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Methamphetamine Discussion Thread 2.0

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It's funny because in the ten years of me sticking needles in my arm I've never once missed the vein ever, it's weird because I'm right handed but prefer to use my left hand to hold the pick.

Im the same.. right handed but always use my left hand to register n shoot.. its purley because of the phat veins I have in my right arm appose the shit-cunt ones in my left.. only missed 3 shots in my life although I am a low-moderate IV user
 
fark, I can never remember shards making my eyeballs mimic saucer plates.....geez fuck! pick the tweeker
 
Smoking is just so good... Never iv'ed but scares me to think about trying iv by how good it sounds.

Smoking meth to me feels like having a wank in the toilet whilst flicking through the lingerie section of the Target catalogue, yeah it feels good and you have fun but.........meh!!! Where as IV'ing meth to me feels like having a 20 year old Thai hooker suck my dick for hours upon hours until I blow in her hair then sneak out the back door without paying for it ;)
 
I wish i could get off of it. It is a terrible addiction. A disease. Ive been on it for almost 20 years. It does nothing for me anymore. I eat, sleep, go to work everyday, etc. To look at me, you wouldnt know i am on it. My body is addicted to it. Thats the problem. Although it does nothing for me anymore, my body needs it. Hope that makes sense. I have a family that i would lose if anyone ever found out. Me and the person i get it from are the only people that know. I suffer in silence everday because i am not willing to lose my family over it. Meth is a horrible drug. It might be fun for a while, make you feel good, lose weight, etc. but believe me when i say that doesnt last. What does last is your bodys need for it. Eventually it will kill me and others as well. Thats a hell of a secret to have as well. Its awful.
 
It's posts like that make sure I will never ever use shards. Give me that old powder speed and I'd probably snort a few lines, but fuck ice.

I hope you can get off it somehow mate.
 
I not long ago lost my last nugget about the size of a grain of rice. Took ages to locate with a torch and a gridlock mapping technique a Search and Rescue team would have appreciated. Eventually.. And I mean after about an hr of ground searching I found it.

Then what REALLY did my head in was that for hrs later every crumb, speck of fluff, piece of sand.. You name it that I saw demanded my closer inspection. I had to keep telling myself 'STOP IT, no more, you fucking found it ok!!'


Thats so funny, in my case though, every black speck i thought was a bug so I had to further inspect every little black speck and I have hardwood floors so the shoes carry in a lot of debris, etc and I was looking every 5 minutes and for long periods of time, this is on adderall by the way and I was tweaking.
 
me_2 - if ya wanna get well let that secret out man. sure it's going to hurt a lot of people, but believe me I've been there and it's the only way to a path of recovery. you deserve it man
 
Poledriver, meth is meth. Why not buy some ice and add as much glucose as needed to justify using. Fuck 'speed'.
Montanna meth was shocking, shooting up in your neck as if she exhausted all other options?
 
I am basing it on dozens of people who I come in contact with everyday through my work. The majority by far live "normal" lives with stable mental health. Of course there are people with issues but there is usually other shit going on in their lives at the same time... & meth came afterwards. I do not want to take away your experience which casts it as a big problem, but when you judge things on a case by case basis with a critical look it is hard not to see the stigmatisation of people being one of the biggest "harms" of injecting meth.
 
When people discuss methamphetamine addiction or fairly chronic use over a long period of time, the understandable focus is the effect of the drug on the brain and ones mental health etc. However, I think people overlook the impact that excessive stimulant use (too much, too often and with insufficient recovery time) has on the body's hormones and physiological processes, processes which I don't believe are as resilient as the brain.

What Me_2 said above about his body needing the drug is related to an area I have been looking into recently.

If you are using meth then your adrenals are working overtime and your cortisol levels are extremely elevated, something which the body is used to doing in other situations but not for a long period of time. Basically, with frequent use your adrenals burn out. The well researched consequences of chronically elevated cortisol levels accords with some of the negative consequences I have experienced from frequent use. If you get to this point then once use of the drug ceases, adrenal fatigue sets in and wreaks havoc on your life. People might put this down to the impact of the drug on mental health, your emotions and simply because you are "overtired" from insufficient sleep, which of course is relevant, but the impact on your hormones and physiological processes underscores this and makes it seem so much worse. It goes way beyond simply not getting enough sleep or nutrition.

If anyone is interested then have a read of this article - http://www.drlam.com/articles/adrenal_fatigue.asp.

If you are or have been a heavy user of meth over a long period of time, or even in the short term after binges, I have no doubt that reading this article will be like holding up a mirror to yourself, with every symptom or consequence described being experienced at some stage and likely most of them at once.
 
nice one biscuit .... thanks

the rehab that I went to were big about this - a nice reminder

aw I just remembered they used to give us this disgusting potion that help with this ..... rank!
 
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I'm really scared to take that step. My husband and i already have problems and i would lose my daughter. There is no father daughter bond between them and she would hate me. She is almost a teenager and you know they are already think they are grown. I feel trapped.
 
Ive watched it before. Im not one to shoot it, i only smoke it. I know what its doing to me both physically and mentally. It scares the crap out of me yet im still doin it. A death wish i suppose. I dont know.
 
My cant keep a grip on my emotions at times. When i have tried to go without, by the second or third day, i can hardly function. I find myself fighting to stay awake even at work. Its awful.
 
I remember all too well when i started. It was old school crank. Never shot up, i would snort it if it wasnt like peanut butter. Otherwise i smoked it...on foil..it wasnt till several years later that ice aka meth came along and replaced crank. Still make my nose burn and eyes water thinking about how much it did burn. Damn
 
I hope you can get off it me_2.

It's such an evil drug, especially when people get so addicted to it smoking it so much and iv'ing it so much which seems to happen pretty easy in alot of people.

5 or so people I have known who have got into using alot of ice have really negatively impacted their (and the ones around them) lives. Some of them turned into total fuck wits after abusing it for along time and I no longer have anything to do with them sadly, sadly because they were good friends before they became slaves to the shards.
 
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My cant keep a grip on my emotions at times. When i have tried to go without, by the second or third day, i can hardly function. I find myself fighting to stay awake even at work. Its awful.
I highly suggest giving Rectal administration a go. It is superior to every other ROA. Reaching an intensity far passed smoking, close to IV. With a duration similar to oral and insufflation. Smooth up down. Much more functional.
Best of luck to you and your ddaughter.
 
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