(Methoxetamine)+(alcohol) First time: Crazy

[Dave1985]

I posted a little on taking this last night and continued to do small bumps after i was unable/ didnt even think to post anymore. I had a very weird experience first thing was my deodorant can appeared as a female face and was talking to me and it was doing my head in so i had to throw it behind my desk although still hearing voices i could not see the face so made me feel a lil better. I continued to take a few more bumps ove a period of time then n eventualy had my last one turned my light off and got into bed. Thats when it got crazy , i didnt know who or what i was i just remember being this thing in a pool of blood or what i presumed was blood as all i could see was humans , cows and pigs going along this conveyor belt and being minced up at the end of it in this big rotating thing, i just assusmed this was my life having to watch this all the time, it wasnt scary it just felt normal. I remember coming round and recognising my bedroom and was having to question myself what was real, this blood and guts i was seeing or the bedroom i was in. I even went n woke my sis up in the early hours just to reasure myself that it was real life. I weighed out what i had left of my 500mg tonight and i have 310mg left, so i had 190mg in aprrox 4 hours. I would compare it with my first proper salvia trip , I also had 7 cans of beer during them 4 ish hours thus why i would of taken so much, as i would of had to much confidents taking a large ammount of chemical i have no idea about. Does this sound anything like a k-hole ? I have taken ket many times but also do with large ammounts of alcohol, alot more than 7 cans and i never remember being in such a state but my friends have assured me that i have been in one on more than one ocasion.

 

[butchek.k]

Simply...... No not a k-hole. Although by sounds you came fairly close. If u were in a hole u wouldn't even have been able to go and talk to your sister. Just the wild dissassociative effects of the compound (obviously mixed with alcohol) u experienced.

 

[psood0nym]

^Right, but he didn't use ketamine, and ketamine is incapacitating beyond a certain dosage point. Methoxetamine users report maintaining their motor faculties despite being in similar mind states as that of "k-holers". There may be a more general dissociative "breakthrough" point where some threshold of NMDA antagonism is crossed and new pathways of the brain suddenly light up. Who knows?

OP, the k-hole is not a metric by which to judge your experience. Other dissociatives result in similar states as that of a "k-hole," though the one you got to sounds both horrific and fascinating. You experienced the drastic qualitative shift in consciousness that is the hallmark of any breakthrough experience, whatever the class of drug.
Be safe.