OK so my 10 tiny pink research pellets (like little antihistamines) arrived marked at 150ug 1plsd ea.
I thought it was to be 1cp, but glad they came, very very glad.
I put 2 away and smashed up 8 in a mortar and pestle then I added 48 droppers worth of distilled water, first by washing off the mortar of any pink dust,
and then stirring with the dropper to make a suspension or at least a slurry.
The crushed bits did not want to float but I kept at it, by pouring it into the dropper bottle then dropping in some of the pink water into the pestle stirring, and spilling it into the dropper bottle until the pestle was 99% clean.
the rest went on finger and into mouth.
My guesstimate was I ingested ~10-20Ug, certainly less than 1/6th of a tiny pill while cleaning the vessel.. why waste!!
An hour later I was definitely affected, speedy and altered, 2 hours later, the visuals effects are enhanced color and lights feathered on the streets. everything looks lovely, the mind is very philosophical, and I pondered this Yom Kippur theme of attempting to remember any promises made to G-d in the last year but not fulfilled. i.e. where I promise G-d something if only this works out or if that works out.
And mostly there is very little of that nature, but perhaps I have to remember my terrific paypal order of cycling hats which arrived more pleasantly than expected, but that is not a situation where I was attempting to invoke anything else than the ordinary, I just had to do it three times.
Mostly it was a year of nothing special, except my grandson was born last november, and though I promised my daughter I would pray, I mostly just imagined good health to the family for half an hour, at night in bed, and that is it (I don't do regular prayer, my relationship to the infinite is more like breathing eating drinking and thinking, etc.). I made no other promises to G-d, and by thinking about the fortunate birth now, I guess I am doing the Yom Kippur thing. why not!?)
- see I got philosophical - I'm talking to myself 6 hrs later
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So I will probably skip at least a day, and then test 1/2 dropper which should be ~12ug, to see how I like it, if it is anything like how it feels now, then 8 pellets could stretch into a hundred little sessions, almost a year.
my take at the moment is pellets are a way better deal than blotters, but it takes a lot of discipline to make a good dosing kit, and not waste any. but at least they should break in half easy and then work with 75ug hits (there is a depression across the middle on one side for this very purpose I am sure - great product).
