Hey, just thought i'd write another trip report briefly on my most recent and hopefully last experiance with MXE. I recently ordered 500mg's from a website but when it came it had a gram written on the label and weighed up as such, not going to complain about free drugs right? Anyway after that I let it sit for a few days and my scales broke as someone spilt the bong on them. I try MXE twice with a very small dose insufflated and found the effects very strong a lot stronger then what people had said online but I am not sure as I haven't purchased scales to weigh up whats left as ive been eyeballing doses. I tripped on aMT and had a small bump while up as well which put me into a bad trip were I was very confused and maybe came a little close to a hole. So already I knew this substance didn't agree with me and my fiancee told me I was weird and didn't like when I take it as im far too distant.
Anyway me and my fiancee have planned a day of going to the cinema then going out to eat afterwards, we plan to go to the cinema then go for our meal. I take a coke bottle with 3/4 malibu in it and a beer for while im watching the film, enough grass to roll a joint or two and 2 mxe caps that I had made up myself and eyeballed, I had put considerablly more then my lines as I thought it would be less effect over a more drawn out period of time however, it seemed just as strong if not more so and still lasted even longer. We went to the cinema and found there was nothing at all playing, my fiancee wanted me to take the mxE when I suggested it as she said it would be funny to watch me at the cinema on it(as it probably was) I drop the capsule, buy her a subway, then decide that the only film that was on right now was Puss in Boots 3D, 3D sounded cool as I had been sipping my malibu and hadn't seen one in a while so we decide on that. She leaves to roll a joint and im left sitting in the lobby of the cinema. THis is were I start to feel the MXE
0:00 - I can feel the MXE coming up, maybe placebo but theres definatley something there. I had taken aMT recently so I was enjoying zoning out and staring at the pattern on the carpet.
0:15 - My girlfriend comes back with a joint and we go round the back of the cinema to smoke the joint, it is a crowded day and the cinema is in a shopping mall. I can definatley fel the effects rushing up now, more so then ever, movement is very hard.
0:25 - We smoke the joint and I can hardly move, I can tell its much stronger then my lines and its not been long. I struggle to go up an escaltor and speak to the ticket person but all in all everything is fine, ive layed off the malibu as I feel sick.
0:30 - Sitting at the very back of the cinema adverts are already on. Im the most fucked ive ever been in my life, maybe there was loads in the cap I didn't know but I realised I was way to fucked up to be in public, especially seeing a childrens movie. THe loud noise and bright screen is too much, i open my beer for some insane reason and drink even though i feel like im about to puke and that I would have loved to be more sober.
0:45 - Close to the hole, i can feel it, and this isn't your normal hole, this is one of those dark crazy black guy naked in mc donalds holes. I have experiance with many psychadelics, stims and opiates but never have I been this fucked up. And great time to put those fucking 3D glasses on, now the adverts are in 3D. Let me tell you, thats fucking crazy being in an MHole and watching a 3D movie at the cinema.
0:50 - The film starts, im in the hole now, no reality no time no nothing. Somehow i manage to keep drinking my beer even though thats the last thing I want to do, I keep blacking out and stooping over. My fiancee is worried and I am worried about her hating me as this is the closest thing to a 'date' we have ever done as we are both avvid drug users so these kind of outings dont spring to mind. I am in a horrible way contimplating killing my self as it is all too much.
1:00 - Cant follow any kind of plot lket alone tell you who I was. Seeing the 3D images of a kids film while in a full blow M-Hole was so surreal it blew me away. It was horrible, I lost track of time compeltely, blacked out several times and lay down on my girlfriends lap with her crying as I was so fucked and this was supposed to be our own party version of a 'date'. I dropped the beer and it spilt allover the floor, my heart rate was throught he roof and I was forgetting to breathe for 10 - 30 seconds every minuite or so so started hyperventillating like fuck.
1:30 No idea what time any of this happend so times are probably way off. I start to feel like the mkost shit ever, my thoughts are on death, insanity and all together incredibly dark things. I want to die, i experianced something that was maybe dying. Experianced a semi-out of body experiance that I cannot describe. I start to vomit violenetly, the cinema is packed with families but luckily the back two rows are empty and no one notices me spewing my guts out. It tasted horrible and chemically, I hadn't eaten so it was all bile and no food coming up. My fiancee is panicking about me, my thoughts are on how I am a compelte junkie as this is my idea of a romantic day together.
1:50 - The effects start to subside a little. Im out the hole but still in a huge afterglow of it, my world is compeltely change. The film is coming to an end and my fiancee is making sure I don't need an ambulance to get out of there. I stumble and walk down the cinema isle to her. I don't think anyone noticed me being sick but they definatley noticed how pale and out of it I looked walking out of that cinema, smelling like puke still somehwat in that M-Hole.
2:00 - We get the bus home, my fiancee is so angry at me, she is upset and crying just as we have been a little tense latley and I want to cry as well but hold m yself back as I am on a bus full of people. I am emotional wreak, I couldn't speak for the whole time and only said short sentences like twice. I am so depressed, anxious and confused, I felt like the most shit I ever have in my life.
I didn't properly recover from the experiance until I went I woke up the next morning and still a few days later feel a slight dark unwanted afterglow from the MXE. I think anyone could sympthasise with my conditions here if they have ver been in an M,K,P-Hole or on a lot of DXM that seeing puss in boots at the cinema in 3D (3D is insane while on this shit, it was so insane I wanted to cry it was that crazy) with my girlfriend and supposed to be having a romantic time is horrible setting for this experiance. We never went out to eat and got the bus home as soon as we left the cinema. It was one of the darkest experiance in my life and is hard to describe properly or remember. I have sworn to myself and fiancee to never take MXE again, I have around 1/2 of the bag left and im going to ever pass it on to someone or ssave it for a long time as im too poor to flush chemical enjoyment down the toilet.
Anyway I hope this gives some people some enjoyment, the whole rie could have been some very very very dark comedy made for me inside my own head becuse nothing has ever been as scary,dark or terrifying as Puss in Boots in fucking 3D!!
Anyway me and my fiancee have planned a day of going to the cinema then going out to eat afterwards, we plan to go to the cinema then go for our meal. I take a coke bottle with 3/4 malibu in it and a beer for while im watching the film, enough grass to roll a joint or two and 2 mxe caps that I had made up myself and eyeballed, I had put considerablly more then my lines as I thought it would be less effect over a more drawn out period of time however, it seemed just as strong if not more so and still lasted even longer. We went to the cinema and found there was nothing at all playing, my fiancee wanted me to take the mxE when I suggested it as she said it would be funny to watch me at the cinema on it(as it probably was) I drop the capsule, buy her a subway, then decide that the only film that was on right now was Puss in Boots 3D, 3D sounded cool as I had been sipping my malibu and hadn't seen one in a while so we decide on that. She leaves to roll a joint and im left sitting in the lobby of the cinema. THis is were I start to feel the MXE
0:00 - I can feel the MXE coming up, maybe placebo but theres definatley something there. I had taken aMT recently so I was enjoying zoning out and staring at the pattern on the carpet.
0:15 - My girlfriend comes back with a joint and we go round the back of the cinema to smoke the joint, it is a crowded day and the cinema is in a shopping mall. I can definatley fel the effects rushing up now, more so then ever, movement is very hard.
0:25 - We smoke the joint and I can hardly move, I can tell its much stronger then my lines and its not been long. I struggle to go up an escaltor and speak to the ticket person but all in all everything is fine, ive layed off the malibu as I feel sick.
0:30 - Sitting at the very back of the cinema adverts are already on. Im the most fucked ive ever been in my life, maybe there was loads in the cap I didn't know but I realised I was way to fucked up to be in public, especially seeing a childrens movie. THe loud noise and bright screen is too much, i open my beer for some insane reason and drink even though i feel like im about to puke and that I would have loved to be more sober.
0:45 - Close to the hole, i can feel it, and this isn't your normal hole, this is one of those dark crazy black guy naked in mc donalds holes. I have experiance with many psychadelics, stims and opiates but never have I been this fucked up. And great time to put those fucking 3D glasses on, now the adverts are in 3D. Let me tell you, thats fucking crazy being in an MHole and watching a 3D movie at the cinema.
0:50 - The film starts, im in the hole now, no reality no time no nothing. Somehow i manage to keep drinking my beer even though thats the last thing I want to do, I keep blacking out and stooping over. My fiancee is worried and I am worried about her hating me as this is the closest thing to a 'date' we have ever done as we are both avvid drug users so these kind of outings dont spring to mind. I am in a horrible way contimplating killing my self as it is all too much.
1:00 - Cant follow any kind of plot lket alone tell you who I was. Seeing the 3D images of a kids film while in a full blow M-Hole was so surreal it blew me away. It was horrible, I lost track of time compeltely, blacked out several times and lay down on my girlfriends lap with her crying as I was so fucked and this was supposed to be our own party version of a 'date'. I dropped the beer and it spilt allover the floor, my heart rate was throught he roof and I was forgetting to breathe for 10 - 30 seconds every minuite or so so started hyperventillating like fuck.
1:30 No idea what time any of this happend so times are probably way off. I start to feel like the mkost shit ever, my thoughts are on death, insanity and all together incredibly dark things. I want to die, i experianced something that was maybe dying. Experianced a semi-out of body experiance that I cannot describe. I start to vomit violenetly, the cinema is packed with families but luckily the back two rows are empty and no one notices me spewing my guts out. It tasted horrible and chemically, I hadn't eaten so it was all bile and no food coming up. My fiancee is panicking about me, my thoughts are on how I am a compelte junkie as this is my idea of a romantic day together.
1:50 - The effects start to subside a little. Im out the hole but still in a huge afterglow of it, my world is compeltely change. The film is coming to an end and my fiancee is making sure I don't need an ambulance to get out of there. I stumble and walk down the cinema isle to her. I don't think anyone noticed me being sick but they definatley noticed how pale and out of it I looked walking out of that cinema, smelling like puke still somehwat in that M-Hole.
2:00 - We get the bus home, my fiancee is so angry at me, she is upset and crying just as we have been a little tense latley and I want to cry as well but hold m yself back as I am on a bus full of people. I am emotional wreak, I couldn't speak for the whole time and only said short sentences like twice. I am so depressed, anxious and confused, I felt like the most shit I ever have in my life.
I didn't properly recover from the experiance until I went I woke up the next morning and still a few days later feel a slight dark unwanted afterglow from the MXE. I think anyone could sympthasise with my conditions here if they have ver been in an M,K,P-Hole or on a lot of DXM that seeing puss in boots at the cinema in 3D (3D is insane while on this shit, it was so insane I wanted to cry it was that crazy) with my girlfriend and supposed to be having a romantic time is horrible setting for this experiance. We never went out to eat and got the bus home as soon as we left the cinema. It was one of the darkest experiance in my life and is hard to describe properly or remember. I have sworn to myself and fiancee to never take MXE again, I have around 1/2 of the bag left and im going to ever pass it on to someone or ssave it for a long time as im too poor to flush chemical enjoyment down the toilet.
Anyway I hope this gives some people some enjoyment, the whole rie could have been some very very very dark comedy made for me inside my own head becuse nothing has ever been as scary,dark or terrifying as Puss in Boots in fucking 3D!!