lostincontrol
Greenlighter
I'd like to begin this post by stating that after conducting extensive research, I am aware that taking methadone in addition to any benzodiazepine runs the risk of respiratory depression and possibly death and that the lethality of the combination is directly related to one's individual tolerance to both medications. Therefore, I'm trying to get advice and input from others who are far more experienced than I am on whether or not the amount of each drug I would like to take has a high chance of producing an overdose.
I am a 26 year old female and have congenital talocalcaneal hindfoot coalition of my left foot, which means that the bones in the back of my foot which should be able to move independently have fused together and cause limited range of motion, pain, muscle spasms and tightness of my left calf, weakness and most recently, sciatica of my left buttocks and back thigh due to spasms from misalignment of the hip. I need surgery to reconstruct my foot and extend the Achilles's tendon, however will not be able to afford it until the preexisting exclusion of my health insurance expires and I can manage the time off of work. Because of this, I have been in and out of pain management for the past three to four years to treat the pain and spasms caused by the condition. When I was originally diagnosed, I was prescribed Norco 10mg x4 a day, Oxycodone 7.5mg x2 a day, 800mg Gabapentin x4 a day and 10mg of Baclofen x3 a day by pain management. During this time, I developed a taste for opiates and developed an addiction, unable to differentiate at times the desire for more medication due to want or physical need. In addition, I developed a panic disorder and have been prescribed Clonazepam 1mg x2 a day, unable to find relief with SSRIs, Buspar or other medications. Due to the intermittent nature of the panic attacks, I would often take .5mg for relief from anxiety and 1mg at most. If in opiate withdraw, I would take 4 to 5mg spread out throughout a day. Since then, I have moved to three different states, lost insurance from lack of work, and came off and on opiates and benzos. I rarely have bought pills off the street, occasionally using 15-30 mg of oxycodone or low dose morphine from a friend, despite running out and have never used them in any way other than oral route, withdrawing for extended periods of time when not having access to doctors.
Recently, I have been in pain management again after gaining employment almost a year ago. At the max, my pain management doctor would prescribe Norco 10 x4 a day with Baclofen 10 x3 and refused to increase my doses. The cycle continued, taking more medication than prescribed, running out and unable to procure more, having no connection to outside sources and fear of doctor shopping. At the most, I would take 60 to 100mg of hydrocodone spread out throughout a day. I made the decision to begin methadone maintenance almost two weeks ago in order to find pain relief and avoid losing my job and friends to addictive thoughts and behaviors. I began methadone at 20mg and increased my dose to 30mg three days later, which is what I'm currently at now. When taking the methadone, I feel somewhat high with altered perception from about one hour to 6 hours after taking my dose, gradually diminishing throughout the day until the morning where I feel normal but in horrendous pain. Since taking the methadone, my pain is relieved for about 9 hours and lessened a little for the rest of the time until my next dose, however I have been having panic attacks basically everyday. Having no experience with methadone, I believe since the effect are similar but not identical to hydrocodone or oxycodone, my paranoia and fears about how I feel are triggering anxiety since I have not stabilized yet. In addition, since I have no experience with methadone, I am terrified of taking both the Baclofen or the Clonazepam despite desperately needing both. My leg feels almost like a brick with spasms and the anxiety is crippling at times.
So with this, I ask: With my history, would taking the Baclofen as prescribed 10mg at three times a day and .5mg-1mg of Clonazepam once a day cause likely overdose and/or death with the 30mg of Methadone once a day. I will add that when I was admitted to the Methadone clinic, I informed both the doctor and the counselor that I was prescribed the Baclofen at 10mg x3 a day and Clonazepam 1mg x2 a day and neither of them batted an eye or warned me of any interactions between any of these medications. I am aware that I sound like a raving lunatic and likely overreacting due to the anxiety, so I thank anyone who has bared with me and read this post.
I am a 26 year old female and have congenital talocalcaneal hindfoot coalition of my left foot, which means that the bones in the back of my foot which should be able to move independently have fused together and cause limited range of motion, pain, muscle spasms and tightness of my left calf, weakness and most recently, sciatica of my left buttocks and back thigh due to spasms from misalignment of the hip. I need surgery to reconstruct my foot and extend the Achilles's tendon, however will not be able to afford it until the preexisting exclusion of my health insurance expires and I can manage the time off of work. Because of this, I have been in and out of pain management for the past three to four years to treat the pain and spasms caused by the condition. When I was originally diagnosed, I was prescribed Norco 10mg x4 a day, Oxycodone 7.5mg x2 a day, 800mg Gabapentin x4 a day and 10mg of Baclofen x3 a day by pain management. During this time, I developed a taste for opiates and developed an addiction, unable to differentiate at times the desire for more medication due to want or physical need. In addition, I developed a panic disorder and have been prescribed Clonazepam 1mg x2 a day, unable to find relief with SSRIs, Buspar or other medications. Due to the intermittent nature of the panic attacks, I would often take .5mg for relief from anxiety and 1mg at most. If in opiate withdraw, I would take 4 to 5mg spread out throughout a day. Since then, I have moved to three different states, lost insurance from lack of work, and came off and on opiates and benzos. I rarely have bought pills off the street, occasionally using 15-30 mg of oxycodone or low dose morphine from a friend, despite running out and have never used them in any way other than oral route, withdrawing for extended periods of time when not having access to doctors.
Recently, I have been in pain management again after gaining employment almost a year ago. At the max, my pain management doctor would prescribe Norco 10 x4 a day with Baclofen 10 x3 and refused to increase my doses. The cycle continued, taking more medication than prescribed, running out and unable to procure more, having no connection to outside sources and fear of doctor shopping. At the most, I would take 60 to 100mg of hydrocodone spread out throughout a day. I made the decision to begin methadone maintenance almost two weeks ago in order to find pain relief and avoid losing my job and friends to addictive thoughts and behaviors. I began methadone at 20mg and increased my dose to 30mg three days later, which is what I'm currently at now. When taking the methadone, I feel somewhat high with altered perception from about one hour to 6 hours after taking my dose, gradually diminishing throughout the day until the morning where I feel normal but in horrendous pain. Since taking the methadone, my pain is relieved for about 9 hours and lessened a little for the rest of the time until my next dose, however I have been having panic attacks basically everyday. Having no experience with methadone, I believe since the effect are similar but not identical to hydrocodone or oxycodone, my paranoia and fears about how I feel are triggering anxiety since I have not stabilized yet. In addition, since I have no experience with methadone, I am terrified of taking both the Baclofen or the Clonazepam despite desperately needing both. My leg feels almost like a brick with spasms and the anxiety is crippling at times.
So with this, I ask: With my history, would taking the Baclofen as prescribed 10mg at three times a day and .5mg-1mg of Clonazepam once a day cause likely overdose and/or death with the 30mg of Methadone once a day. I will add that when I was admitted to the Methadone clinic, I informed both the doctor and the counselor that I was prescribed the Baclofen at 10mg x3 a day and Clonazepam 1mg x2 a day and neither of them batted an eye or warned me of any interactions between any of these medications. I am aware that I sound like a raving lunatic and likely overreacting due to the anxiety, so I thank anyone who has bared with me and read this post.
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