Vietnam Vet
Bluelighter
Magic Mushrooms - 14 Maybe 15th Time. A Very Dark Day
We where on a steak of mushies, must have being 14 or so days now, speanding each and every moment possible completly twisted, little did i now what i was in for on this dark thursday.
I goto a community school, basically a school with no rules, no discipline. Basically we where allowed to roam free, and occasionally attend class.
I got a tip off a friend, that if I was looking to get high, there where mushies growing at the back of the local community centre. Doing some research online, i learned what the looked like and took off down to the centre to get some.
I had a reasonable idea on where they where, and soon enough i found a MASS of them just growing wildly at the base of some small trees.
I must have picked maybe only 20 that day, but literally i could have pick garbage bags full.
From then on every day me and my friends from school would make the trip to get mushies.
Before this special thursday i have tripped off mushies but nothing intense.
Sorry about all the background, but I figure it to be important. Sorry, Enjoy
+8:30 Thurday morning, just another day, or at least I thought it was. Made our usual trip to get the mushies, ate them, we didn't bother with doeses, we just picked them, evened them up between us, and ate them. Usually we ate about 15 - 25 each. How immiture and pathetic are we.
+9:00 Went and smoked some bongs, something we didn't usually do after taking mushies. Smoked about 4 or 5 cones and about 5 mins after having my last bong, my body felt like it was pinned to the ground, complete loss of movement in my limbs then my head started to roller coaster(extreme headspins) like never before, it was like my brain was going around it circles about about 400km an hour. Then a very loud high pitched squeeling started in my head, and i instantly devolped an extreme headache.
I could hear myself muttering to myself uncontrolably, telling my head to shut up over and over, my frinds didn't seem to notice anything wrong with me. I struggeleed to move my head to look at the concrete i was sitting on, it was turning pink, to yellow, to blue to orange, then turning completly into a colour platte (basically like 16million colours) but all warped and swirling in the centre, around and around and around, i tried telling myself, it wasn't real it was just the drug, i was terrified but fasinated at the same time. My friends got up realy to leave, unaware of what i was going through. "Come On" they said to me. No response, but i was shaking violently, although i didn't realise it, i was sreaming in my head 'get up' 'Get Up' 'GET UP'. Eventully and friend, lets call her C, bent over and grabbed my arn, in an effort to get me up, but quickly dropped it, for it was freezing and sweaty. Eventually after what seemed hours they picked me up and the second i got up the colours stopped, and i realised just how bad of shape i was in. I was dripping sweat, i was shaking like a leaf, my head was throbbing and i had an unbeliveable loud squeeling in my head. I was unable to even mutter a word, but somehow i managed to walk back to school, my friends just thinking i was tripping and stoned,, and concidered it nothing major.
+9:30 Got back to school after what seemed like 5 hours and slumped in a corner up near a portable and managed to light a smoke after a big effort. Had untra sensitive hearing, kept hearing twigs snapping and footsteps everywhere, no one was around now, i was by myself. My head was hurting so badly i thought i was going to start bleeding out of my ears, kept heading noises, like the trees where whispering to each other. Then my principle walked up and was asking if i was alright because i didnt look so good, as i looked at her, her face was warping twisting and turning all sorts of colours, and the platform she was standing on looked like it was sinking, like when u stand on a trampoline. I was contenplating asking for to take me to the hospital, but i thought better of it.
After she left, some circus music started, and i looked around to see the high pitched circus tent on my oval, with an elephant standing outside it. "What the fuck is going on" i thought, and took off to the computer room.
+10:00 After unsuccessfuly trying to get my friends out of class i took to down to the computer room, i remember looking at the brick paving on the way down, i knew they where bricks, but in my head they didn't register, like the bricks didn't make sence, VERY VERY TRIPPY.
Got onto a computer, and looking at the keyboard, all the keys started changing eg. t changed to l and g changed to p.. and so on, all the keys where doing this at a very fast pace, which made typing impossible. My hands of the keyboard looked like doll hands, made out of plastic and i couldn't move them at all. I looked at the screen, the tude was changing colours rapidly, and thoughy to myself "the colours must be in a hurry somewhere... too bad", i realised what i thought straight after, and nearlly pissed myself. This is when the paranoia started.
+11:00 After staggering around school for 45mins, i was convinced it was close to home time, so i decided i should take off. I got to the train station, every noise seemed like it was amplified 100 times, and my head was still hurting badly. Got on the train and decided to close my eyes and hope it all goes away, but when i did it was all a blur of colour and intencified my headache, so i scrapped that idea. Got off at my station and instead of catching a bus i walked the 45min journey home.
Got basically onto my street, when my head felt like there where 2 people standing either side of me bashing my head with cricket bats, so i though i was in too bad a shape to go home so i went to the local park. Just as i arrived at the park i was getting split second blackouts, i managed to stumble behind a bunch of trees and sat down. Seconds after sitting down i blacked out.
+1:30 Woke up, terrible headache still, picked up my head, and felt liquid trickling down each side of my head, i though i slept on some wet leaves, i reached up and wiped away the water, and looked at my hand, the water was red, i was bleeding out of my ear, seconds after seeing that, i thew up for what seemed 30mins. Then staggered home went to bed, slept for about 2 hours, and went to work.
That was about 4 months ago, I wrote it in a rush and will probaly get around to fix it up so it's easier to read.. oh and sorry about the length.. i doubt anyone went to the trouble of reading all that.
I will try mushies again, i'll wait for winter to come back round again, til then i'll stick to mdma...
Peace...
We where on a steak of mushies, must have being 14 or so days now, speanding each and every moment possible completly twisted, little did i now what i was in for on this dark thursday.
I goto a community school, basically a school with no rules, no discipline. Basically we where allowed to roam free, and occasionally attend class.
I got a tip off a friend, that if I was looking to get high, there where mushies growing at the back of the local community centre. Doing some research online, i learned what the looked like and took off down to the centre to get some.
I had a reasonable idea on where they where, and soon enough i found a MASS of them just growing wildly at the base of some small trees.
I must have picked maybe only 20 that day, but literally i could have pick garbage bags full.
From then on every day me and my friends from school would make the trip to get mushies.
Before this special thursday i have tripped off mushies but nothing intense.
Sorry about all the background, but I figure it to be important. Sorry, Enjoy
+8:30 Thurday morning, just another day, or at least I thought it was. Made our usual trip to get the mushies, ate them, we didn't bother with doeses, we just picked them, evened them up between us, and ate them. Usually we ate about 15 - 25 each. How immiture and pathetic are we.
+9:00 Went and smoked some bongs, something we didn't usually do after taking mushies. Smoked about 4 or 5 cones and about 5 mins after having my last bong, my body felt like it was pinned to the ground, complete loss of movement in my limbs then my head started to roller coaster(extreme headspins) like never before, it was like my brain was going around it circles about about 400km an hour. Then a very loud high pitched squeeling started in my head, and i instantly devolped an extreme headache.
I could hear myself muttering to myself uncontrolably, telling my head to shut up over and over, my frinds didn't seem to notice anything wrong with me. I struggeleed to move my head to look at the concrete i was sitting on, it was turning pink, to yellow, to blue to orange, then turning completly into a colour platte (basically like 16million colours) but all warped and swirling in the centre, around and around and around, i tried telling myself, it wasn't real it was just the drug, i was terrified but fasinated at the same time. My friends got up realy to leave, unaware of what i was going through. "Come On" they said to me. No response, but i was shaking violently, although i didn't realise it, i was sreaming in my head 'get up' 'Get Up' 'GET UP'. Eventully and friend, lets call her C, bent over and grabbed my arn, in an effort to get me up, but quickly dropped it, for it was freezing and sweaty. Eventually after what seemed hours they picked me up and the second i got up the colours stopped, and i realised just how bad of shape i was in. I was dripping sweat, i was shaking like a leaf, my head was throbbing and i had an unbeliveable loud squeeling in my head. I was unable to even mutter a word, but somehow i managed to walk back to school, my friends just thinking i was tripping and stoned,, and concidered it nothing major.
+9:30 Got back to school after what seemed like 5 hours and slumped in a corner up near a portable and managed to light a smoke after a big effort. Had untra sensitive hearing, kept hearing twigs snapping and footsteps everywhere, no one was around now, i was by myself. My head was hurting so badly i thought i was going to start bleeding out of my ears, kept heading noises, like the trees where whispering to each other. Then my principle walked up and was asking if i was alright because i didnt look so good, as i looked at her, her face was warping twisting and turning all sorts of colours, and the platform she was standing on looked like it was sinking, like when u stand on a trampoline. I was contenplating asking for to take me to the hospital, but i thought better of it.
After she left, some circus music started, and i looked around to see the high pitched circus tent on my oval, with an elephant standing outside it. "What the fuck is going on" i thought, and took off to the computer room.
+10:00 After unsuccessfuly trying to get my friends out of class i took to down to the computer room, i remember looking at the brick paving on the way down, i knew they where bricks, but in my head they didn't register, like the bricks didn't make sence, VERY VERY TRIPPY.
Got onto a computer, and looking at the keyboard, all the keys started changing eg. t changed to l and g changed to p.. and so on, all the keys where doing this at a very fast pace, which made typing impossible. My hands of the keyboard looked like doll hands, made out of plastic and i couldn't move them at all. I looked at the screen, the tude was changing colours rapidly, and thoughy to myself "the colours must be in a hurry somewhere... too bad", i realised what i thought straight after, and nearlly pissed myself. This is when the paranoia started.
+11:00 After staggering around school for 45mins, i was convinced it was close to home time, so i decided i should take off. I got to the train station, every noise seemed like it was amplified 100 times, and my head was still hurting badly. Got on the train and decided to close my eyes and hope it all goes away, but when i did it was all a blur of colour and intencified my headache, so i scrapped that idea. Got off at my station and instead of catching a bus i walked the 45min journey home.
Got basically onto my street, when my head felt like there where 2 people standing either side of me bashing my head with cricket bats, so i though i was in too bad a shape to go home so i went to the local park. Just as i arrived at the park i was getting split second blackouts, i managed to stumble behind a bunch of trees and sat down. Seconds after sitting down i blacked out.
+1:30 Woke up, terrible headache still, picked up my head, and felt liquid trickling down each side of my head, i though i slept on some wet leaves, i reached up and wiped away the water, and looked at my hand, the water was red, i was bleeding out of my ear, seconds after seeing that, i thew up for what seemed 30mins. Then staggered home went to bed, slept for about 2 hours, and went to work.
That was about 4 months ago, I wrote it in a rush and will probaly get around to fix it up so it's easier to read.. oh and sorry about the length.. i doubt anyone went to the trouble of reading all that.
I will try mushies again, i'll wait for winter to come back round again, til then i'll stick to mdma...
Peace...
