johannes kreisler
Bluelighter
it's been raining all damn day long....which is depressing in itself 
...just dropped 5mg of zolpidem. a few months ago those things became quite paranoia(sic) and craziness inducing for me(had probably something to do with opiates..) - had some hard nights so I don't use them very often.
since I'm more experienced with PDs now they feel somehow trippy, even/especially on low doses. funny. 8)
and I have quite a bunch of those as I just have to call my psych (in european yountry X) and they send me a prescription - also lorazepam on in, that stuff keeps me goin sometimes....interestingly I can go from pharmacy to pharmacy here(european country Y) with the same prescription as long as I want to and pick up benzos. :D
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few pages left for damn scientific paper, one exam on wednesday ->> FREEDOM. first thing I'm gonne do is take a look on the other side...
[ISIS playin in background]
@rogar: I used to do trips like that on the bicycle...

€: ah gettin laid: haven't been laid for 4 months as my girl prefered to go to a monastery(zen) instead of visiting me.(sic!) kinda shame for myself..
it's a long-distance relationship and now I'm gonna visit her in to weeks.
'da city'...eastcoast.
someone here from around there? socializing with silly semi-depressed/-intellectual/-mature european guy? 8)
ahh...well. zolpidem.

...just dropped 5mg of zolpidem. a few months ago those things became quite paranoia(sic) and craziness inducing for me(had probably something to do with opiates..) - had some hard nights so I don't use them very often.
since I'm more experienced with PDs now they feel somehow trippy, even/especially on low doses. funny. 8)
and I have quite a bunch of those as I just have to call my psych (in european yountry X) and they send me a prescription - also lorazepam on in, that stuff keeps me goin sometimes....interestingly I can go from pharmacy to pharmacy here(european country Y) with the same prescription as long as I want to and pick up benzos. :D
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few pages left for damn scientific paper, one exam on wednesday ->> FREEDOM. first thing I'm gonne do is take a look on the other side...

[ISIS playin in background]
@rogar: I used to do trips like that on the bicycle...


€: ah gettin laid: haven't been laid for 4 months as my girl prefered to go to a monastery(zen) instead of visiting me.(sic!) kinda shame for myself..

it's a long-distance relationship and now I'm gonna visit her in to weeks.
'da city'...eastcoast.

ahh...well. zolpidem.
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