Op there is nothing wrong with you, you are fine, and socity is brainwashed, people are slaves and anyone who thinks and acts oputside of the "social norm" is demonisd as sometype of bullshit mental illness and if you believe it enough, the placibo effect makes it become real, funny how the mind works, and yeas Mushrooms will show this and many many other things, just enjoy life, I was like you, on many many types of psyc meds and I believed I had all this illness's and shrooms helped me a shitbunch. So yes go for it Op, Just don't let the bullshit ruin your experence, remember this is self discovery.
