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Harm Reduction Might have fucked up...

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This is starting to get exceedingly scarey, I really hope nothing bad came of it. :(
 
I'm here guys. I am fine now, and re-reading my first post makes me feel like a damn idiot. Only adderall does this shit to me so no more amps for me. No way no how because I am normally a very cautious person when it comes to drugs. 2100mg soma is pretty ridiculous, as I only take 4-5 for a mega buzz with a slight tolerance. I could have died yesterday.

I had to go to court this morning, and only slept about 10 hours. I did take my single 350mg dose of Soma with no ill effects, and will lay off them.

Now I think it's time to recover though. Darvocet-Never again. Adderall-Never again. Sleep deprivision-Never again. Add all 3 and you get a horrible death. I'm surprised I didn't die being 18 and 116lbs...
 
Hes fine. Totally functional, on a site, posting things, thinking perfectly clearly?

Hes fine.

Everyones always so paranoid about this shit. AM I GOING TO DIE ZOMG!!! You should know if youre going to die....I mean comeon. You dont know when you feel bad enough that you need to go to the hospital? If you dont know how bad you feel and when its time for the ER, how in gods name could anyone else? Comeon man you should know when you feel fucked up and when you feel fine, no one else can tell you when you feel bad enough that you need to go to the hospital.

Literally no one else can tell you how bad YOU feel.

Though I'll tell you this much: you wouldn't be making posts on BL checking in every 30mins if your heart was on the verge of exploding in your chest
 
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Hes fine. Totally functional, on a site, posting things, thinking perfectly clearly?

Hes fine.

Everyones always so paranoid about this shit. AM I GOING TO DIE ZOMG!!! You should know if youre going to die....I mean comeon. You dont know when you feel bad enough that you need to go to the hospital? If you dont know how bad you feel and when its time for the ER, how in gods name could anyone else? Comeon man you should know when you feel fucked up and when you feel fine, no one else can tell you when you feel bad enough that you need to go to the hospital.

Literally no one else can tell you how bad YOU feel.

Though I'll tell you this much: you wouldn't be making posts on BL checking in every 30mins if your heart was on the verge of exploding in your chest
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And I agree 100%. But it's a scary situation, and that's why I didn't want to go to the hospital because that would be REALLY bad to check into a hospital twice in 2 weeks esp. before court.

But I do believe you're speaking the truth. Kudos.
 
Just very glad you are okay! Sounds like you learned a tough but important lesson. Just take what you can from it, and don't be too harsh on yourself about the past.
 
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