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Mushrooms / MDMA - first time - incredable experiance

Jewfolife16

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Hippyflipping: First Time - I became invisible

Well let me give you a brief synopsis of my past history with drugs. I smoked pot from about 9th grade until beginning of 11th grade regularly, i smoke a few times a month now (nearing the end of 11th grade). I started raving this past July and did E the first time there, I do E once a month. In the past 5 months or so I have subsequently tried Special K a few times, once with E (Kittyflipping). I have done acid several times, only my first time was truly mind blowing though. I have done mushrooms several times with fairly good results and excellent visuals and mind-craziness. I have also done a long list of scripts none of which were truly mind blowing. And most recently I tried Crystal Meth which was actually after this event I am about to tell you about. One last thing is I try all the drugs I do (especially for the first time) with my girlfriend.

Our plans were to go to a local rave club where we are considered regulars as we are monthly partiers and we're tight with all the house DJ's and a lot of the candykids there. I had preemptively planned out my night and decided it would be best for us to each take 1.7 grams (1/8 split in half) of strong mushrooms at 10:30 pm (club opening - 10:00) and by 11:00 dose on the Ecstasy (one pill each of orange yin yangs - amazing rolls). My girlfriend has a fear of bringing things into the club though so she persuaded me out of doing the mushrooms in the club but that we should do them outside, so that is what we did.

One thing I noticed about these mushrooms were that they came on QUICK. Like by 10:30 we were already feeling them. Typical weirdness, wobbly legs, anxiety, some nausea . Nothing worthwhile thus far. But some of my friends had done them the night prior so I knew we were in for some fun. By about 10:45 they were definitely starting to come on and then the fear came. Now contrary to the fear that came I was prepared. I knew this was going to happen because of reading countless reports I knew that mushrooms were not an optimal drug to do at a rave. Quickly the electronic beats began to overwhelm our senses and the people were overwhelming so I told my girlfriend that we should definitely pop the pills, and that is what we did.

The pills came on within 30 minutes as well. I knew that they both kicked in when the fear was diminishing, and I looked over at my girlfriend and she was rubbing her face and her hand was stretched out across the length of her face and I was like "woahhhh! that was awesome!!" The next problem I had to deal with was when it began to get intense. Now for some reason my girlfriend kept saying she was real tired and kept nodding off and rolling her eyes back in her head. Now my mushroom state of mind immediately told me, oh shit, we might be overdosing!!! Now the problem is, is that every since my mushroom and acid combo experience I have had an overwhelming fear of overdosing, so this was my immediate thought.

Within maybe another half an hour, time was meaningless, so I apologize in advance for any moments where you think my time frame is a little screwed up, because it is.

The visuals were intense beyond belief, people dancing looked as if they had 1000 arms moving at 1000 movements per second. Every person that walked by had over three eyes. People who were dancing with each other were literally melting into each other. On top of all of this, everyone was truly beautiful, like absolutely beautiful. Every movement of every person caused the resulting bursts of colors and flowing visual energy. The visuals overall were just incredible, I'm sorry I can't go into more detail as they are a bit hazy. I remember one time my girlfriend was talking to me and I saw her lips just melt into each other.

As I got a burst of energy I decided to jump up and start moving due to the fact we'd been sitting on the couch viewing this whole amazingly beautiful phenomenon in front of our eyes. What happened though was truly terrifying. When I started walking my brain (yes my actual brain) felt as though it was on fire, like brain-burn. On top of this I swear my heart was on fire too and speeding way to much. This scared the shit out of me as I thought, great I think I'm having a stroke or heart attack. So I go to my girlfriend who I am very open with and very in love with and I tell her that I think things are moving too fast and it's kind of freaking me out a little bit and I told her I needed some fresh air to cool me down (as I was sweating balls). We make it up the stairs (and yes, I'm still freaking out, and my girlfriend is still uber tired too) and I go outside to the fenced in smokers area. My girlfriend was cold so she stayed inside in a booth which is part of the cafe that the club is run as during the day.

I was feeling this peculiar and scary squeezing on my brain which really made me scared and I couldn't feel my heart beat which is never a good thing. I asked some kids smoking cigarettes to feel my pulse and tell me if it was fast, but either they just didn't care or I was babbling and rambling about nothing in their minds (or they were fucked up), but they disregarded me leaving me to be scared once again with no one to turn too... until I saw my good buddy Seann who was DJing that night. I asked him if I looked okay and he smiled and he said yah you look pretty fucking happy. And i said, "No seriously dude I'm kind of freaking out a bit." And he looks at me and goes dude, your fine. And at that moment, the Ecstasy peaked and all of a sudden I realised what the problem was. I burped and the pressure in my chest disappeared and all of a sudden the anxiety vanished. But I still felt an odd pressure/squeezing on my brain and then it came to me, I was clenching my teeth and in my mushroom state of mind I perceived that as a pressure on my brain just like the air in my stomach was made out to be anxiety.

Then the strangest thing happened. I realised a new phenomena... I was feeling invisible. This might sound incredibly stupid and even then I was aware of it, but I actually felt invisible. Like I could see my hands and arms and if I looked down I could see my stomach and feet, but I couldn't feel anything and it felt as though I was a non-entity. What I perceived as happening at that moment was temporary ego death. Now I know most people will say, well ego death is usually scary. But my perception is that I was also on ecstasy. The ecstasy cleared my head to the point where I could think clearly with the benefits of the mushrooms. I realised that I was actually alive and fine and that it was ridiculous to think that I could overdose on such a small amount of either drug (as we've taken two of those same pills and up to four grams of mushrooms).

All of a sudden I was in mental bliss as I realised I was completely fine and that I should just sit back and enjoy the ride. I ran back outside to tell Seann that my real problem I was facing was that I was invisible and that it was awesome. I ran back inside (now full of energy) and told my girlfriend this who was waiting for me in the booth. She just laughed and I laughed and it was a complete moment of satisfaction. I took out a glowstick I got at a store prior to this excursion. This wasn't any ordinary glowstick though, this was a soft, squooshy, styrofoam glowstick that was very appealing to the touch. I took this out and started waving it around, it was magnificent. What was exceptionally surreal and magnificent was that the styrofoam glowstick's texture and colors were transferring themselves onto everything else including my girlfriend and the air around me. What I mean by this was that even though I was holding the glowstick in my hand I felt it on my face, arms, legs, feet, chest, and back. The feeling was transferred to my entire body and it felt glorious.

We later progressed downstairs to the couches again where I sat and watched everything go by me, I was in pure bliss, I couldn't ask for anything more. People would give me light shows and massaged and both were amazing. The light shows would in themselves produce new colors and effects everywhere. On top of all of this people's faces would morph and grow and shrink. The body feeling was amazing. It felt as though I was drenched in a cool never ending supply of water. My fingers and toes felt drenched in it, but I knew it wasn't. At one point during the night I was running around dancing jumping like a little girl that just got her first barbie playhouse... or after a guy gets laid for the first time. But I literally felt like a ball of liquid energy bouncing around the room.

Dancing was awesome. I used the fact that I can't walk for shit on mushrooms to my advantage, creating an odd form of dancing that was basically like drunken boxing mixed with liquid dancing.

By about 1:30 we were coming down off of the mushrooms and a bit off of the ecstasy. By 3:00 we were both dead tired and content sleeping on the couch. At about the same time we met a guy and his girlfriend, the guy was pushing meth. He kept telling me that if I bought some my girl would wake up in an instant. I realised that even if I didn't we didn't have a place to go after and wed end up sleeping and then being kicked out of a diner. We bought a $20 bag and did a bump, it kept us up for quite a while :)

Overall I'd have to say it was a combination I was infatuated with, especially since mushrooms aren't my favorite drug as they can make you really scared or put you in a very bad state of mind. The ecstasy though put me in a mindset that not only intensified the mushrooms visually tenfold but it made me clearheaded and not confused which is a common attribute of mushrooms. It enables you to make better decisions and gives you the advantage of reasoning. If I ever get a hold of mushrooms again I will definitely combine them with E, as it is in need of a psychedelic twist.

If you made it this far I appreciate your time, and I'm sorry for any grammatical/spelling/timestamp errors as it is late and the speed has denied me sleep for quite a few hours.
 
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that was a great report, i loved the full details you put in, and all that time u have put into this has paid off, great stuff!!!!
cant wait till shroom season comes in, shall be good times!!

peace.
 
Hippie flipping is so fucking cool! Next time try and get some Nos, the ecstasy opens your airways so you can breathe that much more in. What sort of music was playing although i suppose it really doesn't matter as something scraping their fingers over a blackboard would sound beautiful when on that combo. Psy-Trance is definitely the way to go for those experiences in my opinion as being with a bunch of gurners in that situation wouldn't do much for me.

thanks for your report i look forward to reading your future experiences, heres my latest hippie flip: http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?s=&threadid=190366&r=4

keep shrooming! peace
 
there was many different kinds of electronic music, e.g., trance, happycore, house, drum and bass... and it all sounded amazing!
 
Nice Report. I love how you discovered that it was gas and jaw clenching that was causing your bad effects. That invisible high sounded amazing, and psychonaut65's advice on getting some nitrous, that would an amazing religous experience.
 
Nice report, you've inspired me to try that combination. I know what I'm gonna be doing in 8 days :) , hopefully I can get my hands on some shrooms..
 
That was a great report ive never done that but it sounds really cool. I know what you mean about that feeling like your whole body is covered in water- makes you feel so alive and refreshed. I just might have to try and become invisible one night ;)
 
Nice report, sounded pretty crazy/messed up on the coming up part though!

Are you sure you got the timing right(timedistortions?)? that sounds awfully short, 2:30 hours?
 
I have yet to try any combinations of entactogens and traditional psychedelics, though I did try 4-HO-MiPT + Methylone, but the Methylone was used at the very end of the experience, so I really didn't experience them together.

I think I'd rather use LSD than mushrooms for MDMA/MDA combinations, as mushrooms are very sacred and spiritual to me. The Amphetamine character of the entactogens would bother me on mushrooms.

However, psy-trance does sound like a good style of music for this. I used to jam that type of music when I'd use DXM, though I haven't used DXM in a good while. My favorite choices of psy-trance were Trance Control, Hallucinogen, and Infected Mushroom. Other good music is Enigma, Plateau Sigma (for DXM), Death in June, and Cathedral Oceans.
 
Sprinklervibes said:
Are you sure you got the timing right(timedistortions?)? that sounds awfully short, 2:30 hours?

I can't say that it is correct (it should come out to be about 3 hours). But overall the experiance WAS very short, it felt a lot longer at the time, but by like 2:00am we were far down from where we had been.
 
Piper methysticum said:
I think I'd rather use LSD than mushrooms for MDMA/MDA combinations, as mushrooms are very sacred and spiritual to me. The Amphetamine character of the entactogens would bother me on mushrooms.

I was kinda scared to try the combination, though I dont have AS much as a spiritual love for mushrooms. I thought they synergized beautifully and made me feel quite warm and fuzzy... and invisible. Though you might say that trying it is not something you want to do, i highly recomend it.
 
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