Cocaine missing all in despair

[valerion]

​​First of all excuse my bad english . I have read over and over again your posts on this site. I must say that this site is absolut​ely fantastic .


I despair at what is happening to me and I can not find help anywhere. I'm a drug addict long , with long periods clean through . Started to inject me with heroin at age 14 . Then came the cocaine and especially speedball . Consume much until the mid-twenties . Never missed a shot . Maybe once or twice at the most!


I went back to injected me a few months ago . With heroin and cocaine . Everything ok . Two months ago I stopped consuming heroin - I am taking methadone . My consumption of cocaine has increased a lot since then . At first everything ok . Great shots and great rushes .


But since a few weeks PASS UP A TERRIBLE THING inexplicable there - all the shots that I stick in the veins come out to stop them . And I 'm sure I hit the vein , draw blood and it comes in the quiet , inject the solution and it goes without difficulty and without any pain. Just do not feel rush and then I see and have slightly swollen arm without any pain . Without being a huge hematoma as when it misses a shot. Only injection seems that enters the vein and back out for her.


Is this possible ? the veins are damaged and leave out the soução to inject them ?


Please someone help me!...

Already sent out hundreds and hundreds of Euros. I want to stop drinking but this is driving me crazy because I can not have only once that feeling of pleasure. And I think I may be becoming dangerous for me because with this inexplicable thing I end up giving a behind the other and already I have no idea of ​​the huge amount of drugs I'm sticking in the body shots. Because, after all, I am very high.


The other day, in desperation, I called a telephone health. I told my problem to the nurse who attended me and she says that the veins are not closed loops, and the drug out through the holes in the damaged veins. Never seen anything like this here writing found odd.


Someone help me out of kindness!


thank you

 

[Mr.Scagnattie]

Does this happen with different veins or is it only the one spot? The vein could have become damaged (IV coke is very hard on the veins), causing it to basically collapse, but not 100%, still allowing for a small bit of blood flow, which is why you can still register, but the vein can't carry the solution to your heart, causing the swelling and lack of any feeling.

 

[valerion]

That's the thing. It happens with the main veins of the arms. But now it happens so with some veins that i just used two or three times and i left them quite for a time to them to rest. For sometime to now it´s very very difficult to me to do a nice clean shot. All my life it was a very easy thing that never failed. And now, thats just not the thing i tell, as well it became very dificult, almost imposssibel to hit a vein and do a shot nicely. Something is wrong with all my veins. Even the other veins that i almost never use - now when i try to do a shot on one of them, it´s the same history. I find the vein, i register very good, i push the shot slowly, i register again with carefull to check, ít´s there, i push a little more, it don´t hurt nothing, i don´t feel the rush, i see a soft numb around it, i release that i miss it, i register again and it comes the blood easily...

I don´t know, maybe it´s not to understand. You understand my stupid hard situation?

Thanx a lot for your kindness to answer me

 

[valerion]

Even now I gave it a shot into a vein in the middle of the arm, went fine, no pain, no abscess, but I felt like it should feel the effect of the product and now I have the arm up and down with yellow spots, as a kind of fruit rotten.


Want can I do?