I've been on suboxone for a few years after getting hooked on oxy after a car accident. I just don't feel"right". No real enotions or passion. I need to try other means. I've done all Dr stuff, meds, meeting, therapy and my mind just feels cloudy and dead. Getting off subs is very hard and I wish I never started. I need to do something. I have a great family, wife, kids and they had me. I'm 43 and tripped at least 60 times but all before the age of 23. I was wondering if anyone has used psychedelics (lsd,mushrooms) to battle opiod or depression. Dosage, how many times, what to focus on during trip. I only had 1 bad experience before and really enjoyed the rest. I'm just existing now, wasting valuable time. I need to break through this and live again. I've read great things about iboine and ayhiwaska. If you have info that experience that would be great as well. I'm not looking for a hook up just everything else. Thanks