in the past. It put me almost immediately into a trance and i'm guessing around 2 hours maybe 15 mins less "flew by"! So something snaps me out of the trance almost like a click, and I was awake, took off the headphones, and realised the mushrooms are leaving... so fast...
I think I like the tea method better (definitely), with more potent mushrooms, i've had trips with the tea that lasted at least double the length. Coming down? just sip some more.
Now, also, even though it had mostly faded, I remember I had taken 12mg DIPT earlier, just for the sound effect really. It was barely there anymore before I took the mushrooms but probably played a small part. I think, judging by my dizzyness and weak-dxm feeling, that the 30mg dxm i took earlier got amplified a lot by moclobemide and that played a big part. So i'm looking forward to testing maybe a higher dose of dxm, not much, especially if with moclobemide (bad hehe, i dont think low doses though) with mushrooms again. I still wonder if there was any extra DMT in there that got activated... I never saw such great visuals, it wasn't overwhelming in that sense, but just wow. Connected to the music. I could feel the music/sound also slightly. There was definite synthesia mainly with sound and vision. Maybe next time I will take a low dose of DIPT an hour or so before eating the muchies, just 10mg or whatever. Well it was a bad idea to just put on that preset, with no time limit, and put it on, cause i went right into a trance/sleepy state for a good long time, sorta wasting the 'trip' - not really though it felt refreshing and good, but .. oh well, shit happens hehe.
This I think is the first time seeing "entities" and having them surround my body like that. In the bathroom with lights off, it was SO REAL looking, was nothing like a normal 'visual'. The blue laser thin lines of light about a foot long to the left of me, and some other odd blue glowy things right near my body, which sorta 'hovered' around me as i moved slowly away/closer. Then the 'entities' which are too hard to describe. Well, i did not feel any need to smoke a cig while on the mushrooms, but during the half hour I was awake I smoked one, and it seemed to bring back the shrooms somewhat. The mao-b inhibition i'm thinking was more lthan likely boosting the dxm rather than the mushrooms as I know that seems to happen with dxm. I just lit another one up and am toking hard on it, to see what happens. I still feel the shrooms but at a low +1 on the shulgin scale, fluid movement still, colors..
I for some odd reason, could not get off too much on 2c-e last night (yes i know, long weekend and dont wanna go into that). I took 14-15mg, and it was so mild, so, i took another 15mg capsule. This was at a party of, mostly, a good amount of people all trippin' on 2c-e. So 30mg total, and barely anything. I am not sure why I chose to take the mushrooms tonight, actually the plan was going over to a house with a few friends also taking mushrooms but when i got there (they had already taken them) two friends came out, talking about "bad vibes" and just really wanted to get home. So i gave them a ride home. I thought the shrooms might not work cause of some wacky wierd tolerance, but to my suprise its been probably my #1 trip ever. This is defintely my fav. psychedelic, by far.
Something about the natural stuff, I know a lot don't agree, but mushrooms, 5-meo-dmt, and ...(i can't take these without feeling ill the entire time) HBWR seeds, feel similar in that the trip is just way different than anything human-created. No matter what tryptamine, like 4-ho/aco-det -mipt, -dipt, etc. Feel nothing at all like psilocin/cybin. There's a open fluid effect, and a very very spiritual feeling and trip to mushrooms or any of the psychedelics that came from the ground/before human culture evolution. I have never tried mescaline, but I have a good feeling, that it will be similar in that, it will have that earthy connection that these all share. In my head i'm almost really suprised, when i hear people say they prefer the synthetics, like mushrooms make them tired/etc or whatever. Not sure why I get this effect so strongly, i know at least a couple friends that agree, but have met many who don't. Ok well the cig test seemed to boost the drunken feeling for a short time, not the shrooms. At least i dont think? Hard to tell, the lingering shrooms are still doing something i can tell easily, probably still in a wave like effect.
Well I just spontaniously decided to start typing a report, and i think typing it 'live' is kinda cool and the spelling errors and such are almost part of the report (lol), so right now i'm going to leave it as-is, add a title and post it, maybe edit it tomorrow if i want to. I feel mushrooms are the best medicine and out of every psychedelic, i really almost think most people "should" take mushrooms at least once in their life. I don't seem to be able to ever, ever have a "bad trip", i guess 'cause i'm experienced. I think in the right setting though, maybe even some ritual beforehand with incense/etc to put the person in a better mindset would greatly push the trip toward a positive experience. Of course, a great trip sitter/guide also who takes a low dose.
Well i'm just rambling here, I think while I still feel the shrooms, i'm going to take a hit of 5-meo-dmt out of da pipe. Probably my 2nd fav. psychedelic.
(Wow I fucking write a lot on these reports! shit, well i hope whoever reads this enjoys it somewhat anyway!)
Mushrooms (3.5g) + moclobemide + dexedrine/d-amphetamine, and later remembered early in the day DIPT 12mg and middle of the day 30mg DXM just taken for dexedrine tolerance help/prevention.
Now also, i did get a LOT of sleep friday night, and so went to a party sat night and it lasted til morning, and I took a short short nap but thats it - didnt need the sleep. I'm wondering now if that caused natural DMT to be released a little more than normal at this time and caused some of the effects. I just suddenly decide to start writing, while on the 'shrooms, and so I left everything as-is for now, i think the spelling errors and such sorta add to the report as it was 'live'. My first entity contact ever..wonderful!
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Its now 1:50, 50 mins after I took 3.5g mushrooms, about an hour or so later taking 150mg moclobemide. THIS IS SO INCREDIBLE AND BEAUTIFUL!
Mushrooms have more potential, depth, and overall trip that beats ANYTHING synthetic (human made). No man made tryptamines ever come cllose to this....
Right now I do think the moclobemide might possibly add a flavor, maybe not, it just might be my "time" for this kind of trip. I've never seen better visuals from anything. CEV's are SO awesome. It seems as if sound is definitely connected WELL to my vision. I think i can feel sound also. I was listening to music with headphones and the visual show was beautiful.
Right now t+55 there is a fan, and once in a while ( not la long time, 20 secs average i'd guess) i'm hearing clear voices a male and female so far, saying a short word and thats it.
Right now i feel like i'm still climbing up, and the trip is wonderful. The synthesia is great, the visuals are some of the best i've ever seen, EVER.
I can tell also that the aniracetam/piracetam i took earlier is adding to the trip.
I can tell it may get to the point where i can't understand english anymore, another, not unique but lclose, effect mushrooms does and 5-meo-dmt, and not much else..Its good at it..
Oh, forgot to add, i took a 10mg dexedrine rightr after i ate the shrooms, to hopefullly boost it and keep me focused and awake. Well, i love the effects. I am now wondering, if , there was some DMT in the mushrooms that got activeated by the maoi. I took 2x the dose this time and i think it was a good idea.
Im hearing voices in the fan, like, a conversation in a womans voice, it comes and goes. Sounds like a VERY CLEAR girl, like, she's talking to someone, and maybe the other person is talking but i cannot hear and thats why she is silent right now til its her turn. I really, really wonder if some DMT got activated (GOOOOD! I F it did). The visusla are like nothing i've ever had before, and i notice something with my eyes like they want to focus wrong, i get double image, and i'm wondering if the 2 sides of the brain wnat to separate, dual consciousness! if i think about it mabye it'll happen.. i've heard about it happening on shroooms,
I just heard a laugh from the girl, like she is laughing at what the other person is aying, i sense that i ti s a guy. I really really think i ingested some DMT, because of the dreamy, visuals that look like i'm watchinga movie of something, and also sometimes the closed eye seems to want to come right into the open eye..
I went to the bathroom. I believe I saw entities. No words can do this justice. I shut the light off, and it was like, i was in a different place, totally. I looked around, and i thought i was glowing, but moving my body did not move these shapes, there were lines, bluish. Then i saw dark, but some kind of entities coming closer to me. They weren't lines, glowing lines like the other shapes. They wanted to come closer to me, like checking me out maybe i'm not sure. I feel very calm and at peace with the universe right now and did not feel threatened by these entities. I opened one of my hands to show that i was observing them and that i welcomed they're presense.
I now remember a few things, i took 30mg dxm earlier just to help amph tolerance/etc. Well, i think the moclobemide greatly enhanced it, and so i have a mild dxm thing going on also. I am now going to shut off the lights in my room, and once again maybe see and hopefully contact/send information back/forth. Already just typing that, my state of consciousness has begun to change. Hard to explain. Time to explore.
Its now 3 o'clock, right on the dot, like flippity flop ma guss err out.
I just took another dexedrine, as it seemed to be wearing off, and it seemed to greatly add clarity. I can tell the dxm got potentiated good because i have shittty balance.
I sat on the floor legs crossed, feeling incredibly comfortable. I am saying "Ommmmmmm" a few times. I do some thinking about my life, family, and I take my hands and form this "energy ball" of love and do some sort of ritual to try and send it towards theothers in the house. I feel a special connection to the source, the "god" the everything the all knowledge place. I did not seem to see any entites this time, which made me think take a dexedrine, as I was definitely feeling that when I saw what i saw in the bathroom.
This is the best trip i've ever had. I think i'm going to make an effort to sort of regularly use mushrooms, as i feel it is helping me. Skip all the research chems nothing is this mystical and spiritual as the mushroom.. Time to explore as the dexedrine is kicking in. Lights off!
Ok not much interesting with lights off. I'll mention i just took another 150mg mocl. Also i just took a nice toke of some potent good weed. Also, now this should be on everybody's computer, the brainwave generator. Its bwgen.com. I have the deep meditation preset on right now. Instantanious 'sync' its chaniging my visuals and trip. I feel more 'drunk'. Its slowly lowering the frequency, right now its at 7.5hz. I read dxm really enhances this software, well, whatever substances i took, its working fine... NOW i think its time to shut the light off. With the head phones on. I can telll...
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Wow...well, oops...hehe. Its now 6:05, i awoke from my "trance"/sleep at about 5:30. Well, i should have known the meditation preset has done that in the past. It put me almost immediately into a trance and i'm guessing around 2 hours maybe 15 mins less "flew by"! So something snaps me out of the trance almost like a click, and I was awake, took off the headphones, and realised the mushrooms are leaving... so fast...
I think I like the tea method better (definitely), with more potent mushrooms, i've had trips with the tea that lasted at least double the length. Coming down? just sip some more. Now, also, even though it had mostly faded, I remember I had taken 12mg DIPT earlier, just for the sound effect really. It was barely there anymore before I took the mushrooms but probably played a small part. I think, judging by my dizzyness and weak-dxm feeling, that the 30mg dxm i took earlier got amplified a lot by moclobemide and that played a big part. So i'm looking forward to testing maybe a higher dose of dxm, not much, especially if with moclobemide (bad hehe, i dont think low doses though) with mushrooms again. I still wonder if there was any extra DMT in there that got activated... I never saw such great visuals, it wasn't overwhelming in that sense, but just wow. Connected to the music. I could feel the music/sound also slightly. There was definite synthesia mainly with sound and vision. Maybe next time I will take a low dose of DIPT an hour or so before eating the muchies, just 10mg or whatever. Well it was a bad idea to just put on that preset, with no time limit, and put it on, cause i went right into a trance/sleepy state for a good long time, sorta wasting the 'trip' - not really though it felt refreshing and good, but .. oh well, shit happens hehe.
This I think is the first time seeing "entities" and having them surround my body like that. In the bathroom with lights off, it was SO REAL looking, was nothing like a normal 'visual'. The blue laser thin lines of light about a foot long to the left of me, and some other odd blue glowy things right near my body, which sorta 'hovered' around me as i moved slowly away/closer. Then the 'entities' which are too hard to describe. Well, i did not feel any need to smoke a cig while on the mushrooms, but during the half hour I was awake I smoked one, and it seemed to bring back the shrooms somewhat. The mao-b inhibition i'm thinking was more lthan likely boosting the dxm rather than the mushrooms as I know that seems to happen with dxm. I just lit another one up and am toking hard on it, to see what happens. I still feel the shrooms but at a low +1 on the shulgin scale, fluid movement still, colors..
I for some odd reason, could not get off too much on 2c-e last night (yes i know, long weekend and dont wanna go into that). I took 14-15mg, and it was so mild, so, i took another 15mg capsule. This was at a party of, mostly, a good amount of people all trippin' on 2c-e. So 30mg total, and barely anything. I am not sure why I chose to take the mushrooms tonight, actually the plan was going over to a house with a few friends also taking mushrooms but when i got there (they had already taken them) two friends came out, talking about "bad vibes" and just really wanted to get home. So i gave them a ride home. I thought the shrooms might not work cause of some wacky wierd tolerance, but to my suprise its been probably my #1 trip ever. This is defintely my fav. psychedelic, by far.
Something about the natural stuff, I know a lot don't agree, but mushrooms, 5-meo-dmt, and ...(i can't take these without feeling ill the entire time) HBWR seeds, feel similar in that the trip is just way different than anything human-created. No matter what tryptamine, like 4-ho/aco-det -mipt, -dipt, etc. Feel nothing at all like psilocin/cybin. There's a open fluid effect, and a very very spiritual feeling and trip to mushrooms or any of the psychedelics that came from the ground/before human culture evolution. I have never tried mescaline, but I have a good feeling, that it will be similar in that, it will have that earthy connection that these all share. In my head i'm almost really suprised, when i hear people say they prefer the synthetics, like mushrooms make them tired/etc or whatever. Not sure why I get this effect so strongly, i know at least a couple friends that agree, but have met many who don't. Ok well the cig test seemed to boost the drunken feeling for a short time, not the shrooms. At least i dont think? Hard to tell, the lingering shrooms are still doing something i can tell easily, probably still in a wave like effect.
Well I just spontaniously decided to start typing a report, and i think typing it 'live' is kinda cool and the spelling errors and such are almost part of the report (lol), so right now i'm going to leave it as-is, add a title and post it, maybe edit it tomorrow if i want to. I feel mushrooms are the best medicine and out of every psychedelic, i really almost think most people "should" take mushrooms at least once in their life. I don't seem to be able to ever, ever have a "bad trip", i guess 'cause i'm experienced. I think in the right setting though, maybe even some ritual beforehand with incense/etc to put the person in a better mindset would greatly push the trip toward a positive experience. Of course, a great trip sitter/guide also who takes a low dose.
Well i'm just rambling here, I think while I still feel the shrooms, i'm going to take a hit of 5-meo-dmt out of da pipe. Probably my 2nd fav. psychedelic.
(Wow I fucking write a lot on these reports! shit, well i hope whoever reads this enjoys it somewhat anyway!)
