Juicewrldfan
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So I went to my dr today to get my methadone taper dose and my prescriber tells me that I’m due for my adhd meds. Like wtf!!!I just told them a few weeks ago and this exact prescriber that I don’t want them because I’ve been abusing them and want to stop. And yes they were speaking of stimulants.
I pushed back but then modafinil came up. Thing is I thought Ritalin would be safe for me. It was not as I started shooting it and it was addictive. Oral did nothing.
I am considering taking modafinil for adhd but I know it has a slight potential for abuse. I guess I just want to make sure there is no benefit to shooting it for recreation and that the high is near non existent.
Otherwise I’m just going to turn them down. Anyone have knowledge on this? Thanks!
Edit: I was started at 400mg provigil today. Will I notice any mood lift or at least have focus but not irritation? I can be kind of dangerous when very angry and I do t like it but just being honest. I get very aggressive and to the point of homicidal thoughts and I’m nervous about this high starting dose.
I pushed back but then modafinil came up. Thing is I thought Ritalin would be safe for me. It was not as I started shooting it and it was addictive. Oral did nothing.
I am considering taking modafinil for adhd but I know it has a slight potential for abuse. I guess I just want to make sure there is no benefit to shooting it for recreation and that the high is near non existent.
Otherwise I’m just going to turn them down. Anyone have knowledge on this? Thanks!
Edit: I was started at 400mg provigil today. Will I notice any mood lift or at least have focus but not irritation? I can be kind of dangerous when very angry and I do t like it but just being honest. I get very aggressive and to the point of homicidal thoughts and I’m nervous about this high starting dose.
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