Haha, You're spot on...not that I am directly angry at anyone, just confused and frustrated at the mixed advice.
Yes, I am battling my ego. I am still new to the whole concept of peace and love, and not being judgemental...so forgive me please if I fail.
Drug_mentor and Drugfukkdrokstar....apologies for my above comments...I just feel that I need to learn this now, not next year, so my persistence is because of the knowledge I have, and new pieces of the puzzle I am to gain from access to this fruit....and I really dont want to kill myself in the process, nor see anyone younger and less mature do something really bad.
I dont expect anyone to understand me, or my reasons, until later this year...but come that time, I cannot help. You will need to help yourselves....and some will be beyond help I think. Have a good laugh at my expense please if nothing happens.
It does come down to self-responsibility....and here is where I have failed big time. The realisation is all this comes down to being self-responsible. With everything. So yes, self-responsibility with finding and identifying, with sharing the knowledge I have, and that you all have and with asking for help from others...maintaining self-responsibility throughout.
Shit, I need to apologise to everyone here. Sorry all. I ave been acting like a child in a candy store who can't get his own way, or get a straight answer out of the parents.
From this moment forth I will:
Treat everyone here with equal respect, ensuring all opinions are read without bias.
Hunt responsibly, be 100% certain or wait and identify @ Shroomery
Be grateful for any help offered.
I truly regret my comments directed at Drug_mentor and DFRS now...so I will remove the vitriol. I feel ashamed, somewhat.
