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(Methoxetamine / 150mg+) - No exp to mxe - MHole at the Cinema

OTGee

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Hey, just thought i'd write another trip report briefly on my most recent and hopefully last experiance with MXE. I recently ordered 500mg's from a website but when it came it had a gram written on the label and weighed up as such, not going to complain about free drugs right? Anyway after that I let it sit for a few days and my scales broke as someone spilt the bong on them. I try MXE twice with a very small dose insufflated and found the effects very strong a lot stronger then what people had said online but I am not sure as I haven't purchased scales to weigh up whats left as ive been eyeballing doses. I tripped on aMT and had a small bump while up as well which put me into a bad trip were I was very confused and maybe came a little close to a hole. So already I knew this substance didn't agree with me and my fiancee told me I was weird and didn't like when I take it as im far too distant.

Anyway me and my fiancee have planned a day of going to the cinema then going out to eat afterwards, we plan to go to the cinema then go for our meal. I take a coke bottle with 3/4 malibu in it and a beer for while im watching the film, enough grass to roll a joint or two and 2 mxe caps that I had made up myself and eyeballed, I had put considerablly more then my lines as I thought it would be less effect over a more drawn out period of time however, it seemed just as strong if not more so and still lasted even longer. We went to the cinema and found there was nothing at all playing, my fiancee wanted me to take the mxE when I suggested it as she said it would be funny to watch me at the cinema on it(as it probably was) I drop the capsule, buy her a subway, then decide that the only film that was on right now was Puss in Boots 3D, 3D sounded cool as I had been sipping my malibu and hadn't seen one in a while so we decide on that. She leaves to roll a joint and im left sitting in the lobby of the cinema. THis is were I start to feel the MXE

0:00 - I can feel the MXE coming up, maybe placebo but theres definatley something there. I had taken aMT recently so I was enjoying zoning out and staring at the pattern on the carpet.

0:15 - My girlfriend comes back with a joint and we go round the back of the cinema to smoke the joint, it is a crowded day and the cinema is in a shopping mall. I can definatley fel the effects rushing up now, more so then ever, movement is very hard.

0:25 - We smoke the joint and I can hardly move, I can tell its much stronger then my lines and its not been long. I struggle to go up an escaltor and speak to the ticket person but all in all everything is fine, ive layed off the malibu as I feel sick.

0:30 - Sitting at the very back of the cinema adverts are already on. Im the most fucked ive ever been in my life, maybe there was loads in the cap I didn't know but I realised I was way to fucked up to be in public, especially seeing a childrens movie. THe loud noise and bright screen is too much, i open my beer for some insane reason and drink even though i feel like im about to puke and that I would have loved to be more sober.

0:45 - Close to the hole, i can feel it, and this isn't your normal hole, this is one of those dark crazy black guy naked in mc donalds holes. I have experiance with many psychadelics, stims and opiates but never have I been this fucked up. And great time to put those fucking 3D glasses on, now the adverts are in 3D. Let me tell you, thats fucking crazy being in an MHole and watching a 3D movie at the cinema.

0:50 - The film starts, im in the hole now, no reality no time no nothing. Somehow i manage to keep drinking my beer even though thats the last thing I want to do, I keep blacking out and stooping over. My fiancee is worried and I am worried about her hating me as this is the closest thing to a 'date' we have ever done as we are both avvid drug users so these kind of outings dont spring to mind. I am in a horrible way contimplating killing my self as it is all too much.

1:00 - Cant follow any kind of plot lket alone tell you who I was. Seeing the 3D images of a kids film while in a full blow M-Hole was so surreal it blew me away. It was horrible, I lost track of time compeltely, blacked out several times and lay down on my girlfriends lap with her crying as I was so fucked and this was supposed to be our own party version of a 'date'. I dropped the beer and it spilt allover the floor, my heart rate was throught he roof and I was forgetting to breathe for 10 - 30 seconds every minuite or so so started hyperventillating like fuck.

1:30 No idea what time any of this happend so times are probably way off. I start to feel like the mkost shit ever, my thoughts are on death, insanity and all together incredibly dark things. I want to die, i experianced something that was maybe dying. Experianced a semi-out of body experiance that I cannot describe. I start to vomit violenetly, the cinema is packed with families but luckily the back two rows are empty and no one notices me spewing my guts out. It tasted horrible and chemically, I hadn't eaten so it was all bile and no food coming up. My fiancee is panicking about me, my thoughts are on how I am a compelte junkie as this is my idea of a romantic day together.

1:50 - The effects start to subside a little. Im out the hole but still in a huge afterglow of it, my world is compeltely change. The film is coming to an end and my fiancee is making sure I don't need an ambulance to get out of there. I stumble and walk down the cinema isle to her. I don't think anyone noticed me being sick but they definatley noticed how pale and out of it I looked walking out of that cinema, smelling like puke still somehwat in that M-Hole.

2:00 - We get the bus home, my fiancee is so angry at me, she is upset and crying just as we have been a little tense latley and I want to cry as well but hold m yself back as I am on a bus full of people. I am emotional wreak, I couldn't speak for the whole time and only said short sentences like twice. I am so depressed, anxious and confused, I felt like the most shit I ever have in my life.

I didn't properly recover from the experiance until I went I woke up the next morning and still a few days later feel a slight dark unwanted afterglow from the MXE. I think anyone could sympthasise with my conditions here if they have ver been in an M,K,P-Hole or on a lot of DXM that seeing puss in boots at the cinema in 3D (3D is insane while on this shit, it was so insane I wanted to cry it was that crazy) with my girlfriend and supposed to be having a romantic time is horrible setting for this experiance. We never went out to eat and got the bus home as soon as we left the cinema. It was one of the darkest experiance in my life and is hard to describe properly or remember. I have sworn to myself and fiancee to never take MXE again, I have around 1/2 of the bag left and im going to ever pass it on to someone or ssave it for a long time as im too poor to flush chemical enjoyment down the toilet.
Anyway I hope this gives some people some enjoyment, the whole rie could have been some very very very dark comedy made for me inside my own head becuse nothing has ever been as scary,dark or terrifying as Puss in Boots in fucking 3D!!
 
Yeah sounds like a bad trip, man. I would just save the substance. I think you know its power. Get some cheap mg scales if you don't have any. They are all over online. I think 25 mg insuff is appropriate. This was oral???
 
Yeah it was oral I was under the impression it was weaker when dropped (no idea why) but seems like its stronger. Thanks for thr replys dudes keep them comming :)
 
Yeah it was oral I was under the impression it was weaker when dropped (no idea why) but seems like its stronger. Thanks for thr replys dudes keep them comming :)

it is stronger and it sounds like you keep doing wayy tooo much. do tiny bumps and wait for them to kick in. from my experience methoxetamine isn't suited to lines at all unless you want an antisocial experience
 
Yeah dude you definitely took too much I've done MXE for a long time and gone through tons of it and I'd never take 150mg at once... that's just asking to feel like shit.

And your fiancee needs to chill wasn't she the one who wanted you to take the MXE so she could be amused? And then she gets upset when you get real fucked up from it? That don't sound right.
 
0:45 - Close to the hole, i can feel it, and this isn't your normal hole, this is one of those dark crazy black guy naked in mc donalds holes. I have experiance with many psychadelics, stims and opiates but never have I been this fucked up.

LOL oh man. I'm really sorry you had a bad time. But this quote actually had me laughing in my chair as I read it.

Definitely sounds like a case of too much. And all during Pussin Boots, lol, jeeze.

I wouldn't let this scare you off though. Learn from your mistake. Being new at it you shouldn't have taken such a hefty dose. Why not try 15mgs and work your way up? That seems more of the way to get an enjoyable experience out of it.
 
I enjoy more of a downer high and i feel low doses would be perfect if I was going out and running errands or something but when im chilling i get too much energy so thats why I prefer to take a higher then average dose, too feel blownb away I guess. I plan to stay off MXE just for a bit as too me it is anti-social but if theres ever a rainy day were im all alone (few and far between as me and my fiancee do every single thing together) il break it out again, its a good chem to just known I have sitting and can have a bit of fun with if theres nothing else
 
--^Rainy days + MXE = some of the best days. Sitting at home watching a movie, starting off at 20mg bump, then doing 70mg... cha-ching! Beauty!
I watched Shrek 4 in 3D, luckily at home alone, was an awesome experience for me :\ I imagine in a cinema it would be quite disconcerting.

I've mixed MXE with marijuana before... big mistake on my part... definitely exacerbated the mania i so often get from mxe.

From the sounds of it you did too much mxe, especially considering you have no tolerance to nmda-antagonists (I'm assuming). When i got to the 150-250mg range that was when I was doing the stuff every day, took 200-250mg to M-Hole during those days...

Best of luck in your future endeavors with dissociative's should you choose to do so!
 
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I have no idea how people take such drugs in public.
I have to be comfy at home before I even consider getting high usually.
150mg dose of MXE in a movie theater with no MXE experience would be potentially devastating. 8(

You probably did die a few times and have out of body experiences no problem in the dark watching 3D images while that high of an oral dose.

As I have found out, too much and you can't enjoy it.
You have to do 20mg or so at a time and wait an hour before you do any more to see how you feel. If you just bump 20mg here and there you'll make it to the hole eventually and much safer and better chance of having a good time.

3D is good, I play a 3D nintendo DS while on most of my trips.
Or Xbox 360. When the hole comes though I like to lay down with lights out and learn what it's gonna offer.

Weed stimulates the MXE high incredibly.
 
Anyway I hope this gives some people some enjoyment, the whole rie could have been some very very very dark comedy made for me inside my own head because nothing has ever been as scary,dark or terrifying as Puss in Boots in fucking 3D!!
Sorry you had such a nasty time, but yes, I'm glad you can recognize and appreciate your report is great dark comedy. You obviously made it out "Ok," so I had to laugh at the whole idea of some guy out of his mind in a children's movie vomiting all over the place in terror at Puss in Boots while his girlfriend sobs inconsolably. Just imagine what a carefree kid looking back from their soody pop and gummy bears and seeing a crazed man covered in vomit with a look of existential horror on his face might have gone through. Imagine the confusion of of a kid thinking your condition was in reaction to Puss and Boots, a movie that gave them such saccharine glee, and them trying to process why you were in such a state, telling themselves they didn't just see that, then looking back, etc... And the whole thing was supposed to be romantic, that's the clincher. It's awful on one level, but really fucking funny on another.

Purchasing a $30 mg scale and bothering to spend two minutes searching for dose information online rather than eyeballing because you didn't feel like waiting to receive it would've saved you all the trouble (you know that). Again, very sorry for your suffering. You didn't deserve this of course, but it's genuinely funny partially because I can't help but feel on some level that you had it coming. There's some kind of sadistic karmic justice at work in your story (not that I believe in that, but it works well narratively). Thanks for sharing. It'll make a great story for you to tell while you're drinking or whatever, so think of it like that I guess (think of as a lesson, first, though).
 
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This isn't ketamine we're talking here.

Jesus wept, that's an absurdly large dose regardless of experience!

I found 15-30mg enough to absolutely FLOOR me upon first experimentation with the compound, titrating up from 10mg (should have done an allergy test, but didn't).

Thanks for the report though. Good luck in trying to integrate that king-hell bastard of an experience.
 
Dissociative disaster

Man, truly a classic mistake. I'm so sorry you had to go through that, but it really is a fantasticly dark story, I was laughing and cringing the whole time.

So many times you can get away with the psychs in public, but I've never once enjoyed a dissociative out and about. First time I ever tried MXE I was robo-walking around a mall and I realized the setting could not be worse.

Good luck in the future my friend, and buy your lady some flowers!
 
*bumpity*
Sorry but this TR is great!

Puss n Boots... lolz.
Thank you, I thought it was pretty funny even afterwards when I was close to tears on the bus home haha, not a conventional funny though lol
 
"this is one of those dark crazy black guy naked in mc donalds holes"

=D lolololol. What an interesting and funny way to put it.

I've been in a hole before. On Ketamine though. I quite enjoyed it! Now i'd probably freak out..

Out of all the dissociatives, DXM was my favorite.. mmmm, Coricidin.
 
I also have a story to share...recently came into a nice bit of some MXE and was at a friends house and one of my friends wanted to take part. Now this person has almost no experience with psychedelics let alone dissociatives. So I pour about 300mg into a bowl and before i could say anything my friend sticks his finger into the pile, picks up what had to be close to 100mg and licks his finger clean. Now I have read that sublingual/oral doses seem to have a much more profound effect than insufflated, and as paradoxical as this is, it seems to be true. After about 30 mins or so my friend was noticeably intoxicated and was having problems speaking lol...he then said "i feel like im not in my body anymore" to which I replied "thats dissociatives for you". He rode out the trip like a real champ until he asked me to roll a spliff, i proceeded to roll one of some high quality OG Kush and we smoked. Shortly after he starts to accuse me of lacing the cannabis with something, from here on he gets extremely paranoid and at one point disappears. I then get a call from him on my cell telling me to leave his house and I could hear him running in the background, he then called one of our other friends to pick him up who discovered him running down the middle of a fairly busy street and promptly picked him up. He then requested to go to the ED and our other friend not having known what was going on took him, where he proceeded to sit down in the lobby until he calmed down and got back in the car and was driven back home. Im assuming the dopamine reuptake inhibition led to the mania and paranoid behavior, after my friend returned he was still extremely paranoid and wanted to search me and asked if I was going to kill him, to which of course the answer was no. I gave hime 1.5mg alprazolam and told him to go lay down and which he finally did and fell asleep. This took place over the course of about 5-6 hours, the mania starting after about T +4hrs.
 
Thats a lot of MXE for one person, especially with no prior experience to anything even slightly similar. Thats great that he was able to ride out the trip for so long but cannabis makes MXE so much much more potent, all this talk of MXE is making me want to order some more but stick to very very low doses as im still scared ha. I could understand why he would think the weed had been laced after smoking grass on MXE, it is a good combo for intensity, especially if your really high.
 
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