Project Will
Bluelighter
I received my package of methoxetamine today and after taking a very small dose (~1-3mg) early in the day, decided to take some more about 3 hours ago.
(T-0:00) 20mg insufflated
The taste in my throat is not all that unpleasant. After a few minutes I notice my throat is slightly numb/tingly. The effects start within 20 minutes. I am slightly confused and have find it a little more difficult to form sentences than normal. I did not expect to feel this much from 20mg. I am noticeably high but can easily act normal if I need to.
(T+~1:00) I take another 20mg sublingual
The taste isn't very bad. I let the powder sit under my tongue for a few minutes before swallowing. I begin to feel the effects within 15 or 20 minutes or so. I find it very hard to keep track of time. I am confused and feel that I am forgetting something but I don't know what. It is hard to explain. Perhaps "dissociated" would be a good word for describing it. For the next hour I am sitting around looking at bluelight and listening to Ladysmith Black Mambazo. Music is noticeably enhanced. Euphoria is also present but not overwhelming.
(T+~2:00) Take another 20mg sublingual
As the third dose kicks in, confusion is building. I keep forgetting what is going on. I am sitting here and thinking, then forget what I was thinking about, or talking to my girl and forgetting what we were talking about in the middle of the conversation. I smoked a couple cigarettes and they went well with this substance.
I have a little experience with dissociative: used DXM 10-15 times as a kid and I have k-holed twice (used ket around 8 times total.) I would compare this feeling to ketamine with an opiate warmth. My skin feels fuzzy and good, legs and arms are very relaxed, body and face are kind of numb. Typing this has been quite difficult as I am still a little fucked up - took the last dose about an hour an a half ago.
I never felt like I was anywhere close to losing myself in a hole or anything, but there is quite a bit of confusion. Not in a scary way though. My thoughts are very jumbled. When I lay down and relax everything is comfortable, but as I type this I am having trouble thinking clearly. If you have ever tried looking for something you can't find while tripping, the confusion is similar to that. My words are not working very well right now.
I didn't get any visuals from 60mg, but I would imagine that at higher doses reality might warp. I am having trouble typing and thinking and shit so I am going to leave it at this. It has been a good experience and I plan on repeating it soon at a higher dose.
This stuff has great potential!
(T-0:00) 20mg insufflated
The taste in my throat is not all that unpleasant. After a few minutes I notice my throat is slightly numb/tingly. The effects start within 20 minutes. I am slightly confused and have find it a little more difficult to form sentences than normal. I did not expect to feel this much from 20mg. I am noticeably high but can easily act normal if I need to.
(T+~1:00) I take another 20mg sublingual
The taste isn't very bad. I let the powder sit under my tongue for a few minutes before swallowing. I begin to feel the effects within 15 or 20 minutes or so. I find it very hard to keep track of time. I am confused and feel that I am forgetting something but I don't know what. It is hard to explain. Perhaps "dissociated" would be a good word for describing it. For the next hour I am sitting around looking at bluelight and listening to Ladysmith Black Mambazo. Music is noticeably enhanced. Euphoria is also present but not overwhelming.
(T+~2:00) Take another 20mg sublingual
As the third dose kicks in, confusion is building. I keep forgetting what is going on. I am sitting here and thinking, then forget what I was thinking about, or talking to my girl and forgetting what we were talking about in the middle of the conversation. I smoked a couple cigarettes and they went well with this substance.
I have a little experience with dissociative: used DXM 10-15 times as a kid and I have k-holed twice (used ket around 8 times total.) I would compare this feeling to ketamine with an opiate warmth. My skin feels fuzzy and good, legs and arms are very relaxed, body and face are kind of numb. Typing this has been quite difficult as I am still a little fucked up - took the last dose about an hour an a half ago.
I never felt like I was anywhere close to losing myself in a hole or anything, but there is quite a bit of confusion. Not in a scary way though. My thoughts are very jumbled. When I lay down and relax everything is comfortable, but as I type this I am having trouble thinking clearly. If you have ever tried looking for something you can't find while tripping, the confusion is similar to that. My words are not working very well right now.
I didn't get any visuals from 60mg, but I would imagine that at higher doses reality might warp. I am having trouble typing and thinking and shit so I am going to leave it at this. It has been a good experience and I plan on repeating it soon at a higher dose.
This stuff has great potential!
