Weight: 120lbs
Pre-Trip(-5:00):
-2 cups of coffee
-3 bowls of marijuana
-small meal
Dose:
-10:00-10:07pm 1.5g Psilocybin Mushrooms
-10:30 2 more bowls of marijuana
-10:34pm 2.0g Psilocybin Mushrooms
First off, I've never heard of anything like what I experienced during this 'trip' and as well I have tripped on mushrooms numerous times, LSD once, DOx sold on blotter once, DXM plenty of times. I went into this trip in a very good mindset, not many problems in my life and nothing repressed - I was expecting a decent trip where I could accomplish some things creatively and just enjoy myself, hardly what I received
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Trip:
10:48pm
visuals beginning - wavyness in the text
fluorescent colors seen in the white spaces
everything has that 'aura'
body high is definitely there, warm fuzzy feeling
cold sweats
minor jaw tension
somewhere around 11:20pm or so (not entirely sure):
laying in bed listening to Do Make Say Think - & yet & yet (an album I have not listened to before but I have heard other albums by them) enjoying the flowing patterns all over my walls and the creeping body high.
All of the sudden everything gets really loud, ambient noise is incredibly distorted and so unbearably loud. The music I had on was so loud that I freaked out and nearly knocked over my stereo trying to turn it off. I had no idea whether I was just hearing this or if something happened to my stereo that caused it to become really loud. However, I calmed myself down and figured that the shrooms were probably just causing this. Though because even the faintest of sounds (like the furnace) was unbearable and I had to go around and turn it all off.
At this point, I started to panic because even ambient sound was unbearable and my head was throbbing and I could have sworn my heart was racing. I tried to force myself to puke, but nothing happened. Figuring there was no way to abort what had just manifested I called my friend James in order to have reassurance that I wasn't going to die (cardiac arrest, suicide, and numerous other scenarios flooding through my mind). He arrived about 8 minutes later and I had him measure my heart rate, and we determined that I was at an almost normal heart rate and my breathing was only slightly elevated.
Apart from this incredible loudness that came in waves, which would begin quietly and then start speeding up and getting really louder and then stretching out and slowing down all the while of getting louder, I was also experiencing incredible feelings of 'ego destruction'?, for instance I was seeing parts of my body and my room simply vanish before me and then they'd return and I felt as if nothing was real and that this was simply going to be the way I was from now on. It's incredibly hard to explain this, but those feelings persisted for about 2 hours all the while the incredible loudness was nearly killing me, it sounded as if every molecule was exploding.
Around 2:00am the loudness had finally subsided, and so did everything else. I didn't even feel like I was tripping at this point - almost completely back to baseline except slightly stoned.
The weirdest part however was that none of this trip was associated with emotions or problems in my life like any previous bad trips I have had, as well I did not have much of a 'mind high' during the entire peak because I was able to communicate with James and rationalize perfectly to the point that when he first saw me he thought I was sober, and also there was no nausea/bodyload or any other feelings normally associated with mushrooms.
Pre-Trip(-5:00):
-2 cups of coffee
-3 bowls of marijuana
-small meal
Dose:
-10:00-10:07pm 1.5g Psilocybin Mushrooms
-10:30 2 more bowls of marijuana
-10:34pm 2.0g Psilocybin Mushrooms
First off, I've never heard of anything like what I experienced during this 'trip' and as well I have tripped on mushrooms numerous times, LSD once, DOx sold on blotter once, DXM plenty of times. I went into this trip in a very good mindset, not many problems in my life and nothing repressed - I was expecting a decent trip where I could accomplish some things creatively and just enjoy myself, hardly what I received
.Trip:
10:48pm
visuals beginning - wavyness in the text
fluorescent colors seen in the white spaces
everything has that 'aura'
body high is definitely there, warm fuzzy feeling
cold sweats
minor jaw tension
somewhere around 11:20pm or so (not entirely sure):
laying in bed listening to Do Make Say Think - & yet & yet (an album I have not listened to before but I have heard other albums by them) enjoying the flowing patterns all over my walls and the creeping body high.
All of the sudden everything gets really loud, ambient noise is incredibly distorted and so unbearably loud. The music I had on was so loud that I freaked out and nearly knocked over my stereo trying to turn it off. I had no idea whether I was just hearing this or if something happened to my stereo that caused it to become really loud. However, I calmed myself down and figured that the shrooms were probably just causing this. Though because even the faintest of sounds (like the furnace) was unbearable and I had to go around and turn it all off.
At this point, I started to panic because even ambient sound was unbearable and my head was throbbing and I could have sworn my heart was racing. I tried to force myself to puke, but nothing happened. Figuring there was no way to abort what had just manifested I called my friend James in order to have reassurance that I wasn't going to die (cardiac arrest, suicide, and numerous other scenarios flooding through my mind). He arrived about 8 minutes later and I had him measure my heart rate, and we determined that I was at an almost normal heart rate and my breathing was only slightly elevated.
Apart from this incredible loudness that came in waves, which would begin quietly and then start speeding up and getting really louder and then stretching out and slowing down all the while of getting louder, I was also experiencing incredible feelings of 'ego destruction'?, for instance I was seeing parts of my body and my room simply vanish before me and then they'd return and I felt as if nothing was real and that this was simply going to be the way I was from now on. It's incredibly hard to explain this, but those feelings persisted for about 2 hours all the while the incredible loudness was nearly killing me, it sounded as if every molecule was exploding.
Around 2:00am the loudness had finally subsided, and so did everything else. I didn't even feel like I was tripping at this point - almost completely back to baseline except slightly stoned.
The weirdest part however was that none of this trip was associated with emotions or problems in my life like any previous bad trips I have had, as well I did not have much of a 'mind high' during the entire peak because I was able to communicate with James and rationalize perfectly to the point that when he first saw me he thought I was sober, and also there was no nausea/bodyload or any other feelings normally associated with mushrooms.
