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Mtgg

He was my boyfriend. I lived with him for 9 months. I only recently just moved away after some difficulties. I had to think of him and myself. It was damaging for us both. Now I can't help thinking what if.......

We spoke everyday since then. I knew something was wrong when the communication died.

I always thought we'd end up back together after we sorted ourselves out.
 
^ Shit, that's fuckin tough. My heart really goes out to you.

I've lived my life saying and believing that there's no use looking back on decisions with the benefit of hindsight. What's done is done. Millions of different variables can effect the courses of our lives, so just by saying "what if..." doesn't mean an outcome might be different.

But obviously words like the above mean pretty much fuck all in situations like this.......
 
cherrycolouredfunk said:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life.
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I read this song and it fucking hit close to home. I cried at work. I don't know you and I don't know MTGG, but I know what it's like and I have this stupid wish that no one goes through what I have been going through. I'm so sorry.
 
Wow, really sad news. This is incredibly shocking as we used to talk on msn sometimes. A very nice guy.
 
“Insanity destroys reason, but not wit.” ... see you in my ketamine dreams <3
 
Thats some really sad news. :(
It is always terrible to lose someone. :(
Hope he will be in a better place now.
 
Very Tragic news- my heart goes out to everyone who was close to him.
I hope you in a better place Tom- May God help us all.<3

Be strong CCF<3 I'm here if you need me.
 
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Ohhh fuck. No way :(

He's still signed in to MSN as well :(

This is so sad. My condolences to his family all those who knew him well.

Hope you ok Helen.


:|

At least he is at peace now.
 
That's terrible news :( I never actually spoke to MTGG but followed a lot of his posts on bluelight. He seemed like a really good person.

RIP

My condolences to you cherrycolouredfunk, and everyone else who knew him :(
 
Treacle said:
Where has the colour scheme not been changed?!
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I PM'ed Infinite Jest yesterday about going blacklight again but it still hasn't happened.

Whats taking so long admins?
 
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