Wiki: "In the context of bipolar disorder, a mixed state is a condition during which symptoms of mania and depression occur simultaneously."
Its pretty fucking weird and I don't like it and when it gets to be too much I go back on the meds again. I just took 20mg of Celexa (which has been upped to 40 but I haven't even started taking it). Tommorow night I will start off with a small dose of Seroquel and prepare for weeks of deep sleep. Oh well atleast I'll be sane (in my own way).
No more self-medicating bipolar with weed for me. It worked to an extent but it can't do the job on its own. Its amazing that I have as severe of a case of bipolar and was able to make it for quite a while only taking a low dose benzo for anxiety and smoking a half a gram a day or so of pot. No crazy meds needed.
Chemical lobotomy here I come! At this point I welcome one. Peace out bluelight. I've got to figure out whether I'm happy, sad, or pissed the fuck off.
Edit: Oh and best of all even though I still like to smoke pot and drink on the meds I pretty much can't. Once I have taken a Seroquel I'm good for maybe 3 beers and then I better have my ass in bed.
Its pretty fucking weird and I don't like it and when it gets to be too much I go back on the meds again. I just took 20mg of Celexa (which has been upped to 40 but I haven't even started taking it). Tommorow night I will start off with a small dose of Seroquel and prepare for weeks of deep sleep. Oh well atleast I'll be sane (in my own way).
No more self-medicating bipolar with weed for me. It worked to an extent but it can't do the job on its own. Its amazing that I have as severe of a case of bipolar and was able to make it for quite a while only taking a low dose benzo for anxiety and smoking a half a gram a day or so of pot. No crazy meds needed.
Chemical lobotomy here I come! At this point I welcome one. Peace out bluelight. I've got to figure out whether I'm happy, sad, or pissed the fuck off.
Edit: Oh and best of all even though I still like to smoke pot and drink on the meds I pretty much can't. Once I have taken a Seroquel I'm good for maybe 3 beers and then I better have my ass in bed.