Sweetshare
Bluelighter
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- May 14, 2011
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In general, what can I say? I do not like dissociatives.
Really now? when i started working out and was on Risperdol for 6 months getting a chest.. to let it go.. i got my first set of man boobs.. its now recalled and lawsuits are pouring in.. gonna have to take a look at these structures and see if theres any comparison... do you happen to have a link for where you got this info about etizolam from????? thanks and by vanilla do you mean anything to do with the sky?
I really like this post your right on the money. And also the part about liking downers but not alcohol, thats me right there!!!!!!
This stuff is just too good tho. I dont understand it, heres what makes it addictive for me...
It has the most desirable effects of any drug for me ive ever tried... and ON TOP OF THAT FACT
it has NO BODYLOAD, NO COMEDOWN, AND NO HANGOVER. No other drug even comes CLOSE to that profile for me.
Furthermore I have pushed this shit HARD, to the point of attending EDC Vegas and entering the deepest holes of my life for 2 days straight, and dosing moderate doses for another 2 days (not acheiving hole but still getting around the area) then I just stopped once i got back home, went sober for a full week, and NEVER HAD A COME DOWN NEVER HAD BAD THOUGHTS NEVER HAD ANYTHING, and trust me i will even admit, I DESERVE A COMEDOWN FOR HOW MUCH FUN I HAD AND HOW HARD I PUSHED IT, BUT IT WAS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND! It doesnt make sense!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The only thing ive experienced is my tolerance is slowly but surely creeping up here... not too fast, but its not stopping....
Right now I dose about 1-4 times a week. The rest of the time im 100% sober. I promise you on everything this substance has help me quit weed and all cannabanoids cold turkey, as well as quit mdma and psychadelics entirely, because now MXE is the only thing I crave.
The rest of the work week i am 100% sober as a flute with no alc no Mxe no weed no nothing, and things have just been improving.
Im very interesting to see where this heads... because ive never heard of a life IMPROVING drug, only how slowly but surely it will bring you down.
I would ASSUME there must be something bad about this chem, but to be honest I AM LOOKING VERY HARD AND HAVENT FOUND IT WITH NO COMEDOWN HANGOVER OR BODYLOAD, no matter how hard you push it.
Let me know..
About the w/d, I had what I would call restless legs syndrome but it was affecting my whole body, it was like I wanted to explode in to million pieces, couldn't stay still at all, I was just marching around the apartment, stretching a lot etc. It was quite terrible. Also had the typical running nose and I felt quite cold even when it was warm inside. Mentally I was depressed and anxious. I was aching a lot too but that might be because of the way I treated my body under the influence, not necessary due to the drug. I do yoga occasionally and I did that too on mxe, it was like "oh boy I didn't know the human body is even capable of this!" I managed to get myself in pretty crazy postures and did extremely stupid excercises because of the analgesic aspect of mxe. Can't remember if there was anything else.
Under the influence of MXE, I turned into a completely different person, I would do things that I definately would never do sober.
I think we need a new category of addiction. There's physical addiction, then there's mental addiction. But what about spiritual addiction? MXE hits on all 3 fronts.
What is it about MXE that drives its users to flush it down the toilet? It seems to be a unique and quite common side effect of this drug. I've lost count of how many times I've heard of people doing that.dumping my (big) stash into the toilet.
Good point. I've found dissociative addiction to attack the spirit more so than the body or mind. This becomes dangerous because how does one's spirit recover from addiction?I think we need a new category of addiction. There's physical addiction, then there's mental addiction. But what about spiritual addiction? MXE hits on all 3 fronts.
Fuck.In response to the flushing phenomenon, many people who have used MXE experience a very intimate connection with their highest power, the Godhead as it may be called- but there is a duality to it, for positive can not exist without negative- Satan as it may be called. Seeing both sides in a moment of clarity can be enough for the user's higher power to say 'OK, however mind blowing that may have been, I'm glad to have experienced it but I don't need to experience it again!'