Morphine hell!

[Chica18042]

I'm almost 38 and have been using morphine for about 3 months. Quick history about myself, I was a heroin addict, did 2 yrs (2005) in prison and have been clean since....until now. Part of me wants to blame my aunt who started giving me pills as payment for driving her here and there, but ultimately it was my decision to take them.... Dumbass! It started with doing them here and there, it took away my back pain and made me feel physically 15. Then I woke up one day with what I thought was the stomach flu, then realized that I caught myself a habit. I've been looking online to buy them which I can't find anything legit so now I've been checking out how to withdrawal easily as possible. Even checked out Thomas recipe. So are there any legit pharmacys online ? If not... Any suggestions on how to get off easily? Thanks ?

 

[Smoky]

Hi, Welcome to Bluelight!

I was addicted to Dilaudid for a while before Heroin. I understand your pain on some level as I have spinal injuries. The Thomas Recipe is indeed helpful. We have an The Opioid Withdrawal Megathread and FAQ. also, and folks tapering in Sober Living below.

If you are looking to buy more to taper off, that's great -- but we cannot suggest per the rules how to buy, or where to buy any drugs/medications online. The NMI guidelines are below to the right.

Congrats on having the 2 years. No clean time is lost and can be helpful moving forward into recovery again if you choose this way. In my experience. It happened to me. I wish you the best whatever path you take.

 

[Chica18042]

Thank you smokey, yes that's my plan to taper first. After I lose money trying to find a source lmao.
vicious cycle. Thank u

 

[PsychicDawn]

I used neurontin which helped a lot, lavender essential oil, kratom and xanax. Good luck!