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RCs Methoxetamine NO JOKE

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I am going to preface my warning with the statement: "What I did was stupid"
That said here is what happened.
Last night started innocently enough. I had done a tiny test bump of the 250mg order of methoxetamine 2 days previous with a light and pleasant experience. Ready to test out this RC I did not measure with a scale as I had no scale to measure such a tiny amount. I was aiming for 50mgs so I split up the remaining 200mgs accordingly. Myself and my SO proceeded to nasally consume about 50mgs each. It went well for about an hour. Then I decided we should reload with another 50mgs. VERY bad mistake! I cannot even begin to describe the level of physical, emotional, and psychological discomfort. I had not tried ketamine at all before and was completely unprepared for the "dissociative" experience. I am a seasoned vet of many drugs and especially hallucinogens. I am also a member of the medical professional community. I had to repeatedly confirm to myself and my SO that we were not in fact going to die. The strangest and most uncomfortable trip in my experience. Ever. Several hours of complete hell. I have ridden out some bad trips before, but this one may have taken the cake. Warning to anyone: measure your dose accurately and wait a sufficient amount of time before even thinking about re dosing. I would not wish that experience on my worst enemy.
 
You should write a trip report and put it in the TR forum. It would certainly be in the best interest of harm reduction to share your story with a broader audience.
 
I've taken large (~100mg) doses of MXE and it was confusing beyond belief. I went cave-diving in my mind (as in, I experienced what it was to dive using Scuba equipment in a cave - something that had been on my mind due to recent Scuba diving experiences) and floated away to another realm. It was all very vivid. Things got quite introspective and I was thinking about my current life situation, both the good and bad points.

If you're inexperienced with dissociatives and unsure what to expect then I imagine that it could be very unsettling - they're not for everyone. However, what some people might find terrifying is exactly what others (i.e. seasoned dissociative users) might be looking for. It's all about set, setting, and your state of mind.

Not to downplay your negative experience, just hoping to offer an alternative perspective.

And yes, a trip report would be most welcome if you would be willing to write one. I would be interested in hearing more of this uncomfortable experience; if nothing else, it would highlight the fact that this drug is not for everyone.
 
Check out Trip Reports and write one up if you're willing, we'd be interested to see it :)

I'm going to go ahead and close this, as its not really OD material.
 
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