Innerpeace
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Did this first time while girlfriend watched me. did it in a hotel. watched Tv, listened to music...
previous experience with this was 11 mgs mixed with 5-mapb. other experience: have done 5 mapb four times previous, abused ecstacy fifteen years ago bout thirty nights
I didnt even know if was going to do it or not. already tested it via marquis, marke, mandalin tests, did allergy tests, and tried it before mixed with 5-mapb...Had sex with my girl as sex comes before drugs after I came in her, decided sure, bc had the next few days free
took 20-22 mg at 8:40
by 9:10 coming up and wow intense emotions came up, thought a lot about my mom and how she has aged over the years , and how I must treat her well, time literally felt like it slowed down , dont know if visuals or not as I closed my eyes a lot.. got a body massage and head massage from girlfriend and it felt like chemicals were releasing in my brain as she did this. I cried over a friend who died and its been 2.5 years and I went to his funeral and haven't cried in a long time and my girlfriend just held me. I have no idea why i cried over him , it just came out though. He was 89 years years old and same age my grandmom, whom i took care of for two years died, so i dont know if there was a correlation or what
possible breathing and wavy of things, not really sure though I know I felt different and really good, and in touch with my emotions- it seemed to have this effect on me. I seemed to talk quite a bit as well
at one time i wasnt making sense to myself , only that i have a passion for a certain thing, and I talked to gf about personal stuff and finally got it out. After 12-1 things slowed down and while still experiencing it by 2-3 it was slower , and took a 1000 mgs phenibut for relaxing, and stayed up until breakfast was served at 6 am, ate and went to bed
summing up my first tryptamine experience i, I think sex before hand relaxed me, and made come up easier , since heart was beating fast from sex, and went through system faster. It was fun, intense, pleasurable, certain and stuff maybe breathed, or maybe not, didnt really notice, I noticed I felt quite different
previous experience with this was 11 mgs mixed with 5-mapb. other experience: have done 5 mapb four times previous, abused ecstacy fifteen years ago bout thirty nights
I didnt even know if was going to do it or not. already tested it via marquis, marke, mandalin tests, did allergy tests, and tried it before mixed with 5-mapb...Had sex with my girl as sex comes before drugs after I came in her, decided sure, bc had the next few days free
took 20-22 mg at 8:40
by 9:10 coming up and wow intense emotions came up, thought a lot about my mom and how she has aged over the years , and how I must treat her well, time literally felt like it slowed down , dont know if visuals or not as I closed my eyes a lot.. got a body massage and head massage from girlfriend and it felt like chemicals were releasing in my brain as she did this. I cried over a friend who died and its been 2.5 years and I went to his funeral and haven't cried in a long time and my girlfriend just held me. I have no idea why i cried over him , it just came out though. He was 89 years years old and same age my grandmom, whom i took care of for two years died, so i dont know if there was a correlation or what
possible breathing and wavy of things, not really sure though I know I felt different and really good, and in touch with my emotions- it seemed to have this effect on me. I seemed to talk quite a bit as well
at one time i wasnt making sense to myself , only that i have a passion for a certain thing, and I talked to gf about personal stuff and finally got it out. After 12-1 things slowed down and while still experiencing it by 2-3 it was slower , and took a 1000 mgs phenibut for relaxing, and stayed up until breakfast was served at 6 am, ate and went to bed
summing up my first tryptamine experience i, I think sex before hand relaxed me, and made come up easier , since heart was beating fast from sex, and went through system faster. It was fun, intense, pleasurable, certain and stuff maybe breathed, or maybe not, didnt really notice, I noticed I felt quite different