champ
Bluelighter
Ingested 170 mg of methylone on a full stomach, had drank 3 small glasses of wine over the course of the evening.
Felt the first alert within 15 minutes, very much like an mdma comeup: fluttery stomach, electricity rushing through the body, vision starts to blur and mildly empathogenic feelings toward others begin to surface rapidly.
During the first hour there is a marked upward rise, I want to listen more than talk and overall felt very serene and centered but not really euphoric. As others on this site and elsewhere have mentioned, there was no mdma 'push' and I didn't miss it.
Spent the next four hours talking with friends and thought that the methylone broadened our conversation, made everything very comfortable and cozy. I felt frequent waves of contentment and happiness washing over/through me for about 2.5 hours. The come-down seemed to consist of the waves of contentment coming less and less frequently (to my disappointment) yet I retained a steady level of underlying stimulation without emotion. I really wanted to prolong the good feeling, even though it's not even one of the best feelings I have ever had, and thought about taking more. Of course I knew this was a useless proposition and so I just went along with the descent. At about the 4 hour mark I blinked my eyes and realized I was too tired to think and had to get into bed immediately.
I snuggled in bed with my SO for another hour or so (which was really enhanced) then fell into a dreamless sleep.
When I wake up 7 hours later, I totally feel like I am tripping...much harder than I was the previous evening! The ceiling and my skin look rather like they are made of a million tiny dots and I get very uneasy. I am horribly panic-stricken by the notion that I accidentally dosed 170 mg DOC instead of methylone because I feel so altered. I really panic-- my heart beating wildly, shallow breathing--and try to make certain I didn't make such a mistake even though the notion is totally illogical because no one else who dosed with me feels like this and I have everything clearly labeled. I even do a marquis test and it is the methylone reaction, so I start to calm down a bit and just start doing things that don't take any concentration...like household chores, all the while feeling incredibly shaky but trying not to think about it. I eat a sandwich and start to calm down, have a headache. I don't feel entirely normal until about 3 hours later.
Overall, I am not so sure how well the methylone treated me. My friends seemed to gain more pleasure from the experience than I did and the strange irrational panic attack I had the day after suggests that this chemical may not agree with me. I found myself missing a certain depth and was wishing something more profound would manifest itself. Nonetheless, it was really fun at times and I would possibly--if I am honest, probably--do it again (maybe a smaller dose?).
Felt the first alert within 15 minutes, very much like an mdma comeup: fluttery stomach, electricity rushing through the body, vision starts to blur and mildly empathogenic feelings toward others begin to surface rapidly.
During the first hour there is a marked upward rise, I want to listen more than talk and overall felt very serene and centered but not really euphoric. As others on this site and elsewhere have mentioned, there was no mdma 'push' and I didn't miss it.
Spent the next four hours talking with friends and thought that the methylone broadened our conversation, made everything very comfortable and cozy. I felt frequent waves of contentment and happiness washing over/through me for about 2.5 hours. The come-down seemed to consist of the waves of contentment coming less and less frequently (to my disappointment) yet I retained a steady level of underlying stimulation without emotion. I really wanted to prolong the good feeling, even though it's not even one of the best feelings I have ever had, and thought about taking more. Of course I knew this was a useless proposition and so I just went along with the descent. At about the 4 hour mark I blinked my eyes and realized I was too tired to think and had to get into bed immediately.
I snuggled in bed with my SO for another hour or so (which was really enhanced) then fell into a dreamless sleep.
When I wake up 7 hours later, I totally feel like I am tripping...much harder than I was the previous evening! The ceiling and my skin look rather like they are made of a million tiny dots and I get very uneasy. I am horribly panic-stricken by the notion that I accidentally dosed 170 mg DOC instead of methylone because I feel so altered. I really panic-- my heart beating wildly, shallow breathing--and try to make certain I didn't make such a mistake even though the notion is totally illogical because no one else who dosed with me feels like this and I have everything clearly labeled. I even do a marquis test and it is the methylone reaction, so I start to calm down a bit and just start doing things that don't take any concentration...like household chores, all the while feeling incredibly shaky but trying not to think about it. I eat a sandwich and start to calm down, have a headache. I don't feel entirely normal until about 3 hours later.
Overall, I am not so sure how well the methylone treated me. My friends seemed to gain more pleasure from the experience than I did and the strange irrational panic attack I had the day after suggests that this chemical may not agree with me. I found myself missing a certain depth and was wishing something more profound would manifest itself. Nonetheless, it was really fun at times and I would possibly--if I am honest, probably--do it again (maybe a smaller dose?).
