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[*Jamison*]

I walk.
Slowly I gather energy from the heat of the sun.
I sigh.
My head drops,
All energy dropping to my feet
And oozing out my toes.
My knees buckle.
I fall.
To the grass is where my head now rests.
Everything stops.
Silence.
A single tear falls from my eye.
I feel no pain.
My hands start to shake as I pull myself up.
I collapse again.
Too weak.
Darkness sets in.
I have to get up.
Have to get away.
The silence hurts my ears.
My mouth opens.
No words.
Too scared to open my eyes.
More petrified to keep them closed.
A flash of light opens my eyes.
Swirls of color are all around.
Warm air hits my face.
The calm wind breathes past my ears,
Sending tiny sounds through my veins.
I hear the little voices.
The whispers.
Hurting more than the silence.
My shaking hands squeeze my head.
Stop.
No more.
No more frustration.
No more conscience attacking me.
No more weakness.
I feel the blood,
Pumping through my body
With each heart beat.
Stronger.
Must get up.
The darkness fades.
A new peace forms within.
No turning back.
~Jamison

 

[badboybrian]

{{{*jamison*}}} w/love
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