cuddlefish*
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Ok so this one was intense. This last weekend about two wet ounces of cyanescens were picked and some home grown cyanofibrillosa were chopped down (cyano'fibrilosa'-they are very fibrous!).
The cayanofibrillosa, if you havn't read this yet, are medium potent mushrooms when dried but they are thought to contain high amounts of psilocin rather than psilocybin. Since psilocin oxadizes readily in the presence of oxygen to an inactive product they are thought to be stronger when wet.
I will confirm this experientially; they are over twice as strong as cubensis when wet. I also think the trip is different, more DMT like.
So we plan a mushroom party. Several friends are invbited and we end up with about ten people packed into a small house. Mushrooms are left on a desk in a tupperware for everybody to eat at their own pace.
I eat a few cyanofibrillosa and continue to eat cyanescens, losing track of just how many I've eaten.
As soon as the trip kicks in to full strength I know it's gonna be a strong one. My visual field gets BLURRY and I'm having extreme difficulty focusing my eyes. There is plenty of good music on, lots of cuddling with friends, some sloppy dancing etc.
I decide that a shower would feel heavenly and head into the bathroom. As soon as I get into the shower I start to hear the 'DMT' sounds that I hear when smoking that chemical. For me DMT is scandelously free of visuals (though the ones that I do0 get completly obscure my visual field) and it's primary effect are these weird sound effects. Imagine a "BoING!" only the boing is actually made up of 100 snippets of different sounds that transition smoothly into each other at light speed.
So anyway, I lay down in the shower and this is where I hit a state almost identical to smoked DMT. I lose all my boudaries. I am everone at the party and it is pretty nerve wracking! Even though they are all in another room I am intensely aware of everyone and my own sense of self is in the background. I keep trying to analyze how I feel but I can't tell! "Is this good or bad? Would I recomend this to anyone else? I don't think I'm having fun but damn this is impressive!".
There was an entity in this hyperspace and I felt that this kind of refference-less confusing chaos world is it's natural state and that any form that I found in it was only placed there by me, but it was a pretty vague entity encounter no deeper than that. No communication.
I was completly without refference. Any sensation I felt was immediately melted into psychedelic 'whatever'.
This was VERY strong and fantastically profound. This state only lasted for about an hour. I came back out of the bathrrom and continued to party even if slightly traumatized.
Never again with this high of a dose in a social setting. It left me too vulnerable.
Maybe it's just me but psilocin, if in fact that is mostly what I consumed (trusting the literature here) feels unique from psilocybin and a bit more n,n DMT-like.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_mushrooms
substancecode_tryptamines
explevel_experienced
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
exptype_spiritual
roacode_oral
The cayanofibrillosa, if you havn't read this yet, are medium potent mushrooms when dried but they are thought to contain high amounts of psilocin rather than psilocybin. Since psilocin oxadizes readily in the presence of oxygen to an inactive product they are thought to be stronger when wet.
I will confirm this experientially; they are over twice as strong as cubensis when wet. I also think the trip is different, more DMT like.
So we plan a mushroom party. Several friends are invbited and we end up with about ten people packed into a small house. Mushrooms are left on a desk in a tupperware for everybody to eat at their own pace.
I eat a few cyanofibrillosa and continue to eat cyanescens, losing track of just how many I've eaten.
As soon as the trip kicks in to full strength I know it's gonna be a strong one. My visual field gets BLURRY and I'm having extreme difficulty focusing my eyes. There is plenty of good music on, lots of cuddling with friends, some sloppy dancing etc.
I decide that a shower would feel heavenly and head into the bathroom. As soon as I get into the shower I start to hear the 'DMT' sounds that I hear when smoking that chemical. For me DMT is scandelously free of visuals (though the ones that I do0 get completly obscure my visual field) and it's primary effect are these weird sound effects. Imagine a "BoING!" only the boing is actually made up of 100 snippets of different sounds that transition smoothly into each other at light speed.
So anyway, I lay down in the shower and this is where I hit a state almost identical to smoked DMT. I lose all my boudaries. I am everone at the party and it is pretty nerve wracking! Even though they are all in another room I am intensely aware of everyone and my own sense of self is in the background. I keep trying to analyze how I feel but I can't tell! "Is this good or bad? Would I recomend this to anyone else? I don't think I'm having fun but damn this is impressive!".
There was an entity in this hyperspace and I felt that this kind of refference-less confusing chaos world is it's natural state and that any form that I found in it was only placed there by me, but it was a pretty vague entity encounter no deeper than that. No communication.
I was completly without refference. Any sensation I felt was immediately melted into psychedelic 'whatever'.
This was VERY strong and fantastically profound. This state only lasted for about an hour. I came back out of the bathrrom and continued to party even if slightly traumatized.
Never again with this high of a dose in a social setting. It left me too vulnerable.
Maybe it's just me but psilocin, if in fact that is mostly what I consumed (trusting the literature here) feels unique from psilocybin and a bit more n,n DMT-like.
Tagged by Xorkoth
substancecode_mushrooms
substancecode_tryptamines
explevel_experienced
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
exptype_spiritual
roacode_oral
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