Hi all,
thought that i should report on my methoxetamine habituation that now lasts for more than 3 month.
Usage pattern:
- 20 - 30 mg nasally every 2 hours during the day, summing up to around 100 mg a day. Alternative routes for light doses (10 - 30 mg), sublingual and oral work evenly well. Repeated insufflations can lead to dry nostrils, so that mxe absorbtion can be delayed. On this level, mxe is no where psychedelic, rather a handy mood booster with a nice twist.
- large doses >70 mg i do only rarely and in suitable settings, as the experience is a lot more psychedelic and offers something for the psychonaut (see 100 mg experience).
Long term physiologic effects:
I have so far noticed three different changes in pysiology:
- I suspect a supressive action of mxe on adrenal glands. I came to this conclusion as i have noticed subjective decresing levels of epinephrine and norepinephrine. Further a change in appetite towards a less fatty, more carbed diet. Finally i observed a heavier inflammatory impact on immune activation.
- Attenuation of parasymphatic activity, leading to a reduction of peristalsis eventually leading to obstipation and blocking the digestion induced tiredness.
- Increase in blood-pressure and constriction of peripheral blood vessles. This could also be a secondary effect of adrenal disregulation.
Despite the mentionned effects, it seems that mxe is rather well tolerated by the body.
Long term psychologic effects:
- Habit forming. Oh yes, it definitely is. As things begin to get bored (and that happens all the time), i feel tempted to do some mxe. At first i really enjoyed the relaxed "I feel great" state it put me in. But slowly, tolerance began to rise and i just felt "normal" when on mxe and "fucking grumpy bored" when not on mxe.
- Psychologically addictive. Well, i put myself off mxe a week ago when i finally noticed that mxe (like all other drugs) is in the end not THE cure for depression, even if it sometimes put me in longer states of hypomania that made me fulfil quite a bit of difficult tasks (thanks for that mxe btw). I am missing the mxe feel and i still long for it. Thanks to my Piracetam medication it's useles to do mxe atm while on Piracetam. Piracetam kills all the enjoyable effects of mxe and seems (at least for me) to offer a way out. I never had a Ketamine habit, but i imagine that withdrawal whise, k would behave similarly.
In retrospective, i would say that mxe can in higher doses offer fascinating dissociative experiences that can be mind-blowing and -changing. My feel is that mxe experiences tend to point strongly to the positive side. There is nonetheless a hidden "evil edge" that can manifest itself, nothing that an experienced psychonaut can't overcome tho. In lower doses, mxe offers still great mood boosting antidepessive properties for acute use or on occasion every now and then . What mxe is definitely unable of, is offering a long term treatment option for chronic depression or being a wonder tonic. Guys with bipolar should stay off chronic mxe use as mania induction is a well documented side effect of mxe. Please stay on your Lithium.
Methoxetamine: Big Pro's, big Con's and still a great drug! Nr.1 of dissociatives?
Stay safe,
thought that i should report on my methoxetamine habituation that now lasts for more than 3 month.
Usage pattern:
- 20 - 30 mg nasally every 2 hours during the day, summing up to around 100 mg a day. Alternative routes for light doses (10 - 30 mg), sublingual and oral work evenly well. Repeated insufflations can lead to dry nostrils, so that mxe absorbtion can be delayed. On this level, mxe is no where psychedelic, rather a handy mood booster with a nice twist.
- large doses >70 mg i do only rarely and in suitable settings, as the experience is a lot more psychedelic and offers something for the psychonaut (see 100 mg experience).
Long term physiologic effects:
I have so far noticed three different changes in pysiology:
- I suspect a supressive action of mxe on adrenal glands. I came to this conclusion as i have noticed subjective decresing levels of epinephrine and norepinephrine. Further a change in appetite towards a less fatty, more carbed diet. Finally i observed a heavier inflammatory impact on immune activation.
- Attenuation of parasymphatic activity, leading to a reduction of peristalsis eventually leading to obstipation and blocking the digestion induced tiredness.
- Increase in blood-pressure and constriction of peripheral blood vessles. This could also be a secondary effect of adrenal disregulation.
Despite the mentionned effects, it seems that mxe is rather well tolerated by the body.
Long term psychologic effects:
- Habit forming. Oh yes, it definitely is. As things begin to get bored (and that happens all the time), i feel tempted to do some mxe. At first i really enjoyed the relaxed "I feel great" state it put me in. But slowly, tolerance began to rise and i just felt "normal" when on mxe and "fucking grumpy bored" when not on mxe.
- Psychologically addictive. Well, i put myself off mxe a week ago when i finally noticed that mxe (like all other drugs) is in the end not THE cure for depression, even if it sometimes put me in longer states of hypomania that made me fulfil quite a bit of difficult tasks (thanks for that mxe btw). I am missing the mxe feel and i still long for it. Thanks to my Piracetam medication it's useles to do mxe atm while on Piracetam. Piracetam kills all the enjoyable effects of mxe and seems (at least for me) to offer a way out. I never had a Ketamine habit, but i imagine that withdrawal whise, k would behave similarly.
In retrospective, i would say that mxe can in higher doses offer fascinating dissociative experiences that can be mind-blowing and -changing. My feel is that mxe experiences tend to point strongly to the positive side. There is nonetheless a hidden "evil edge" that can manifest itself, nothing that an experienced psychonaut can't overcome tho. In lower doses, mxe offers still great mood boosting antidepessive properties for acute use or on occasion every now and then . What mxe is definitely unable of, is offering a long term treatment option for chronic depression or being a wonder tonic. Guys with bipolar should stay off chronic mxe use as mania induction is a well documented side effect of mxe. Please stay on your Lithium.
Methoxetamine: Big Pro's, big Con's and still a great drug! Nr.1 of dissociatives?
Stay safe,
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