Life is a Road
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Mar 14, 2011
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Hello all,
This is my first post on Bluelight, so first of all I would like to give a big warm welcome to everyone!
Anyway, I was just wondering if mood swings were common the week after taking Molly. This is my third time doing Molly, although I have done Ecstasy three times, yet this time has been the most unique experience of all three. Instead of going to a music festival or club, my boyfriend and I did it in broad day light and hung out at his apartment reading excerpts for a book on meditation and simply talking. The day afterwards I experienced moments of clarity and focus, and truly understanding that what is so great about an afternoon or evening with "Molly", is that you begin to truly comprehend what it means to live in the present moment. Afterwards, however, I had feelings of helplessness and despair. The following week I also had days where I was extremely happy and motivated, and others where I felt exhausted and severely depressed.
Does this have anything to do with MDMA? I also just switched birth control pills, and thought this also might have something to do with it.
Thanks in advance.
This is my first post on Bluelight, so first of all I would like to give a big warm welcome to everyone!
Anyway, I was just wondering if mood swings were common the week after taking Molly. This is my third time doing Molly, although I have done Ecstasy three times, yet this time has been the most unique experience of all three. Instead of going to a music festival or club, my boyfriend and I did it in broad day light and hung out at his apartment reading excerpts for a book on meditation and simply talking. The day afterwards I experienced moments of clarity and focus, and truly understanding that what is so great about an afternoon or evening with "Molly", is that you begin to truly comprehend what it means to live in the present moment. Afterwards, however, I had feelings of helplessness and despair. The following week I also had days where I was extremely happy and motivated, and others where I felt exhausted and severely depressed.
Does this have anything to do with MDMA? I also just switched birth control pills, and thought this also might have something to do with it.
Thanks in advance.