So, I tried crystal meth for the first time about 2 weeks ago, and in the meantime have had stuff from 3 different batches, all of which seemed to be pretty good quality: a little cloudy, big jagged chunks, any striations all going the same direction, and with positive effect- immediate and pleasurable energy, talkativeness, loss of appetite, etc. Negative side effects were minimal; I was/am a little more distractable on it, but not so much more so than usual that anybody has or would notice, and I ramble(d) a lot. Had some pretty miserable nausea (is that normal, too, by the way?). Overall, good experiences. Now, what I'm wondering about are the other effects- not necessarily good nor bad, but to me, they seem very unusual.
Basically, instead of making me horny, it either has no effect on libido or else is actually inhibitory. Almost every time, the idea of sex is just as ridiculous as the idea of eating. Also, while it does make me more enthusiastic and in general more energetic, it doesn't make me aggressive or irritable at all, in fact, quite the opposite; I'm usually less quick to anger, less anxious, less likely to feel overwhelmed, less likely to take something personally and MUCH more patient, which is saying something, because I am naturally a very tightly wound, impatient and short-fused individual (even before I ever tried meth or any other stimulant or any other type of drug for that matter, so I'm not just jonesing or something). It also just makes me outright nice; I'm usually a more cynical and critical person. Too, even though I feel energetic, I never have a problem sleeping.
What's up with that? Is all that regular?
Basically, instead of making me horny, it either has no effect on libido or else is actually inhibitory. Almost every time, the idea of sex is just as ridiculous as the idea of eating. Also, while it does make me more enthusiastic and in general more energetic, it doesn't make me aggressive or irritable at all, in fact, quite the opposite; I'm usually less quick to anger, less anxious, less likely to feel overwhelmed, less likely to take something personally and MUCH more patient, which is saying something, because I am naturally a very tightly wound, impatient and short-fused individual (even before I ever tried meth or any other stimulant or any other type of drug for that matter, so I'm not just jonesing or something). It also just makes me outright nice; I'm usually a more cynical and critical person. Too, even though I feel energetic, I never have a problem sleeping.
What's up with that? Is all that regular?
