Background:
10 stone 5, Male. Brand new to research chemicals. Done MDMA a good few times and 6-apb.
Excuse my lack of detail, as I wasn't planning on reporting this but I'm just lost upon what happened with my experience and I barely remember anything.
Previous MXE experience:
I had taken about 40mg a few weeks before, with cannabis and I got one very short hallucinogenic experience where I saw my vacuum cleaner move about the floor, but jumping frames like old films? Odd I know, but it lasted about a minute and that was it. Went to bed and I was really open to old friends, people I hadn't spoken to in a long time and rekindled old friendships. Knew I was rambling on, but I couldn't stop myself. My head was really weak and falling all over the place, but wasn't uncomfortable. Fell asleep as I was tired and that was it. Pretty underwhelming.
This experience:
Got in from work at 9am and had the whole day free. I'd obtained MXE before the UK ban, as I was curious to it's effects and noticed many good reviews about it. I had to guess the dose as I didn't have any scales available, but it was pretty simple to work out as I knew a quarter of the bag was 100mg, so I just took a bit out of that quarter to give my 80mg dosage, but of course for reference there is a margin of error.
I took most of it (about 60mg) sublingually, and insufflated the rest. I had rolled a few joints of weed as from reviews and own experience, it increases visual effects, and I was looking forward to an improvement on my previous experience to see it's potential. I went downstairs and put the TV on and started watching something, I think it was Two and a Half Men. Was pretty funny but I soon lost interest. I then started coming up, and for some reason REALLY wanted to watch anime from when I was years ago, like Final Fantasy. I remember getting really frustrated trying to find a copy online of Final Fantasy: Advent Children. I finally got it somehow, put it on....then that's it. I sort of came too, mid-falling face first onto my bed....then next thing I know I'm leaning over my toilet feeling really nauseated...but I couldn't sit up I just fell to the floor, at this point I was worrying that I was going to choke on my own vomit, but I soon well I don't know, got lost in my own head=space again. Then it was like the old windows XP screensaver, with the 3D pipes..but I was walking in 3 dimensions along this pipe network..where there was no laws of physics, I could walk upside down and everything and it was all regular.
One very definitive sensation was something to do with my mother... What if she turned up at mine and saw me like this? What would her reaction be? Would she be disappointed in me? Then it was all irrelevant and it was intense euphoria. I can't remember much of the head-space, which is disappointing as I wish I could look back on what it was like, because at the time it was like my head was being scrambled where nothing made sense.
It was a very sudden comedown, within half an hour I was at baseline, with the exception of a feeling of renewal....before I took the MXE I was a very anger-filled person; stressed and hatred for a lot of people...but all of a sudden, it was like it was washed away....I felt calm and peaceful. I was enjoying that as much if not more than the trip itself. The only negative side effects was I was exceptionally cold so wrapped up warm, was tired and had a persistent but very light headache until I slept that evening. What surprised me was the shortness of it all, the "high" of the mxe was gone by 12.30. I was expecting it to last longer.
The feeling of "renewal" has subsided now, the day after the experience..wow it feels like it happened weeks ago?! but anyway, I'm just confused at how it all came about. Most reports online have consisted of people melting into their couch into a m-hole, but mine was me crawling all around my house while not even concious but in a headspace. Was I in a hole or something? I've never had an experience like that before.
Any feedback will be appreciated. Would be nice to know if anyone could explain why my experience was different to many others
10 stone 5, Male. Brand new to research chemicals. Done MDMA a good few times and 6-apb.
Excuse my lack of detail, as I wasn't planning on reporting this but I'm just lost upon what happened with my experience and I barely remember anything.
Previous MXE experience:
I had taken about 40mg a few weeks before, with cannabis and I got one very short hallucinogenic experience where I saw my vacuum cleaner move about the floor, but jumping frames like old films? Odd I know, but it lasted about a minute and that was it. Went to bed and I was really open to old friends, people I hadn't spoken to in a long time and rekindled old friendships. Knew I was rambling on, but I couldn't stop myself. My head was really weak and falling all over the place, but wasn't uncomfortable. Fell asleep as I was tired and that was it. Pretty underwhelming.
This experience:
Got in from work at 9am and had the whole day free. I'd obtained MXE before the UK ban, as I was curious to it's effects and noticed many good reviews about it. I had to guess the dose as I didn't have any scales available, but it was pretty simple to work out as I knew a quarter of the bag was 100mg, so I just took a bit out of that quarter to give my 80mg dosage, but of course for reference there is a margin of error.
I took most of it (about 60mg) sublingually, and insufflated the rest. I had rolled a few joints of weed as from reviews and own experience, it increases visual effects, and I was looking forward to an improvement on my previous experience to see it's potential. I went downstairs and put the TV on and started watching something, I think it was Two and a Half Men. Was pretty funny but I soon lost interest. I then started coming up, and for some reason REALLY wanted to watch anime from when I was years ago, like Final Fantasy. I remember getting really frustrated trying to find a copy online of Final Fantasy: Advent Children. I finally got it somehow, put it on....then that's it. I sort of came too, mid-falling face first onto my bed....then next thing I know I'm leaning over my toilet feeling really nauseated...but I couldn't sit up I just fell to the floor, at this point I was worrying that I was going to choke on my own vomit, but I soon well I don't know, got lost in my own head=space again. Then it was like the old windows XP screensaver, with the 3D pipes..but I was walking in 3 dimensions along this pipe network..where there was no laws of physics, I could walk upside down and everything and it was all regular.
One very definitive sensation was something to do with my mother... What if she turned up at mine and saw me like this? What would her reaction be? Would she be disappointed in me? Then it was all irrelevant and it was intense euphoria. I can't remember much of the head-space, which is disappointing as I wish I could look back on what it was like, because at the time it was like my head was being scrambled where nothing made sense.
It was a very sudden comedown, within half an hour I was at baseline, with the exception of a feeling of renewal....before I took the MXE I was a very anger-filled person; stressed and hatred for a lot of people...but all of a sudden, it was like it was washed away....I felt calm and peaceful. I was enjoying that as much if not more than the trip itself. The only negative side effects was I was exceptionally cold so wrapped up warm, was tired and had a persistent but very light headache until I slept that evening. What surprised me was the shortness of it all, the "high" of the mxe was gone by 12.30. I was expecting it to last longer.
The feeling of "renewal" has subsided now, the day after the experience..wow it feels like it happened weeks ago?! but anyway, I'm just confused at how it all came about. Most reports online have consisted of people melting into their couch into a m-hole, but mine was me crawling all around my house while not even concious but in a headspace. Was I in a hole or something? I've never had an experience like that before.
Any feedback will be appreciated. Would be nice to know if anyone could explain why my experience was different to many others
