Not been up to that much. I was drunk in school sometime during the week, probably Tuesday off buckfast someone had left over from the Caley game. I drank enough to feel it, but being some-what responsible I stopped drinking there. I have tried to cut down on smoking due to the de-personalization I have been feeling. Friday night Me, Ethan and Alexander got 2 grams off Raymond but it looked like a lot more. We started smoking it that night quite late as Mum had friends round. It was interesting sitting at the dinner table with Richard and Margeret in quite deep intellectual conversation and Ethan and Alexander just smirking at what ever jokes they got from the conversation (not that many.) We smoked it in the other living room which was quite nice.
Woke up no problems, no-one in the house knew we had been smoking. After Richard and Margaret left we went up the hill to smoke some more we had rolled inside. Realising it was too windy we climbed a few minutes up the hill and went into the tree line. We smoke a joint there but it was quite wet in the tree's so I eventually convinced them both to come with me on blind trust that it would be better before we smoked the other joint. I had an image of these two huge tree's a few minutes walk away that I remembered as being very sheltered and dry. Upon getting there I was a little disappointed. They weren't quite as magical as I had remembered them to be, but it was dry even if we could feel the wind. We lit the other one and got super high. It was packed but it got us a lot higher than we expected to be. I didn't want to go inside this high so we stayed for a while, making quite a lot of noise and I attempted to climb the tree, doing a half decent job of it. Once up there I wanted down pretty quickly, which was when I discovered my 'tree gym'. It was a slightly bendy branch that could be used to train your muscles. Using it hurt a lot so realising it was probably pretty good for my arms I Kept doing it until my arms hurt too much. We then went down the hill and into my filthy garage. There was dust everywhere but it was better than outside and there were places to sit. We found 4 of my Dad's motorbikes down there, only one of them was functional but the rest were repairable. I wasn't really that interested as I had seen them before but Ethan was really into them and talked for a while about fixing and selling/using them, I didn't want to dampen his mood so I humoured him knowing nothing would ever come of the conversation.
We eventually went inside where I just fell asleep in my room, wasn't sure where Ethan and Alexander were, probably in the living room. Birget getting there to pick us up woke me, really tired I quickly grabbed 10 pounds I had borrowed off Alexander for buckfast and shoved my monitor and TV in her car as my mother broke my laptop screen a while ago in an argument.
Sitting in the car was pretty awkward. It was just dead silence. Birgit who usually talks a lot said close to nothing for the whole journey. I sensed something was wrong, but she didn't know Alexander did anything so it was always dodgy ground. We got dropped off at Ethans and that was the end of that part.
When we got there everything was normal, Everyone was just eating dinner but we all got called out apart from Ethan. We later found out that his parents were asking him about smoking weed, nothing to worry about really. Peter and Annelise were there for a few hours before they headed off to get smoke then go bad to Annelises's Dad's flat. I fell asleep on Ethans bed at around 7, when I woke up he had fixed some surround speakers and was going to place them around his room. He had also got me a sleeping bag and a mattress which was great. I climbed into that and went back to sleep. At some point Connor phoned asking where Peter and Annelise were and if we wanted to come out. We couldn't because of Ethan's parents. We had set an alarm for around 5 so we could go to Tesco before his dad woke up and spend the tenner on food, but the alarm didn't go off. We were woken at around 5 anyway by Ethan's cat scratching stuff but of course we were too tired to go so went back to sleep. I woke up at around 11 and lounged around for the rest of the day apart from going to Tesco to spend the tenner.
Peter and Annelise came back around 4. We smoked a joint with them but me and Ethan had to smoke from inside his room while they passed it too us out the window.
A little high, but of course better we waited around. Just as my mother came to pick me up Alisssa and Kailey phoned saying they were in a close park fucking around and they went out to meet them. I instantly fell into a huge fight with my Mother, which still rages on the next day. I need to get out of this house. Will post this on blue light later as she took the internet cable to work with her. Nice. Wasn't at school today for some reason, I just couldn't be bothered today, not that I have ever done this before. I have got some revision done though so its not all bad... Very tired, Mum should be home soon with the cable.
Still fantasizing about psychedelics, on the 1st Jack gets paid, me and Alexander are hopefully ordering it with his card, getting 20x 30mg AMT capsules, cant wait. I have the money sitting here I my room, resisting spending it very well.
Woke up no problems, no-one in the house knew we had been smoking. After Richard and Margaret left we went up the hill to smoke some more we had rolled inside. Realising it was too windy we climbed a few minutes up the hill and went into the tree line. We smoke a joint there but it was quite wet in the tree's so I eventually convinced them both to come with me on blind trust that it would be better before we smoked the other joint. I had an image of these two huge tree's a few minutes walk away that I remembered as being very sheltered and dry. Upon getting there I was a little disappointed. They weren't quite as magical as I had remembered them to be, but it was dry even if we could feel the wind. We lit the other one and got super high. It was packed but it got us a lot higher than we expected to be. I didn't want to go inside this high so we stayed for a while, making quite a lot of noise and I attempted to climb the tree, doing a half decent job of it. Once up there I wanted down pretty quickly, which was when I discovered my 'tree gym'. It was a slightly bendy branch that could be used to train your muscles. Using it hurt a lot so realising it was probably pretty good for my arms I Kept doing it until my arms hurt too much. We then went down the hill and into my filthy garage. There was dust everywhere but it was better than outside and there were places to sit. We found 4 of my Dad's motorbikes down there, only one of them was functional but the rest were repairable. I wasn't really that interested as I had seen them before but Ethan was really into them and talked for a while about fixing and selling/using them, I didn't want to dampen his mood so I humoured him knowing nothing would ever come of the conversation.
We eventually went inside where I just fell asleep in my room, wasn't sure where Ethan and Alexander were, probably in the living room. Birget getting there to pick us up woke me, really tired I quickly grabbed 10 pounds I had borrowed off Alexander for buckfast and shoved my monitor and TV in her car as my mother broke my laptop screen a while ago in an argument.
Sitting in the car was pretty awkward. It was just dead silence. Birgit who usually talks a lot said close to nothing for the whole journey. I sensed something was wrong, but she didn't know Alexander did anything so it was always dodgy ground. We got dropped off at Ethans and that was the end of that part.
When we got there everything was normal, Everyone was just eating dinner but we all got called out apart from Ethan. We later found out that his parents were asking him about smoking weed, nothing to worry about really. Peter and Annelise were there for a few hours before they headed off to get smoke then go bad to Annelises's Dad's flat. I fell asleep on Ethans bed at around 7, when I woke up he had fixed some surround speakers and was going to place them around his room. He had also got me a sleeping bag and a mattress which was great. I climbed into that and went back to sleep. At some point Connor phoned asking where Peter and Annelise were and if we wanted to come out. We couldn't because of Ethan's parents. We had set an alarm for around 5 so we could go to Tesco before his dad woke up and spend the tenner on food, but the alarm didn't go off. We were woken at around 5 anyway by Ethan's cat scratching stuff but of course we were too tired to go so went back to sleep. I woke up at around 11 and lounged around for the rest of the day apart from going to Tesco to spend the tenner.
Peter and Annelise came back around 4. We smoked a joint with them but me and Ethan had to smoke from inside his room while they passed it too us out the window.
A little high, but of course better we waited around. Just as my mother came to pick me up Alisssa and Kailey phoned saying they were in a close park fucking around and they went out to meet them. I instantly fell into a huge fight with my Mother, which still rages on the next day. I need to get out of this house. Will post this on blue light later as she took the internet cable to work with her. Nice. Wasn't at school today for some reason, I just couldn't be bothered today, not that I have ever done this before. I have got some revision done though so its not all bad... Very tired, Mum should be home soon with the cable.
Still fantasizing about psychedelics, on the 1st Jack gets paid, me and Alexander are hopefully ordering it with his card, getting 20x 30mg AMT capsules, cant wait. I have the money sitting here I my room, resisting spending it very well.