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Ok, I'm rx'd methylphenidate (Ritalin IR, for legit ADHD) 20 mgs 3 x's a day but of course blew it in a week. So, I'm using Concerta 54 mgs atm & I take off coating, peel off plastic cover & chop pink n white insides, discarding only the plastic & gray matter. I then swallow them bc I tried snorting once n all I got was a glue like snot blowing experience lol.
Anyway, I usually take, snorted, 30 mgs every 2 to 2 & 1/2 hrs for about 18-30 hrs or so. Sometimes doin 10 mg bumps between 30's. I'm talking of my Ritalin IR here.
Today I did the above prep with the Concertas (54 mgs) & I took one at 6 am, another at 8:44 am & just took one at 1:16 pm. I feel absolutely nothing. What could b the issue here? I wonder if it's a tolerance issue as my tolerance to methylphenidate is pretty high. I've done 300+ mgs in 30-38 hrs. 200 mgs a few times in about 12-15 hrs.
I'm at 162 mgs in 7 hrs. So, tolerance or what?
Also, so I dnt start another thread, my dr is talking of switching me to Adderall instead of methylphenidate bc my "children are on it so I should b on the same medication." His words. What sense does that make? Dnt they act differently? I'm literally scared of Adderall (well XR, IR I'm ok) so how can I explain to him that I can't take XR bc I had a bad reaction n only will try IR? I can't tell him I tried XR bc I was nvr prescribed Adderall, I had tried a friend's.
I'm not asking how to get drugs or what to say but how to explain, without basically ratting myself out I self experimented, that XR formulations are not a good mixture for me.
The Adderall XR (30 mgs) caused extreme energy (I literally walked my town the entire time, talkin to the poor bf who I made come along lol) for 5 hrs followed by 9+ hours of pure hell filled with panic & anxiety that handfuls of alprazolam & clonazepam didn't even phase. My methylphenidate calms me, helps me focus n does give me motivation but not a speedy rush. I hate when drs gotta mess with stuff that isn't broken!
Thanks!!
Anyway, I usually take, snorted, 30 mgs every 2 to 2 & 1/2 hrs for about 18-30 hrs or so. Sometimes doin 10 mg bumps between 30's. I'm talking of my Ritalin IR here.
Today I did the above prep with the Concertas (54 mgs) & I took one at 6 am, another at 8:44 am & just took one at 1:16 pm. I feel absolutely nothing. What could b the issue here? I wonder if it's a tolerance issue as my tolerance to methylphenidate is pretty high. I've done 300+ mgs in 30-38 hrs. 200 mgs a few times in about 12-15 hrs.
I'm at 162 mgs in 7 hrs. So, tolerance or what?
Also, so I dnt start another thread, my dr is talking of switching me to Adderall instead of methylphenidate bc my "children are on it so I should b on the same medication." His words. What sense does that make? Dnt they act differently? I'm literally scared of Adderall (well XR, IR I'm ok) so how can I explain to him that I can't take XR bc I had a bad reaction n only will try IR? I can't tell him I tried XR bc I was nvr prescribed Adderall, I had tried a friend's.
I'm not asking how to get drugs or what to say but how to explain, without basically ratting myself out I self experimented, that XR formulations are not a good mixture for me.
The Adderall XR (30 mgs) caused extreme energy (I literally walked my town the entire time, talkin to the poor bf who I made come along lol) for 5 hrs followed by 9+ hours of pure hell filled with panic & anxiety that handfuls of alprazolam & clonazepam didn't even phase. My methylphenidate calms me, helps me focus n does give me motivation but not a speedy rush. I hate when drs gotta mess with stuff that isn't broken!
Thanks!!
