Man, i aint tryna be one of those high and mighty ex junkies who get clean and then talk down about other junkies who fuck up. but this situation had a kid involved. And the bitch was storing her shit in the kids stroller. bitches do that shit alot--they hide their shit in the car seat, the stroller, the babys diaper, thinkin that a cop wont search there and they can play the innocent mom with a baby role. that shit disgusts me, exploiting your kid like that, its just fucked up yo.
Weve all booted up in bathrooms before. i aint sayin thats stupid, cuz i did it thousands of times, shit. but the fact that she had a baby, and she is leavin her needles and shit in the stroller just fucks with me.
You got a problem fine. but keep that shit away from your kid.
And i know how it is to be a desperate junkie. but let me tell you. Once you got a kid, the game is changed whether you like it or not. and if you happen to be addicted when that child comes into your life and you somehow manage to keep it and not get it took away by child protective services or w/ever, the least you can do is not put your fucking needles in your babys stroller. come the fuck on. You need help if you in that position. obviously if you still using and copping with your baby in the car and gettin high with the baby right there and all you are desperately in need of help.
BUT---Thers one thing that we gotta all remember.and that is the fact that while there is LOTS of good people who are dope addicts, and even good parents as rare as that may be---there is also some people who are addicted to dope who are truly just pieces of shit.
Sometimes, its just a good person doin fucked up shit who really needs help and empathy and all that.
But sometimes, its just actually a shitty person who dont give a fuck, who is selfish and fucked up and really dont give a shit about their kid and thats why they are doin the shit they do, not becuz they cant help it, not becuz they need help,but becuz they are just a fuckin asshole like that.
Ive met people who were good at heart who did fucked up shit cuz their addiction, and ive met people who were just shitty people before the dope and even shittier after they got on it.
So , dont be too quick to condemn somebody but also dont be too quick to say "oh, she let her baby play with a dirty used heroin needle? she just needs help! poor girl!" neither.
I aint tryna judge too bad becuz i was a useless junkie myself a while ago. but I also always kept some semblance of values however small it was. and i was a balls to the wall junkie, a 'ima die before im 30 from an OD and Im cool with that'' junkie. I was low, no doubt about it--but i still had certain morals , wouldnt fuck or do nothin sexual for dope, etc. Just shit like that. And i guarantee you, as a mom, if i was still usin now that I have my son, you better believe that I would be doing that shit FAR away from him and keeping him as uninvolved as i possibly could.
Even when you are a miserable junkie you got certain choices that you still do have control of, and deciding whether or not to leave your needles and shit in his stroller is one of those choices. so i dont have so much pity for folks who let their baby live right smack in the eye of the hurricane of heroin addiction like that. It IS possible to change your life and the way you live and the shit you do, even when you are a hopeless junkie. And a child is a pretty fuckin good motivation to do that.
But yo, even if she couldnt get clean for her kid the least she could do is keep her fucking drug paraphernalia away from him.
No respect for the folks who dont at least try. people like that make us all look like shit.
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