monged on ecstasy

[kawaiicat]

i had an different experience than usual last night when taking ecstasy. i've been taking ecstasy about once every month or two over the last year or two and it always feels about the same- happy, awesome music, great visuals, empathy, love, and lots of dancing. i've never had a bad experience with them, apart from the occasional weak pill. Last night though, i took a half pill (white octagonal snowflake) that's apparently MDMA 180mg and came-up reeeeeally fast and felt nauseous for the first time ever on E. After that, it gave all the usual feelings of things feeling awesome, wanting to chat, wanting to dance, but after only an hour or two i just felt really tired/heavy and felt like not dancing anymore. i felt really monged out. and also, the visuals were a little bit trippier than usual, nothing like acid visuals or anything, but kept seeing little things that weren't there and lights flickering and stuff. when i finally got home, i ended up vomiting up all the water i'd drank that night. i've NEVER felt sick on E before. other info- i took the second half of the pill about 2 hours after the first. oh and i had a slight cold so felt pretty exhausted before i even took the E.

So, do you think it might be because it's a little stronger MDMA than i'm used to? or could it have been MDA? or maybe because i had a cold? or something else? if anyone else has had similar mongy experiences on E let me know! oh and i plan to take the same type of pill again, so any suggestions to make it a better roll would be great, maybe drinking red bulls? thanks!

 

[Bsiren]

We do not SWIM here- aside from being truly useless, it is against our guide lines. Please edit your post if you could.

Do you use a test kit to assure your pills contain MDMA? Adulterants are quite common in most areas, but it's impossible to know what you truly took without doing a test kit.

Here are some snowflake pills reported on Pill Reports: http://www.pillreports.com/index.ph...rcent_rating=&suspected_contents=&sub_region=

There seem to be a few that are 2c-b.

 

[kawaiicat]

oops, sorry! post edited.
no i don't have a test kit, but i have a friend who tested these and they went straight to black with mandelin reagent.

 

[Bsiren]

Thanks for editing your post.

How often do you roll?

It could simply be a stronger dose- dosage changes a lot when it comes to MDMA. I also find all my MDMA experiences to be unique to themselves a bit. Sometimes I'm hyper, floored, cuddly or antisocial all on the same chemical.

 

[kawaiicat]

oh really? i roll about once a month, sometimes less. i was just surprised because every other time i've rolled has been almost exactly the same- really positive and full of energy. i guess next time i should start with a quarter or a third instead of a half, and hopefully i won't get so mongy.
thanks!

 

[Bsiren]

For many people (including myself) MDMA seems to change with use. Feeling energized and vibrant is common in the beginning, then feeling floored, more visual and less talkative starts to happen.

Again, it could be related to a heavy dose too. You're spacing is fine, but I find if you're rolling every month or so it helps to take 60-90 days off once a year.

 

[First Bad Comedown]

I recommend 90 days spacing to everyone, because serotonin can take 1-3 months to replenish even in healthy users.
In experienced users this may be even longer, and acute cases can take over a YEAR.

1 month is the MINIMUM spacing agreed upon on BL, with many advocating 3 months.
Those that 'lose the magic' normally wait 6 months.
Several lines of research AND ancedotal reports on BL show that 'magic' can stay GONE for YEARS.
Up to at least 3-4 years abstinence.

This is because MDMA 'damages' the brain.
Or 're-wires'.
You are using it WAY too often, and its time to take a LONG break.

Animals with 'acute' doses and proven 'damage' are seen to exhibit increased MOTOR response to MDMA with less SOCIAL response.
Otherwise known as 'losing the magic'.

Exercise and TIME are the only tools to repair or 're-wire' your most intricate neurotransmitter system.
Take care.