WikkedSkarekrow
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I've searched everywhere on bluelight, erowid, and opiophile. I cannot find anything like what I experienced this morning. I've had many, many pipe dreams, drug-related induced nightmares and every other kind of shitty dream I can think of.
Nothing compares to the horrifying nightmare I had today. I had taken a few ativan, since that's all I do anymore (clean from both opiates and amphetamines for 2 months now, and couldn't be happier). I don't quite know what happened.
I was in an in-between stage of consciousness and sleep. I was lucid, at the beginning, standing on a swing, but knowing I was in a dream. The playground was bare, except for one little girl, about 3 years old, pale skin and long black silly hair. She was waving me to follow her so I was like, fuck it, why not?
I followed her for about 50 yards, until I was instantly transmitted into a small room, no windows, no doors. Just wood paneling with a foot wide gap. I realized I was lying in a bed, with two others, but they were covered completely by blankets.
I got up and looked through the gap and was stopped by a guy who started talking to me in a very threatening way, but I couldn't understand what he was saying. It was English, but it made no sense at all.
When I tried to walk into the larger room is when I saw the dozen or so "people" standing around, vehemently staring right though me, my physical body could literally feel the evil stares.
I tried to run, but I feel. I looked around only to find out these things weren't people at all. They had twisted, terrifying features. At this point, I was paralyzed with fear.
I tried screaming, but I didn't have a mouth to scream from. I tried running, but just couldn't get up. No matter how hard I tried, I was only making it worse...
They kept coming, my god they're everywhere! They're closing in on me with those horrible faces permanently entwined in my memory.... Theonly thing I could do was silently pray that I would wake up before they got me.
They finally cornered me. I can't take this anymore, my heart is about to stop. They're toying with me, nibbling on my flesh so tenderly. That's when I felt the agonizing pain of my legs, both at the same time, pulled so hard they ripped off my bothan
I must have felt the pain outside of the dream, because (thankfully) my girl woke me up, and she was terrified. I was sobbing, shaking, more scared than I've ever been.
I hope none of you experience dreams like this, but if you have, I would like to know, maybe figure out why this would happen?
Nothing compares to the horrifying nightmare I had today. I had taken a few ativan, since that's all I do anymore (clean from both opiates and amphetamines for 2 months now, and couldn't be happier). I don't quite know what happened.
I was in an in-between stage of consciousness and sleep. I was lucid, at the beginning, standing on a swing, but knowing I was in a dream. The playground was bare, except for one little girl, about 3 years old, pale skin and long black silly hair. She was waving me to follow her so I was like, fuck it, why not?
I followed her for about 50 yards, until I was instantly transmitted into a small room, no windows, no doors. Just wood paneling with a foot wide gap. I realized I was lying in a bed, with two others, but they were covered completely by blankets.
I got up and looked through the gap and was stopped by a guy who started talking to me in a very threatening way, but I couldn't understand what he was saying. It was English, but it made no sense at all.
When I tried to walk into the larger room is when I saw the dozen or so "people" standing around, vehemently staring right though me, my physical body could literally feel the evil stares.
I tried to run, but I feel. I looked around only to find out these things weren't people at all. They had twisted, terrifying features. At this point, I was paralyzed with fear.
I tried screaming, but I didn't have a mouth to scream from. I tried running, but just couldn't get up. No matter how hard I tried, I was only making it worse...
They kept coming, my god they're everywhere! They're closing in on me with those horrible faces permanently entwined in my memory.... Theonly thing I could do was silently pray that I would wake up before they got me.
They finally cornered me. I can't take this anymore, my heart is about to stop. They're toying with me, nibbling on my flesh so tenderly. That's when I felt the agonizing pain of my legs, both at the same time, pulled so hard they ripped off my bothan
I must have felt the pain outside of the dream, because (thankfully) my girl woke me up, and she was terrified. I was sobbing, shaking, more scared than I've ever been.
I hope none of you experience dreams like this, but if you have, I would like to know, maybe figure out why this would happen?
