oh shit, that's awful.
what doses were you taking? and are you still using mt45?
I'd mix about 2 grams into a 500 ml solution. First I'd dissolve it all in propylene glycol, then once dissolved, id mix it with water.
Then Id take an IR dose of about 25 ml's in the morning, and then once again after work.
I noticed every time I took it before sleeping Id wake up with blurry vision, and difficulty hearing. If you are going to do this drug, which I highly suggest you dont, NEVER EVER EVERRRRR take it before bed. Im not saying this lightly in the slightest. I almost accidentally killed myself doing that.
Ended up taking a much larger dose than anticipated. I thought it was a small dose, but I later realized that I took about 2 grams at once.
After sleeping for about 40 hours, i managed to somehow, by some miracle of god, stumble my way out my house, flop into my car seat and drive like a fucking maniac to the hospital.
I know I should have called an ambulance or whatever, but fuck it, i dont give a shit how reckless it was, it saved my life.
This drug. Is evil.