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Bluelight Crew
Set & setting are crucial aspects to this drug
WOW
Never had an experience like that before.
First time I'd taken methylone, and we me and a mate took it indoors with a bit of music. It started off nice I think, a warm, happy come-up, which for me got strangely overwhelming.
I felt like I had all this energy that I couldn't get out, because I was so content just sitting still. Then this content slowly changed to panic over the hours. And I became a panicking mess for 24 hours. Whenver I tried to sleep, all I could think about was how much I needed to sleep. But I thought about it so hard that it made the task impossible. Leading to more panic. Vicious cycle.
Finally got to sleep about 24 hours after taking it. Not had the best nights sleep. But starting to feel more back to normal now.
Don't think I'll be taking it again.
In some ways methylone kicks the shit outta MDMA - some disagree bigtime with that idea others seem won over by it.
my wife thinks MDMA is superior to methylone - but she's a fool.:D
This sounds similar to what I experienced yesterday. My friends all took a similar dose to me of around 100mg, but they didn't seem to suffer on the comedown, just inabiity tosleep.
Anxiety reached rediculous levels, I lost the ability to communicate with words, I wanted to but I couldn't get them out. Couldn't stop shaking. Restless legs, the need to just kick out and clench my fists. This happened when I tried to sleep too. Negative thoughts on a loop in my head, the more I told myself to calm down and try to ease my mind the worse it got.
When I did go to bed at about 11.30pm sunday night when I closed my eyes I could see black figures dancing and my legs were still kicking out, then my whole body would tense up.
I took this at about 1am Sunday morning.
Even now I still have this awful feeling of restless ness. I feel like screaming. I've only just managed to eat some vegetable soup after failing to managed half a slice of cheese on toast last night.
Just goes to show you think you know a drug but it's all variable. I've taken it many times before but it's not one for me any more
Really really really wish I had some benzos. I need to go outside but the thought is not a nice one.
I don't how anyone can call M1 superior in any way to MDMA. The high is short and nowhere near as good, and the comedown is the worst from anything I've ever taken in my life. Each to their own, though.
Well my little episode after got a bit worse. After not sleeping for nearly 48 hours after the comedown off just 1 250mg bomb, I ended up worrying my self into such a panic, I took advice on here to give booze a try to calm me. I wasn't in the right frame of mind for that though. Ended up drinking a bottle and half of red wine. Freaking out and making my housemates get an ambulance for me.
Fucking stupid.
Took me to hospital, where they knew pretty much what was going on, and that I just needed time. So despite them not even knowing what Methylone was, they probably did the right thing in just keeping an eye on me for a few hours and then sending me home. Told me to try and get sleep on my own and it will pass. This was on Saturday. I feel back to my normal self now pretty much. But still haven't managed much sleep. Think I've tricked my brain into thinking it can't sleep.
Basically down to my complete lack of inexperience with stimulant comedowns I think. I've only ever had Mdma and Meph before, and been fine off them.