I've been getting cravings really bad lately. For the last few months I have used meth most weekends, either in conjunction with other drugs (generally MDMA and ketamine) or by itself. It'll generally be a point or two or a half gram. I'll normally just use for one day and then recover over the weekend. There has been a decrease in price and an increase in availability for me too. Sometimes it will even be free. It's both good and bad.
This last week I have had strong cravings throughout the week, which is difficult as I work a 9-5 and can't nor won't get on it mid week. I am wanting to take some time off it and in all honesty, all signs indicate tyhat I should. I need to save money, I don't have a social occasion to do it so I'd be doing it by myself. I know that I generally really regret it when I do it by myself as I am doing it just to get high and don't really do anything fun. How do you guys deal with cravings? Any tips? I have a new connect and I am thinking of picking up tonight to have it for tomorrow. Fuck I don't even trust myself to be able to abstain from it for 24 hours.
Another question, I have noticed that I have been getting hand tremors as well as some tremor in my leg/foot (noticable if I have my foot on the brake in my car). Other people have commented on it too. I think I have had a slight tremor for a few years now, as people would occassionally comment on it. Now it has gotten much worse. I don't know if it meth causing it (this is happening when I am not high) or the other prescription drugs I take. Has anyone noticed hand tremors as a result of meth use when they are not high?
I take lyrica (300mg) every day, one pill of zopiclone at night and use a small amount of valium each week (generally 5mg a few times a week). If I am coming down, I use more valium but not huge amounts. All these drugs work on GABA.
I am really considering talking to my doctor and asking for him to a neurological test as it is worrying me. However, I don't want to mention the meth and other drugs as I have cultivated a good relationship with him and I don't want him to cut my scripts for other drugs. What should I do?