it's been years since I was even interested in IV'g morphine, but I've always been curious about something:
I used to get pure liquid morphine from a doctor for IV use. I would inject approximately 110mg at a time, 4-5 times a day for two or three years. I was, of course, well used to the pins and needles feeling that comes with a morphine rush, and though I hate that feeling now I used to love it.
Sometimes, though--maybe one shot out of every 100--the rush would hit me differently. Badly. I did the same amount every time. Once the shot was in my heart would start pounding like crazy and I'd get a weird dizzy, sinking feeling. One minute later, I'd have an unbelievable headache.
Maybe it had to do with my own anxiety causing the drug to function differently, but most of the time it seemed to come out of the blue. It happened to my ex-wife too--we used together--and she wasn't very anxious generally. Once her hit went so badly she stumbled to the bathroom and pissed herself. I poured her a cool bath, talked to her constantly and she got better (but she got one hell of a headache).
I also experienced this with crushed MS Contin, but not as often.
Can anyone explain this?
I used to get pure liquid morphine from a doctor for IV use. I would inject approximately 110mg at a time, 4-5 times a day for two or three years. I was, of course, well used to the pins and needles feeling that comes with a morphine rush, and though I hate that feeling now I used to love it.
Sometimes, though--maybe one shot out of every 100--the rush would hit me differently. Badly. I did the same amount every time. Once the shot was in my heart would start pounding like crazy and I'd get a weird dizzy, sinking feeling. One minute later, I'd have an unbelievable headache.
Maybe it had to do with my own anxiety causing the drug to function differently, but most of the time it seemed to come out of the blue. It happened to my ex-wife too--we used together--and she wasn't very anxious generally. Once her hit went so badly she stumbled to the bathroom and pissed herself. I poured her a cool bath, talked to her constantly and she got better (but she got one hell of a headache).
I also experienced this with crushed MS Contin, but not as often.
Can anyone explain this?
