ShroomAssassin
Bluelighter
Hi All
So, a spare of the moment decision, and an agreement with the mrs and I had the makings of a good setting for my first strong dose of mushrooms.
The things I didnt experience....Open eye visuals...whatsoever.
What I did experience:
So many phases....
It started off as a warm buzzing feeling...then the familiar lower spine buzzing. Then the feeling went all over my body.
After this came the giggles. That an the fact I could not get off the ground, which too made me laugh.
Watering eyes from the intense closed eye visuals I was seeing.
I saw many things, geometric patterns. Planets, space, something.....folding in on itself, constantly. Entities. There were moments where I felt I needed to just let go of my physical body...but I couldn't. I really wanted to.
I went outside and looked at the sky. The noise wasn't as loud as the previous time...but wow the stars are amazing.
I went back inside and I felt like I was on a different planet. Gravity was SO HEAVY. It was so hard to walk. This, of course, made me laugh. I was stumbling and I noted how intoxicated I felt (I even have a hangover today.... but consumed no alcohol). I ended up on the ground again. Rolling around...hunched up in a ball, experiencing MAJOR closed eye visuals. All good visuals though. Any moments of anxiety were easily breathed through and didn't last any longer than 5 seconds.
Yawning...oh man, so much yawning. I dont know if I was tired or it was a result of the mushrooms.
All in all...other than the sick feeling in my stomach from the mushrooms, and the sore eyes (became sensitive to light I believe because of all the closed eye visuals and pupil dialation) this was one very very interesting experience.
I was disappointed not to get the awesome open eye visuals BUT I never really experienced them with DMT either so I cant be surprised.
Whole experience lasted about 3-4 hours. By about midnight I had some sense of normality again.
So, a spare of the moment decision, and an agreement with the mrs and I had the makings of a good setting for my first strong dose of mushrooms.
The things I didnt experience....Open eye visuals...whatsoever.
What I did experience:
So many phases....
It started off as a warm buzzing feeling...then the familiar lower spine buzzing. Then the feeling went all over my body.
After this came the giggles. That an the fact I could not get off the ground, which too made me laugh.
Watering eyes from the intense closed eye visuals I was seeing.
I saw many things, geometric patterns. Planets, space, something.....folding in on itself, constantly. Entities. There were moments where I felt I needed to just let go of my physical body...but I couldn't. I really wanted to.
I went outside and looked at the sky. The noise wasn't as loud as the previous time...but wow the stars are amazing.
I went back inside and I felt like I was on a different planet. Gravity was SO HEAVY. It was so hard to walk. This, of course, made me laugh. I was stumbling and I noted how intoxicated I felt (I even have a hangover today.... but consumed no alcohol). I ended up on the ground again. Rolling around...hunched up in a ball, experiencing MAJOR closed eye visuals. All good visuals though. Any moments of anxiety were easily breathed through and didn't last any longer than 5 seconds.
Yawning...oh man, so much yawning. I dont know if I was tired or it was a result of the mushrooms.
All in all...other than the sick feeling in my stomach from the mushrooms, and the sore eyes (became sensitive to light I believe because of all the closed eye visuals and pupil dialation) this was one very very interesting experience.
I was disappointed not to get the awesome open eye visuals BUT I never really experienced them with DMT either so I cant be surprised.
Whole experience lasted about 3-4 hours. By about midnight I had some sense of normality again.
